3 more days

Omgz.
Hahahaha. I can count the days to go to SPM with one hand!
Bwahahaha. I think I'm going insane.

So tomorrow, much later today to be exact..since it has already pass 12am..
Will be the last day of school.

Not any ordinary last days. It's the last day, forever!
:O!!!!

I'm not really like omgz so sad or anything.. Just u know.. feeling a little awkward. Next year no more school. Kinda like. Passed a stage in life u know?
It's like.. Everyone goes to school. And now. School's over. Parents will automatically put more responsibility.. In that kinda way. I suck in explaining.

Hopefully I'll manage to take enough photos for tomorrow. I shall post some. FINAL DAY GODDAMMIT. ACT MORE EXCITED OR SOMETHING!

For now,
I'll be going to bed soon. Final day of school. And i'm not even 17 yet.

Eh crapz.
I missed Nimi's birthday by 10 mins.
Happy Belated Birthday Nimi!

I wished her exactly 24 hours ago.
Time is passing so fast.


creepy..

-alexeO-

5/lima

5 more days.

Hm..
My urge to drive is increasing.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY need to get a driving license. Just thinking bout the convenience makes me grin widly.


But for now, I know.. It's not for another 2 months till I finally get it.


Sienz.
-alexeO-

6/enam

enam hari lagi.

ish.

Less than a week till SPM. Wow. Haha. I'm a big boy. So close. I'm not gonna blog about how much I need to study now. Cause it's pointless.

:)

If the last post was dedicated to my class teacher, this post is dedicated to my class, Sr 5 Sc 1.

Thx guys for making it all happen. Because of you guys we have a class forum and a class blog. Eventhough they are both dead at the moment..but hey cmon, it's still there!
I'll start posting individual messages to each and every one of my classmates soon..and maybe some other ppl from other places which are of the same birthyear with me.. Yeap that includes you too, joyce. Just a personal word of thanks from me..since this is my final schooling year, I wanna give a little tribute to friends whom I met while studying in school.

Here are a few pics I took on the second last friday of school. The last friday is this coming friday btw.

Sorry if these shots are taken from limited angles. I just wanna post pics cause I'm in the mood.


Clockwise from top left : Chuang Sing, Allen, Vivian, Kelvin, Haris, unknown, Jia Xin, Wan Choy, Kar Wai and Richmond(hidden).


L - R : Richmond, Jia Xin, Su Cheng, Cezlynn, Kim, Kar Wai, Kelvin


L - R : Same la as above. Additional guy beside Kelvin is Chuang Sing.

Hmmz.
I know things will never be the same as before.


-alexeO-

8/lapan

8 days more.

It's getting closer..

How.

I woke up at 7pm on Friday. Not a good sign. Especially having an exam in less than 2 weeks.

Bwahaha. Btw, I dedicate this post to my final class teacher, Ms. Josephine! She teaches me chem(oh the irony) and is kinda cool really. Apparently she's the female version of Ariff or vice versa. She's not any ordinary science teacher.. She loves acting angry to scare the shit out of everyone. Thx for being a good sport this whole year Josephine!

7 most Memorable moments :-

1) Sent Kelvin Tan out of the Chemistry Lab after he intentionally spirked water onto her. The funny thing was, the whole class was shooting water to each other just the week before during the same class. Hahaha. This has to be number one here. This incident is in the running for the funniest event of 5science1 too :D

2) Made my life a living hell after being extremely 'honest' with my Dad during report card day. Yeap, no modem for 2 weeks. That's the one.

3) Tried 'comforting' me at Genting when i lost my wallet there after Form 3 when she followed my class to excursion. Lol good effort.

4) Helped me score an A for science in UPSR. She thought me in Junior 6 too.

5) Gave me a 6C for Chemistry for my forecast. <-- That's good by my standards.

6) Her evil laughter.

7) Her lameness.

This is her, not a good picture..but it shows her true..personality. Just look at those eyes... *shivers*



creepy.


:)

-alexeO-

11/Sebelas

11 more days till SPM begins.
That's very short.

I know.

It's already November. SPM starts this month. I gotta work 25125X harder.

Here's a look on my SPM registration slip thing.


Somehow I feel Number 8 shouldn't be there.. :/

Had tuition today at 9am in the freaking morning. So freaking early omg. So I slept at 2am but still realised that I did not have sufficient sleep. So I got back home, ate some breakfast and fell asleep at about 2pm. Woke up at 5pm just now. Ate half-boiled egg my sister made and I'm now here typing this.

I can imagine my friends cramming everything into their brains at this very second and I'm here staring at the computer screen. It reminds me of my PMR days. Only except I worked like 10% more that year. Only because it was so freaking 'study-able'. Unlike now. What happens if I come across something I don't understand now.
Then I have nobody to ask. Then ppl will tell me too late. Then I will be officially gg-ed.

My mind's full of junk I have to get rid of.

I also realised in exactly one month's time for now will be the last day of SPM.

For now, pls spend a couple of seconds n put me in your prayers. I do know there's a saying which goes 'God won't help ppl who doesn't help themselves'...but I also know there's another saying which goes 'we have to forgive and forget' and I hope it's not too late.


and No. I still will not regret.

-alexeO-

Ow.

My forehead hurts. I think I got like 3 new pimples.

I was randomly rubbing my forehead when suddenly I touched a painful bump. I moved around more and realised there are about 2 more which hurts. To add to that, my palm was almost fully covered with oil.

Heck. What is happening.


Screw you pimples.


Gah,
-alexeO-

When the clock shows 3:21am and you are not yet asleep and still facing the computer with 'sejarah' notes scattered in front of you, you know you are in deep shit

Not long more.

(shivers)

Hmm.

I duno what to say.

It feels like.. I'm just waiting for the time to come. Just sitting here letting the seconds tick away and just let time pass and yet there is this twisted feeling in your heart telling you that you are not prepared to face it yet.

Hmm. Dunno how. I've also decided that I may not screw Chemistry just yet. :) Teck Eng was my saviour and he today decided to tutor me the basic stuff you must know for Chemistry. Well apparently if I know the few stuff he thought, I wouldn't fail and will at least score a credit. That's kinda cool considering I had originally planned to forget about Chemistry. And yea, the stuff he thought enlightened me alot. Chemistry's kinda interesting now the way I look at it. Thanks TE!

Today's the last day for certain schools. Yesterday for another number of schools.
I wonder how the Form 5s are taking it over there. I have one more week of school. The week after the upcoming holiday week would be my last. I had planned to do sooo many things with different friends on how are we going to give the best goodbye ever. I had planned with one friend to put all memories into a form of Cds, planned with another to take as many photos as possible, planned with another to give an individual goodbye speech. Obviously I hope I can manage to do all of that but if only time allows. Sigh. So little time.

It's so sudden ya know. Teachers telling us to study like 2 months ago. Suddenly after the trials I had already like 3-4 weeks to SPM. Very sudden indeed.

I know i'm not incapable of scoring good results. I do know I'm capable.
My forecast results may show a little on how I am doing but it doesn't show my inner strength and abilities at all.

With a little bit of will, I'm gonna prove my teachers who gave me Cs and Bs wrong.


Thank you,
-alexeO-

The man

I am a misai boy who scored 3A1s, 1A2, 1B3, 1B4 15C, 26Cs for my forecast.
Which also means 4As,2Bs,3Cs.

And nope, i'm not that shy about my results. If not it wouldn't be posted here.

I'm such a effing noob.

I still got one more Biology paper to go but I doubt it'll affect my forecast by anyhow.


Hooray to me. A1 for BM, eng, EST just in case you're curious. And 6C for what else but Chem and Add Maths.


20 more days,
-alexeO-

25 days, 50 mins

Yeap. That's how long till SPM actually begins. Pretty scary thought. Even after watching The Amazing Race just now, was intially excited after watching next week's preview. But after thinking how close it is to SPM next week, mixed feelings. Hmm.

Results were pretty not satisfying so far. I did horrible for my Chemistry and Add Maths Paper 1. I'm actually kinda disappointed. I'm gonna do something about it.

Other than that, I believe most teachers had already finished marking. I heard lots of senior 5 parents were complaining cause of how late the trials were and how are they gonna apply for scolarship and such. As such, I think all the results will be finalised tomorrow with exception of Biology I think cause we just finished Bio this Monday.

Damn sad. Getting so near.



Aih.
-alexeO-

Dell 24" Widescreen UltraSharpTM 2405FPW Flat Panel Monitor

Dad bought a freaking awesome monitor for himself. But i'm using it temporarily.. best resolution goes up to 1920X1200. It's the Dell 2405FPW.

Bwahaha. Tried Dota-ing just now with the monitor. Initially got a little headache but it didn't take too long for me to get used to it. It's a little weird cause the units are bigger than usual so it's like erm, will take some time to micro haha. Now thinking like omg, if I still could play World of Warcraft. Will be damn damn damn chun man!



Chunted. Damn big. Hahaha.


Playing Dota requires you to be more observant.


The Dell 2405FPW

Too bad I still got Biology exam on Monday and SPM in one month's time.
If not it's gonna be WoW frenzy for me with this baby!



Dell-ed,
-alexeO-

Not over

So I have one more paper this coming Monday, Biology for my SPM trials. The science week wasn't woweee as expected. Chemistry was horrrribleee.. Add Maths i really duno how I did. Physics, checked my paper 2 and realised it was about the same standard with any other physics paper i've done.

I duno man. It just seemed like I just cannot pass the barrier. The barrier which after crossing will only trigger the improvement... I'm just so stucked. My science subjects marks are the most consistent marks of all my subjects. It's not like it's a good thing. But the marks ranges from 40-50. Every single time.

That's like damn sad.

Sigh.
What happened to the Alex who actually studied and worked. Well maybe it was never there. But it was never 'this' bad. I mean, yeah i've been working now and all. Too late? I duno. But I just know that I will not regret if my SPM results are not satisfying.

But hmm, there's still one more month.
Gogogogogogo Alex!


Support me!
-alexeO-

Chem

Chemistry. How many countless times have I complained here. Well I'm gonna do it again. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO*)^&#%@#$!@)&($^&#$%!@$%!@%&@#$&^@#$!! ARgh.

My chemistry sucks. And I'm gonna have the chemistry paper for my trials tomorrow! Yay.

No matter how hard I try, it's just insufficient.

Hey Chemistry, I think you already know but I hate you!!!


GAhhhhh.


Wish me luck!
-alexEO-

Blogskins

That's it. Spent 2.5 hours searching for a new blogskin at www.blogskin.com but OMGWHATTHETOOTOEEOBOOTEATAEGAEGHAOROHORNYCOWPROBLEMGAHGUHGEE man!!! Some either focuses ur text at one small little box at the center, some fonts too small or some looks nice initially but after going through all the hassle in editing ur template, previewing it sucks. So I'm just gonna remain it as it is at the meantime. I'll probably change the colour and that's it.

I had enuff :(

So the only changes i've made to this Blog is 2 brand new fresh links! One to Mei Chan(Petaibabe) and another to Teck Eng(LTE). Do visit them as they are interesting individuals like you and me too! :D


Gonna relax my mind now after stressing myself over the blogskins. Grrr.



Surfed~
-alexeO-

28th November

:) These days I received many emails regarding on what the birthday of a certain someone actually means. I don't know if it's true but I sure like it to be everytime :D Well i analysed two of these kinda emails i got and this were the answers.


Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability.
This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you
try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see
things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before
seeing any progress in love.

I also checked...

NOVEMBER:
> >>Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique
and
> >>brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and
strong
> >>clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in
> >>personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets.
> >>Always thinking.Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous.
> >>Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a
> >>way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless
> >>provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.
> >>Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
> >>appreciates praises. High- spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep
> >>love and emotions.Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely.
> >>Hardworking. High abilities.Trustworthy. Honest and keeps
>
>>secrets. Not able to control emotions.Unpredictable


Well they certainly sound nice but I still have my doubts. For example, "hardly becomes angry unless provoked"...this is certainly untrue. I get easily very fast. -_- ..I'm also not patient and i DO appreciate praises. I'm not high-spirited and I dont think i'm well-built either. Hardworking is laughable. Hahaha. Other than that shud be right :P.


And I don't like the Love Life thing. Unlucky in love?!!!

GAh!
-alexeO-

Before I forget...



Happy 17th Birthday Chrisanne Oh!!!!!!!

Yes, yes. I know you're older than me. No need show off. Now get ur license and drive me around! :D

Hope on this very day onwards we forget any previous misunderstandings we had real life or even on the Internet! :P Also hope you actually enjoyed your 17 years in this world and start preparing for the next many years to come! :D :D :D


Me and Anne.
-alexeO-

Dad's birthday

My family has this thing of celebrating every single family member's birthday regardless of the age whatsoever. As long as you are still part of the family and is available in Malaysia(to my 2nd sis n bro ;P), your birthday will definitely be celebrated. Not with balloons and party hats and all but maybe just a nice dinner outside and the famous tradition of blowing the birthday cake. Btw, the time you spent with friends is either the night before or the morning/afternoon of your birthday. I personally think this is a good way to keep the family bonded every year. :D

So 2 days ago, on the 5th, my family and I went for a dinner outside. I was in the middle of my trials(I'm still in the middle of my trials now) but what the heck. I wouldn't miss it. So as I sleepily woke up from my regular afternoon nap, I got myself ready that night and my sister was impatiently ushering me to the car. A few minutes later on the road, I could start talking again.

Me : Eh, where we going to eat ar?

Sis: Some vegetarian restaurant.

Me : (What the heck!) Har, why?!!!!

Sis: Mum eating vegetarian today wor. Have to lah.

Me : Sigh. Yeah hor. Hmmm.

Sis: Lol.


Everyone knows I hate vegetables. Omg. The bitterness. When i was younger, i couldn't see why anyone could ever eat it as if they don't feel a single thing. I mean, how could some even say things like ,"wah, damn nice" when they chew on the..green leaves!

So anyway, I knew I had no choice and not eating meat that night may not be as bad as I initially thought too. Firstly definitely for health reasons.. The other was it wasn't the first time my family went to a vegetarian restaurant for a birthday dinner. So I remembered the last time I went and the food wasn't that bad. I mean they actually have fish, meat, mutton made from vegetables. Very good efforts I should say.. looking at the food which really looked like real meat but in fact was actually made by flour etc etc. Some looked so similiar(and even tasted quite similiar) until my Dad made a joke about even if they really put meat inside, you wouldn't know.

Well, he has a point you know. Hmmm.

So after a short ride in the car, I finally arrived! The shop name was Lian Chi Vege Health Food restaurant. Damn, what a turn-off. Health food never tasted as good as it benefits. I think this is where the 'you gotta give and take' phrase comes in.



It didn't take long for me to realised the ceiling design inside was really good! They have this lanterny lord-of-the-rings-elf-land-lanterns hanging from the ceiling. Other than that, the entire restaurant was pretty ordinary.



My parents, aunty and a friend of my family's came a little later and joined my sis,grandma(was with us) and me. My sister ordered the food and the orders were eatable. Lol. A while later, the waiter came in and arranged the bowls in a circular order. Just like what they do in chinese restaurants before the shark fin soup comes out! It was kinda exciting thinking what soup was gonna appear. When the waiter brought the huge soup bowl in, it actually smelt like the shark fins soup! I wasn't kidding. Definitely, it wasn't. It was just this. -_-"



And hey it is not as bad as it looks(maybe). It tasted fine except for some strands of vegetable and the soup is in fact green in colour. -_-"

I didn't take any pictures after that as I thought it was a little distracting to my family members. :P The few dished which came out next was actually quite good especially the fake curry mutton. That is my favourite vegetarian dish and I'm proud of it! :D

My Dad's birthday celebration continued with my entire family singing the Happy Birthday Song and blowing of the cake in my Mum's Office in her shop. The cake tasted not bad and I gotta go home after that.(The next day I was going to have my Sejarah paper. I did quite okay I think for that paper.)

Summary of One Week of Trials.
The papers were okay. Wasn't that easy wasn't that difficult. I hope I would get some surprise results which I myself didn't expect I would get. I asked for my Moral marks a little earlier in school today before my Maths Examinations and my teacher was like, "you ar...macam enam puluh lebih..sixty something.. saya tak berapa ingat. saya tahu cuma 2 orang dapat lima puluh lebih dalam kelas ini" Wtf. Wasn't very motivating or convincing. Actually made me thought about it and worry during my second maths paper. Grrr. I hope he REALLY wasn't sure. I'm certainly wasn't expecting sixty something especially after I realised alot of ppl got 70 something and the highest was 82. Argh. Frustration. Somehow, I think i shouldn't had asked for my marks. Oh well. Come to think about it, i know ppl who failed their moral. So erm, it isn' so bad? Sigh. I really don't want sixty something!~ I will be damn disappointed. Sigh.

Next week is the dreaded week of any examinations. The Science Week. The week which is gonna pull my first week marks down like hell. Damn dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. Hope can score for my Physics. Add maths..I really hope I would pass again and hopefully score higher, but the recent results I got in class wasn't very convincing. Nooo. For chemistry, hahahahahaha.


Trials,
-alexeO-

Where did it go all wrong?

Are friends still called friends if they actually annoys u till u don't feel like talking to them anymore?

I'm so bloody confused.
This is a confession i am going to make. My so-called friends who we were just on the best of terms very recently, are beginning to make me dislike them. Or are already halfway through.

Why do I have to care anymore? People tell me I am not the cheerful guy I was last time. Like they actually give a damn. Then they will start gossiping about me to other ppl. "hey look, anyone noticed Alex's a little moody these days?" Why DO U ACTUALLY CARE?! If i'm moody, it will be because of you.

I don't know what's wrong with everyone. I don't know what's wrong with myself. Each day it seems to be getting worst. I kept wondering why were they so close to me before. Why have they changed so much? As i pondered today in school, one classmate actually told me,"If you think everyone has a problem, it's actually you"

I don't even know whether to agree or not. That specific classmate doesn't seem to be having any problems with anyone just recently. She still smiles and acts normal. But when I do notices someone doing something annoying, I'll immediately show her and she'll just nod it off. Why does she not seem to care? Why is she closing one eye for all this. Has she known this earlier or is just simply being ignorant?

I don't have a problem with everyone. Just a specific few. Maybe a specific lot. Some I show my disagreements, some I don't. Maybe it's me, for all I care. But it doesn't matter if that someone is my true friend. Even if it's just me, it takes a test like this of true mettle to test a friendship. Looks like it had already affected some of my friendships. It may not be obvious but it'll certainly show me who I really have as friends and who are just clinging to my back for no reason whatsoever.

Confused by this changing temperament, I approached a friend today and asked him a question and try to strike a conversation, with a smile. "So u blocked me that day after u sounded angry?" "Yes,"he replied with a guilty smile. "Why?" "I was pissed off that day"

After that, of course i kept bugging him for more info. But he didn't want to say anything. So i said ,"Why are u not saying anything?" . "If i say anything, it'll just ruin our friendship. I wouldn't lie to u. Just know that."

After that awkward conversation, I kept oddly silent not being able to mention a single word, drowned in my pool of thoughts. What has gone wrong? It was clearly him i was 100% sure who made the mistake that made me angry and made him pissed and resulted in him blocking me on MSN.

Or was it just me? Is it just me? Why has things changed so much. And why didn't it affect ALL my friends if I was really the one at fault. And i think i'm still getting annoyed with my friends over the same reason some time ago. It just looks as if I am having some kinda problem because all is occuring all at once.

Or is it not?

I go to school, step into my class everyday with this twisted feeling in my heart. Like things could be better if so and so were not there. I know that's a bad thought, but it just automatically comes out. I walk into my not lighted up class and will be thinking about how I would want to avoid so and so for a certain period before I become more 'blended-in' with the class. For me, it's just a simple matter of getting used to it. And why should i even be getting used to it anyway? I should be loving my class until i dream about it at night. But apparently not, even if i dream, I think it'll just give me nightmares.

But all this bad thoughts about who should not be in the class will disappear as soon as the first teacher walks in and turn on the lights. I guess I'll feel better once everything is in place when the class is full and all. I know I am not someone who people will be super happy at my arrival in class or get flooded with "good morning" greetings. I like to see myself as someone who people talk to after a while and get recognized as a good guy and is in the crowd. Afterall, i hate the morning sessions of discussions.

Annoying friends are making me sick but I do know without them i would never be the same person i am. Not necessarily the worst though, but even if u give me a choice to go back to the past and choose my friends from there or simply give me a list to mark my friends, I will make sure every single name is checked.

I am someone who gets angry fast, but forgives extremely fast as well.

That personality of mine is probably the reason why all this is happening actually.



Caged in my own cage
-alexeO-

I thought I saw it coming

(I know I was supposed to post alot of things i've promised. But that will have to wait until later. I am extremely busy with many projects and designing and not forgetting SPM of course. With the trials coming soon, i'll have to leave all this to later. thx for reading)

Days have passed by quickly and the clock is ticking endlessly. I know what's awaiting and yet ppl around me are seemingly assuming that I just do not care. I thought i had managed to stop it from happening but apparently not. People are still thinking. Looking at me as if I don't give a damn about my future.

Everyday, I wake up with this heavy load of my head, pushing me ever so hard. And yet everyday I still have to fight it off with my personal self motivation and inner strength. I'm not superman. I'm no brilliant kid. I'm definitely not an all rounder.
Friends who i know are doing worst than me. But why am i to be pointed out always?
I don't get the fact where ppl say they see something in me which they dont see in others. What the hell for?

Just now, my father picked me up from tuition and drove me home. I already expected to receive some kind of lecture from him as my parents were quite annoyed when they realised i hadn't slept at 1.30am. I was right. He started by saying he wanted me to sleep earlier. I just nodded and gave a very annoyed 'mmm'. I didn't argue, i wasn't train too. Then he went on to say something which went something like if I fail, just remember and know that I wasn't working hard enough. I gave a low soft toned reply, "i've been studying." How many times I tried putting that very statement into my parents head. They just don't seemed to be able to catch it in or simply don't want to. Then my dad continued,"frankly speaking, if you didn't work. you have no time already. one more month. if you resit, just think of what u have done"
Why is he telling me that for? I don't understand. Not only I think it's unnecessary but it's extremely 'abnormal' too. I didn't see it as any kind of motivation or inspiration. Was he trying to scare me? Was I over-reacting?
I didn't feel any of that at all.

My instance response was ,"I promise you I will not fail"

That strong 7 words simply signifies my feelings all these while. I know I will not fail and I will not fail. Who is aiming to pass SPM anyway? I'm aiming to score the most As i can achieve. Why has Dad started thinking I can't even pass my exams? Has he been judging me solely based on my weakest subjects? Why does he think I'm gonna fail my SPM until I gotta resit my Secondary 5?

I wondered if his eyes did scroll up a little higher only he will be proud of my achievement. I exceled in my language-based subjects. I didn't hear a single thing about it. All i know now is, he thinks i'm gonna fail my SPM.

I've started working. I'm doing the revision sheets my teachers gave. I am only distracted with one thing now, the Editiorial Board. After that, i will fully focus on my Examinations. I hope that time will come soon.

Don't get me wrong. I didn't argue or fight with my father just now. In fact we are still in a very happy term. I just was irritated with what he actually thought.

Do parents expect too much from their children? Sometimes i wondered if they actually see how other children treat their parents. No. I'm not comparing. This is the reality. I was utterly shocked to see some of my friends treating their parents as if they don't mean a single thing to them. The first time I saw it, i was actually feeling thankful for my parents. But do they know it? I certainly hope they do. I know I shouldn't compare like this, but they are doing the same. Telling my siblings and I how their friends children are excelling in their studies and how 'independent' they are and all. It's not like I care. I just wanna make them happy and proud of me. And pls note also that academics is not the only way. It's just the more common and easier way.

I love my parents of course. But this post is written out of disastisfaction and irritation. I wanna let them know i'm actually working for something. But it always looked like all they see is a lazy fat boy sleeping at home all day all night, not caring about a single thing thats happening around him. To be honest, i absolutely hate the sarcarstic jokes they make about me not continuing college and working. During the few family dinners I had with my siblings last time when my brother was still in Msia, they often joke about it when I randomly asked which college should i enroll to or how will i make it in time for college if I go overseas during December. Their reply would be something like ,''Don't need study lah, go play ur computer until u full''(either in hokkien or half english-half hokkien).
I know they may not mean it or may just be playing around. But it happened EVERY time when i talk about my college. Sometimes i just don't talk about it and it just comes out. My siblings often gave a weak smile. I just reacted as if I heard nothing.

Afterall, I don't think it's that funny anyway.


Still here,
-alexeO-

Computer

^@#$^@#$^$&$&&*#%^!@$%!@!!!!!

Yes. Using back my own computer now. So can't play WoW at the moment. Dad yesterday or 2 days ago took my computer to be fixed...and it's supposed to be fixed. But NOOO!! Came back. Fixed it. ....then the soundcard error message appeared again. WTF FIXED! STILL NO SOUND!QW#@#%^@#^@^@#^@#
ARGH!WHWYW$Y@$^@#$^@#$

So now using without sound again. And i asked my Dad to upgrade my graphics card too. He did. But wtf? still can't support direct X 9.0c. HOW TO GET THAT FREAKING DIRECT X. TRIED DLOADING BUT STILL FAILED TO WORK!!!! So can't install WoW just yet.

And yes. I was supposed to post pics regarding the 3on3 basketball but i was sooo busy. Doing flyers, designs, forum, etc etc.
I will do it at my free time. Take it as something to look forward to.

For now, let me struggle with my soundless computer. =(



U said something?
-alexeO-

SSC 3on3 Basketball Competition

The post will be replaced with analysis, photos, and the whole story.

Check it out!

-alexeO-