Thursday, April 28, 2005

Alex Yeo

6 more months, 2 days.
About 185 days roughly.

I don't know. I'll rather see it as 6 more months. or 24 more weeks. It sounds nearer.

Haha. Nothing else to say.


-alexeO-

Sunday, April 24, 2005

I need to update.

Today's my school's Open Day. Parents of students are supposed to collect their Report Cards and 'discuss' with the teachers bout their respective childs.. discuss their marks and all that. Zzz. My parents would be back in 20 mins time and they will pick me up and go to school together. Sigh. I'm bound to get scolded. I already can sense it. Afterall, who fails their additional mathematics paper 4 times out of 4 exams? Even with tuition? Zzz. So if you don't see me on MSN anymore, u know why..

And yea, today's not only the report card collection day but visitors would come and 'hopefully' apply for the school. There's gonna be lots of performances and if i'm not mistaken, the performances have already started 7mins ago. My main point of going there was for the performances. Summore i've already promised Kelvin to meet him there at 11. Hahaha. I don't think i'll make it though.

Ah, American Idol. Once again a disappointing result. I've given up complaining already.

My frens and I were just discussing about 'life' the other day and lolz. So many stuff that we don't usually talk about came out. I realised i'm like the only one having the 'problematic' life whereas my frens just have 'confused' lives or 'lonely' lives or even some who just want to seek perfection. I dunno man. It's like, i'm born with all these type of weird diseases, some G6PD deficiency, colourblindness and all that. And i can't even get a smooth sailing life to balance it all out. Bah. But i'm not complaining yet though.

Yea, i guess it's time for me to face my nightmare. If i'm not mistaken, my marks were better than last year's finals... I hope i can bring that up as my defensive point. Hohoho.



Heh,
-alexeO-

Sunday, April 17, 2005

I need a beer

The FA Cup Semis has just ended and the finals will be played by Man U and Arsenal. A long awaited classic? Nah, i rather have arsenal fight Newcastle to be honest.. Now the media is gonna have alot to 'say' coming to this match. Van Persie rocked btw. Great great player. In holland i heard ppl say he's better then robben.. I guess it's finally showing now. :)

Yea yea, what else. Congrats to teck eng too for receiving the student of the year award. I envy his hardworking character and being able to be playful at the same time too. That psycho. I really like that guy in a straight way. Hahaha. Funny guy.

Tomorrow's gonna be a start to another boring boring week. The only thing i'm looking forward to is the holiday on Thurs? Lol. Freaking gay usual school weekday routine. Argh. I can't believe i'm actually dreading school. I really really used to like it. :( Oh well, back to waking up early early in the morning etc. The pressure n stuff. Sigh. Life really do suck at this stage. :/

Oh well, just gotta face it i guess. Time to go~


I need a beer,
-alexeO-

Thursday, April 14, 2005

American Idol

I can't believe it.
I can't can't can't can't believe it.

Don't READ on if you don't know who's eliminated from American Idol Top8 yet.


I can't believe it.
Nadia.
Gosh. The best performer without a doubt. Best. Greatest of All.
First Jessica, now Nadia? What is America doing?

I'm stunned. Speechless.
Nadia is my top 4 at least.
However much i love everyone in the top 8, i still think she shouldn't have left so fast. Between Bo, Scott and Nadia..Scott should have went. Between Bo and Nadia, I really prefer Nadia. I'm shocked to the max.

Vonzell has to win it now.
Vonzell and Carrie for the Final 2.
End of story.

Thank you for your time.



Stunned,
-alexeO-

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

1st Term Results

For the first time in my life, i'm gonna post my exam results online! :) It's mainly for my own reference anyway.. so i have something to motivate me to study everytime i come online or something ^^. *i'll update the results as soon as i get them back*


(Results may change due to teacher's errors, etc.)
English - 73% - Shocked. Highest was 80% though.
BM - 57/62 for Paper 2 so far. Paper 1 not yet returned.
History - 75% - Highest was 88%. I got my A!!!
Moral - 60% - Highest was 80%. But i'm quite sure i'm above class average or just there!
Maths - 35/40 for Paper 1. Paper 2 not yet returned.
Physics - 45% - Marks not finalised. Class average was 51%.
Chem - 47% (Don't Ask)
Bio - 61% - Which was good because the highest in the class has 69%.
A.Maths - Only got back ONE paper and don't think i'll post the final marks up anyway. ;)
EST -

Hohoho. Think that's about it. :/ I know i'm dumb. 40% Passing mark, 60%-B, 75%-A2, 85%-A1.


Btw, found this facts interesting. The year i was born, all these happened...





In 1988 (the year you were born)


Ronald Reagan is president of the US


Federal grand juries return indictments against Gen. Manuel Noriega, ruler of Panama, charging him of running drug cartels


A missile, fired from the US Navy warship Vincennes destroys a commercial Iranian airliner killing all 290 on board


A Pan-am Boeing 747 explodes over Lockerbie, Scotland from a terrorist bomb


Controversial Arizona Governor Evan Mecham is removed from office for financial misdeed


Jimmy Swaggart is defrocked when his sexual liaisons with women other than his wife are revealed


The Netherlands becomes the second country to get connected to the Internet


Al-Qaida is established by Osama bin Laden


Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series


Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXII


Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup


Rain Man is the top grossing film


A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking is published


"Faith" by George Michael spends the most time at the top of the US charts



What Happened the Year You Were Born?


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Gl Hf!
-alexeO-

Monday, April 11, 2005

Fuking. I'm pissed.

I'm fuking pissed. My parents called back about 20 mins ago. First thing asked,"Are you home already?" . Me, assuming they were just curious about my exam results that i got today, happily replied,"yeah".

The next statement from my parent shook me.

"No computer, remember."

What the fuk? What the hell was that all about? My whole 'great respect' for my parents crumbled just like that. I always thought they were the only ones understanding us, my siblings and i. I always defended them as though they were the most precious things in the world when my siblings got angry with them.Oh how much I regretted. After all, i never understood why my siblings got so angry with them sometimes. I didn't know why until just recently.

Going back to the phone call, I hastily replied ," Huh? Why?"
Let me just briefly stress out that NO good reasons at all was said back to me. All was just things like 'because u have to study'. The conversation went something like, :-

Parent: No computer, remember.

Me: (wtf) Huh? why?

Parent: Huh what why? Don't argue. No computer. Today is a weekday.

Me: So? No reason why not to use also.

Parent: I said don't argue. No computer. You have to study for exams.

Me: *bewildered* HUH? but exam just finished last week!

Parent: Exam *pause* SPM. Study for SPM.. so no computer.

Me: What the..even if i don't use the computer also i won't study.

Parent: Good! I prefer that. Go and sleep the whole day as long as u don't use the computer.

Thinking that the conversation is too one-sided and doesn't make sense anymore, i tried to talk some sense into them.

Me: Exams just finished last week! Let me rest la!

Parent: Rest using the computer? No. I said don't argue. These days u argue alot. Don't argue with me.

Me: I"M NOT ARGUING! argh. I am just making a very honest discussion here.

Parent: Don't argue. No computer.

*parent hangs up*




Ok. End of conversation. Obviously, they just beat around the bush without stating any reasons at all. I am fuking pissed. Why can't they just let me do it on my own? Why can't they just let me be? When i was taking my PMR, were they like this? No way. Far from it. What did my dad thought i would get? 4As maximum. I got 7. When my older siblings took their SPM. Were they treated like how i am now? No. Far from it. They just let them be. And they were happy. Think this is the best way to make me study? No way. Far from it. I'm someone who can't just concentrate on something 24/7. When u take away my so-called distraction, everything is gone just like that. My concentration goes missing, my attention will not be there.

Why can't they understand that everyone studies differently? Why can't they get it no one studies as much as they want them to? Why can't they get it is my fuking future and if there's someone to ruin it, it's me. Why can't they know that i'm mature enough to understand the importance of SPM and my education? Why can't they at least ONCE respect that i exist and let me choose my path of life for once? Why can't they let me be independent enough to make my decisions in life? Why can't they understand that i do not wish to be treated as such? Why am i treated so differently from everyone else? Why do they so easily get influenced from other parents? Why has my parents change? Why has my life change? Why?
Fuck, i'm pissed.


To change the subject, i got a few of my results today. I had 74% for History which is good if you compare it to the class average. Highest was 88%, lowest failed badly.
I needed ONE mark to get an A for History. Gonna see what i can do about it tomorrow with my history teacher. I had 60% for Moral Studies. I thought i had done badly but i was shocked at that results. It was soooo much better than expected. Highest was 80% and once again if you take the class average, i did well. And yea, to top things off, for these 2 subjects i beat some of those so-called 'smarty pants'. So really proud of myself...heh. And yea, the spoiler of the day was my English paper. I had 73%!!! OMG. English teacher said she was disappointed and bla bla bla at the class but yea i am disappointed with MY results. I didn't get an A for god's sake. *faints*
Highest was 80%, then 79% then 76,75,74... So i'm like about... having the 6th highest mark which wasn't so bad, eventhough i expected to get higher.

Ah. Blogging is great. Feeling better now. Forgive me for the tantrum though, and the vulgarity. I'm not like that everytime and i'm sure everyone knows that. :/

Okey. Hope something great will happen soon to balance everything out.




Ciaoz.
-alexeO-

Sunday, April 10, 2005

No regrets. Not the slightest.

Exams are finally over. Weee. Could had posted this earlier but was busy playing or Friday, and the whole of yesterday i was out. So i had little time. :)

Ok. So erm, exams are alright. Chemistry ended with a good note i guess. It was easier than expected but that doesn't mean i would score high marks. I just expected it to be more difficult. End of story. I SHOULD pass it though. ^^

Starting from the first day, BM and English was alright, History was ok. Moral was gay for me, my fault( i didn't bother to memorize the dumb stuff ) . Er, Bio was slightly to the tougher side...Add maths was impossibly tough(as usual). Maths was alright eventhough i doubt i'll get an A. Didn't do many questions due to my slow brain. Physics was to the tougher side. And chemistry was okay. Est, SHOULD be able to score. Ok. End of Report. :)

Yesterday, went to the regular physics class. Nothing to talk about. Weird as usual. Then, went to badminton. :D Badminton was fun though. Won Kelvin straight sets :P, and lost 1 set to KY and won him another. The deciding 3rd set has not be played though. Oh yea, i think i'm organizing a friendly badminton tournament among my class to. Details at my class blog. :) After that, went home, showered and Atif picked me up to Summit for their futsal match against my form. Went and makan with the guys after that. Played some foosball in summit(i realised how much i suck), took a ride to Section13 in Shah Alam when they played pool(realised how much i suck too). After that went home and went online for a while. Was damn tired so i slept.

Exam results are all THIS COMING WEEK! NOOOOO! If i got a choice i'll rather not take it back. But i don't. So zzz. At least it's better than doing it. Hahaha!

Okler.
Eyes damn watery. Hands dem tired.



Terra~(is that how u say it? Oh, whatever.)
-alexeO-

Sunday, April 03, 2005

First term examination and Malaysian Idol

Yeapz. So far completed my BM, english, history and moral studies papers. BM and English was okay, history was easier than expected and i've never done so badly for moral before. Hahaha. The moral paper was easy but it's my fault as i didn't bother memorizing the 'nilais' and its definations. Oh well. This upcoming week is gonna prove to be the hardest one of all with all 3 science subjects , add maths and zzz.
Wish me luck. Can't wait to be here typing again without any exams to worry about!

Bio's tomorrow. WISH ME LUCK!!!!

Btw, the auditions for Malaysian Idol 2 is gonna start and the tv and radio stations are already beginning their hilarious advertisements. I couldn't join last year as I was only 15 when the audition took place but this year, i'm eligible to try. Hahaha! I damn curious and really wanted to go but i dunno yet now. Mixed feelings. Will see when they come to KL! Btw, here's a pic i took when i went to a MI show last time! IT's the top 6, RnB week.

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Yea, gtg now. See ya all very soon i hope with a smile on my face!(HOPEFULLY)



Bubabu!
-alexeO-