How will you feel when....
Got this sudden urge of posting this message as soon as it 'happened' to me.... =/ Felt very... uncomfortable when it happened to me... felt.... left out... felt like being kicked 3 times at my solar plexus..... Felt, like trust is a word without anymore meaning...Hmm..... If it's a matter of maturity and accepting things the matured way... i have to admit i'm not ready for that yet. Cause, I honestly, was not very pleased after this 2 phone conversation... :-
-Was doing my physics revision online at some site, then saw something i not sure need to memorise so i called my fren-
Me : Hello, *Fren's Name*
Fren: Hey, yeah? anything?
Me : Hey, don't put on speakerphone... other ppl can hear me..
Fren: Oh ok, ...wait, yeah?
Me : Yeah... u know this formula.......*some crap long formula*.................... do u need to memorize it?
Fren: Yeah, u have to... the teacher said whatever he thought will be coming out...
Me : Oh ok..hold on...got phone..
*Back from phone call*
Fren : Hurry man, i don't have much time...
Me :*Jokingly* you think i wanna take ur time meh?
Fren : Yeah~ Ok anything else?
Me : *confirm on the formula again*
Fren : *Slightly frustrated* yeah~ Yeah! I myself don't know the formulas yet...............so anyway, how did u know that there was ppl around me just now?
Me : Hm? Just a guess ler......Okla....thanks..bye...
So after that, i decided to call fren number 2.... just in case he know better...
Me : Helo, yeah, do u need to memorize this?
Fren : Yeah....
Me : * Asks some other question*
Ok..i'm cutting this short... so suddenly, my first fren said something... like some loud Yes? or something...
Me: Huh? ... *I thought they did some call divert thingie*...
Suddenly, another fren spoke too...quite rudely summore...like scolding me for disturbing........ I was like, " WTF?".... and i realised... they are having a study group together..
without me knowing a single thing about it...and they are like what? the frens i always go out with?
Hm..........................................................................
I duno ler.... at least now i know how it feels to not be told anything... and i dun think i'll ever do that to anyone anymore...coz i know it's not nice! =)
But oh well, maybe i duno the other story....Haha.... anyway, did some online Studying yesterday and today...yesterday did biology and now physics....and quite glad i took the science papers in English..cause it's basically all in the net... seriously some notes are really useful.... just hope i get to convert them to great results! Haha...ok..wish me luck..ending here..gotta study~ =)
Bye.
Monday, March 29, 2004
Saturday, March 27, 2004
27th March 2004, Saturday
One of the most significant date in my calendar. =/ That date is not only sandwiched between many important and eventful events, but also having many useful happenings too...!Hm.... what the heck am i talking about? To make things easier..
I'll explain one by one the numbers and words on the date(which is today anyway for u noobs that dont know):-
27th : Got to watch, know who got voted off and almost cried after the tribute video in American Idol Results Show which i was really excited to watch after the concert on Friday! Indirectly, that added my love to 8tv!~ , this date also made me know the confirmation of Malaysian Idol which I am really looking forward to!! Will tell more about that later... Thus that has made me loving 8tv even more! Did not attend tuition cause got slight transport problem~ =D(anyway, i really was not looking forward to because I was really tired =/ ) , this date also 'merupakan' a date which i was really really wanting over the week that was rumoured to have at least one day of holiday but did not and was really frustrated ! So finally free from school! Yay~ Also a date which I am supposed to STUDY.. Exams are on the 29th...!
March(reaching April) : 3rd Month of the year... and it's ending. So basically it's almost the 4th Month of the Year... Realised how fast time passes. It's almost April! During the December holidays, was thinking what will happen, how much I will change in my studies and all throughout the year. If i thought about what will happen to me on April then, I will think about rapid improvement, maturity, and well-respected. Honestly, did not really changed alot from December. =/.... Installation Day is coming~, and with a blink of an eye, end of school?! .... And damn, time passes really fast! I can't really accept the fact yet!
2004 : Wow, who would thought I will be here in 2004. After many rumours on the end of the world, asteroid striking, Y2K, Judgement Day, ridiculous events, Alex Yeo CY is here!! In 1999, when i was about 11 years old... thought about what will it be like when I am in 2001,2002,2003,2004,2005. What i saw was a taller boy, looking good, sounding sexy , having lots of friends around, being matured, doing 'cool' stuff, studying hard. Wow, did not reach my expectations but at least all happened at least a little bit =) . 2004.... Really, a year which i imagined cool future stuff... maybe not flying cars yet...but i thought of every school/house having a voice or facial detection machine or something like that~ And surprisingly, was not as disappointed as I thought when that did not happen. Cause maybe I grew along with the years and did not notice any huge change. But maybe if I come from the past, I'll see rapid developments. But I dont know~ So i can't say anything about that =)
Saturday : Eep! Back to reality. Saturday.... Monday's Exam. This a supposedly Study Day and so far i did not live up to the name yet. Got EPL soccer matches today. And tomorrow, the game of the week! A little excited about that, but i think i should not be as the 'supposed-to-have' emotion is feeling worried. So erm, will try my best to study.. and hopefully pass all the papers with my fingers crossed. Stupid stuff, only one year of difference in level of education but it's like so different. It's like playing a game starting with the difficulty 'easy' then suddenly shot up to difficulty 'you deserve to rule the world' ~ Dang the education system, and dang the high expectations. Dang everything.
Erm, back to topic. Yeah, I'm a big fan of Reality Shows! It's basically a name it, I like it kinda thing. My least favourite is maybe those obvious scripted shows , eg:- for love or money, joe millionaire, etc.
And whatever the critics say about Survivor , I love it. One of my favourite show around. Seriously, damn nice and the concept of twisting everything everytime is cool. Hail Mark Burnett! And oh yeah, Fear factor is cool too, Amazing Race is good stuff...
Not forgetting American Idol, one of the best shows! Did not expect to like it this much in the beginning...as it's only singing and all. But i finally got to understand the whole show and... love it! Watching every episode now....started from Star World ... and after I got my 8tv(favourite channel so far), I realised the episodes in 8tv is faster, so i shifted to 8tv. Watched all episodes i missed from 8tv in Star World so i basically watched almost every episode now~ Cool stuff. I already have a few favourites and like I said, elimination is a sad process =( ....was damn sad just now at the Results Show, Argh! I have no problems with Simon. =) Cool guy, cool criticism. And, it's amazing what Idol Shows like American Idol, Pop Idol, Australian Idol produce! Guy Sebastian , Gareth Gates, Will Young, Kelly Clarkson, Clay Aiken, Ruben Studdard... All really popular people now. Their songs are big hits. Even having bigger hits than the current celebrities right now worldwide. I don't see why not anyway... some of the current 'stars' suck and the idols are really talented.I like everyone of them. =)
Talking about American Idol, Malaysia Idol is coming too! Yay? or.....Gay?
I'm just curious on the judges and the contestants. I really hope they have someone like Simon who tell it as it is because without him, it's boring. Everyone will receive polite nice compliments and that's no fun at all. Then they will have to balance it out with a female pretty judge like ....Paula! =) I don't think we have a problem there as we have many talented female here in M'sia and pretty faces! =) Then Randy is basically a random spot. It will be better if we have people that are really qualifed professional judges so that we stand a chance in World Idol! I just hope the contestants are really really talented. I don't mind Vince(from Akademi Fantasia and Astro Talent Quest) win again. If not, better. I hope there's No fake 'wanna-bes' and boring voices.... or it will be a huge disappointment and embarrasment! Really excited about it, and Akademi Fantasia Season 2 is coming too... Hmm....
And I'm currently addicted to the flash games available at one site. The games are all addictive and fun to play! So basically i'll just waste my time there. And yes, that's a real distraction!... >_<.... Hm...
I actually wanted to talk about other stuff that happened recently . But the date today is too important and eventful I have to type it out! =)
Will talk about the other stuff next time that i'm sure it'll put a few more confused faces ....=/
And oh yeah, many thanks to Allen for helping me realise a few stuff and...checking out my blog often! =) Many thx to bro, sis who also helped me with my 'confusion' =) Thanks to everyone who gave their feedbacks and reading this right now! And I'm sincere! =/
Wish me luck everyone... for my exams...! Nervous.. Argh! I'm not ready at all man.... Just hope I pass everything. =/
And woah! I just accidentally off the switch for my monitor! Panicked! coz i thought i off my computer by accident without saving this !!! OMG! ....
Ok, will stop here.... ..................................still recovering from my shock...................................
ok..
Till next post,
Chiow!
One of the most significant date in my calendar. =/ That date is not only sandwiched between many important and eventful events, but also having many useful happenings too...!Hm.... what the heck am i talking about? To make things easier..
I'll explain one by one the numbers and words on the date(which is today anyway for u noobs that dont know):-
27th : Got to watch, know who got voted off and almost cried after the tribute video in American Idol Results Show which i was really excited to watch after the concert on Friday! Indirectly, that added my love to 8tv!~ , this date also made me know the confirmation of Malaysian Idol which I am really looking forward to!! Will tell more about that later... Thus that has made me loving 8tv even more! Did not attend tuition cause got slight transport problem~ =D(anyway, i really was not looking forward to because I was really tired =/ ) , this date also 'merupakan' a date which i was really really wanting over the week that was rumoured to have at least one day of holiday but did not and was really frustrated ! So finally free from school! Yay~ Also a date which I am supposed to STUDY.. Exams are on the 29th...!
March(reaching April) : 3rd Month of the year... and it's ending. So basically it's almost the 4th Month of the Year... Realised how fast time passes. It's almost April! During the December holidays, was thinking what will happen, how much I will change in my studies and all throughout the year. If i thought about what will happen to me on April then, I will think about rapid improvement, maturity, and well-respected. Honestly, did not really changed alot from December. =/.... Installation Day is coming~, and with a blink of an eye, end of school?! .... And damn, time passes really fast! I can't really accept the fact yet!
2004 : Wow, who would thought I will be here in 2004. After many rumours on the end of the world, asteroid striking, Y2K, Judgement Day, ridiculous events, Alex Yeo CY is here!! In 1999, when i was about 11 years old... thought about what will it be like when I am in 2001,2002,2003,2004,2005. What i saw was a taller boy, looking good, sounding sexy , having lots of friends around, being matured, doing 'cool' stuff, studying hard. Wow, did not reach my expectations but at least all happened at least a little bit =) . 2004.... Really, a year which i imagined cool future stuff... maybe not flying cars yet...but i thought of every school/house having a voice or facial detection machine or something like that~ And surprisingly, was not as disappointed as I thought when that did not happen. Cause maybe I grew along with the years and did not notice any huge change. But maybe if I come from the past, I'll see rapid developments. But I dont know~ So i can't say anything about that =)
Saturday : Eep! Back to reality. Saturday.... Monday's Exam. This a supposedly Study Day and so far i did not live up to the name yet. Got EPL soccer matches today. And tomorrow, the game of the week! A little excited about that, but i think i should not be as the 'supposed-to-have' emotion is feeling worried. So erm, will try my best to study.. and hopefully pass all the papers with my fingers crossed. Stupid stuff, only one year of difference in level of education but it's like so different. It's like playing a game starting with the difficulty 'easy' then suddenly shot up to difficulty 'you deserve to rule the world' ~ Dang the education system, and dang the high expectations. Dang everything.
Erm, back to topic. Yeah, I'm a big fan of Reality Shows! It's basically a name it, I like it kinda thing. My least favourite is maybe those obvious scripted shows , eg:- for love or money, joe millionaire, etc.
And whatever the critics say about Survivor , I love it. One of my favourite show around. Seriously, damn nice and the concept of twisting everything everytime is cool. Hail Mark Burnett! And oh yeah, Fear factor is cool too, Amazing Race is good stuff...
Not forgetting American Idol, one of the best shows! Did not expect to like it this much in the beginning...as it's only singing and all. But i finally got to understand the whole show and... love it! Watching every episode now....started from Star World ... and after I got my 8tv(favourite channel so far), I realised the episodes in 8tv is faster, so i shifted to 8tv. Watched all episodes i missed from 8tv in Star World so i basically watched almost every episode now~ Cool stuff. I already have a few favourites and like I said, elimination is a sad process =( ....was damn sad just now at the Results Show, Argh! I have no problems with Simon. =) Cool guy, cool criticism. And, it's amazing what Idol Shows like American Idol, Pop Idol, Australian Idol produce! Guy Sebastian , Gareth Gates, Will Young, Kelly Clarkson, Clay Aiken, Ruben Studdard... All really popular people now. Their songs are big hits. Even having bigger hits than the current celebrities right now worldwide. I don't see why not anyway... some of the current 'stars' suck and the idols are really talented.I like everyone of them. =)
Talking about American Idol, Malaysia Idol is coming too! Yay? or.....Gay?
I'm just curious on the judges and the contestants. I really hope they have someone like Simon who tell it as it is because without him, it's boring. Everyone will receive polite nice compliments and that's no fun at all. Then they will have to balance it out with a female pretty judge like ....Paula! =) I don't think we have a problem there as we have many talented female here in M'sia and pretty faces! =) Then Randy is basically a random spot. It will be better if we have people that are really qualifed professional judges so that we stand a chance in World Idol! I just hope the contestants are really really talented. I don't mind Vince(from Akademi Fantasia and Astro Talent Quest) win again. If not, better. I hope there's No fake 'wanna-bes' and boring voices.... or it will be a huge disappointment and embarrasment! Really excited about it, and Akademi Fantasia Season 2 is coming too... Hmm....
And I'm currently addicted to the flash games available at one site. The games are all addictive and fun to play! So basically i'll just waste my time there. And yes, that's a real distraction!... >_<.... Hm...
I actually wanted to talk about other stuff that happened recently . But the date today is too important and eventful I have to type it out! =)
Will talk about the other stuff next time that i'm sure it'll put a few more confused faces ....=/
And oh yeah, many thanks to Allen for helping me realise a few stuff and...checking out my blog often! =) Many thx to bro, sis who also helped me with my 'confusion' =) Thanks to everyone who gave their feedbacks and reading this right now! And I'm sincere! =/
Wish me luck everyone... for my exams...! Nervous.. Argh! I'm not ready at all man.... Just hope I pass everything. =/
And woah! I just accidentally off the switch for my monitor! Panicked! coz i thought i off my computer by accident without saving this !!! OMG! ....
Ok, will stop here.... ..................................still recovering from my shock...................................
ok..
Till next post,
Chiow!
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Criticisms, Zzz
They are just .....great. Great things to improve someone or something... yes, some may show it in some different way but they all just concludes with , " it sucks,so pls do something about it. " =/ ............ Argh! people and their way of telling things... It's weird come to think of it.... to have different people saying things in different ways but end up with a same meaning... All just either trying to make the receiver feel good or to some extent..even bad... Why the heck for? If it looks ugly, say it looks ugly. I don't understand the necessity for someone to go all the trouble just to say long things with reasons and facts and proof and all... -.-" ...... coz at the end of the day, whoever that got criticised will thank them for it. And it so happens that in the world today, if someone criticised nicely, ppl will rarely take it to heart and follow.... but if someone tells them honestly and straight to their face... it works. Always. =) So basically, whoever that tries to criticise in the nicest way possible is not trying to help you at all....but a real friend who wants you to look good and proper will be damn honest even if he/she have to hurt you.... =) So don't go be angry with whoever that did that to you! (but make sure he/she is not trying to hurt u purposely just for the fun of it -.-'')So just, Trust me, I'm experienced. =)
So anyway, now -
Current Mood :- Confused . ?_?
Current Activity :- Pringles , thinking of things to type , surfing , thinking of things to type , wondering on ways to improve blog , phone just came so i'm on the phone now too. Zzz..
Btw,I received many 'interesting' remarks on the colour of my original blog.....-.-'' !......erm, wait a while....can't concentrate now..phone.... ok back....yeah, now about the 'remarks'....... Yep, I changed the colour all right...if u noticed~ duh. N this color is a random pick... so erm, feel free to comment about it!And I also wanted to add some more features to this page...i tried the colour picker and it didn't turn out so i dumped it... the small games i thought it was too ...'logical' and boring.......and other things were just too..... "mafan"....so i turned out not having anything new here except for the background colour! And if some of you noticed, there's this small banner-like picture at the bottom right..below the quote of the moment...hm... i still can't get that to work even with a proper URL and all...so if anyone know the problem, please please help...=)... So anyway, before starting to type, i thought about alot of things but i forgot it all when i started. Argh! I got terrible memory for my age anyway, an info for those who don't know~....for those who know, cheers to you coz you know me! Bwahaha, ....Zzz, And oh yeah, about my current mood now..... I'm really really confused...
Confused. In the sense that, I don't know what I'm doing now.. I don't know if i'm right, or wrong. I don't know what people think of me. I don't know what I am pictured like. I don't know what people will think of this post. All that. It's just that. I am just so confused. Am i this, or am i that? Am i north or am i south? Argh! -.-
Had a talk with a few people few days ago that made me realise how.... complicated my thoughts really are. I never really thought it was simple, really. Just not as complicated like now. I, for one... think that I'm really ....different from everyone else. I can actually feel the difference. It's that... I see things in people other people don't see. It somehow kinda acts like a Truth Machine tool and I can really see the real personality of that someone.... either first impression or the hundred, I realised I see the real true side of someone without needing to be that person's closest friend or something. I dunno. Please don't misunderstand and think I think I'm damn smart....or something. I'm being really.... honest here. =/ ..... So anyway, all that, had naturally made me..... an advicer. Yes. Someone who advices... It's basically because i really can't stand the antics all around me.... all those pretending... all those fake stuff...not being their real self... and it's also because lots of ppl around me are my friends and I want to tell them that they are wrong doing this/that and all. OF course, you will have this group of ppl who really can't stand my advices. But I do know i don't just simply go around telling ppl what to do. It's when they reach an extreme stage...pisses me off with their 'fake personality' ... i really can't stand it. Therefore, lots of ppl also think that I don't and can't tolerate with people and their negative sides... And thank God for that. Coz I really think that that is a good thing as it makes me who i am right now... Having the ability to not fall into the trap of those ppl who are just really..... fake.
I have problems explaining this i understand, 95% of ppl i tell this to don't understand what i'm trying to say. So if you are the 5% ...thanks. For instance, I have a friend who really i just don't know why...he is just so...not himself. He does things that I know he really don't mean to and things that is just not him! I don't know how to explain this. It's just so obvious to me.... but when I look around , ppl seem to be enjoying his fake style. Is this because ppl tolerate better? Are ppl actually seeing what i see in him but just ignoring it? That frustrates me to. Why am i the only one noticing it? And when I do something about it... for instance, advice my fake fren, everyone just...don't seem to back me up or care.
It's like being in a scene with no sound at all where I see this man killing this woman and giving the knife to someone else beside him and when the police arrives, they catch the man holding the knife at that time, leaving the murderer standing there pretending to be innocent.... And everyone else noticed it too! But they just stand there...stares blindly without muttering a sound at that woman lying dead....while I keep jump , scream , shout , tell the policeman that the real murderer is standing at that scene itself.
It's scary. It really is. Is that what is really happening? Or no one except me noticed the murder?
Just imagine that scene without any sound. It's freaking me out right now. Coz that can be the reality. Or is it not? I'm confused again.
So I just hope i don't pass a false negative message here. Coz I am a confused young boy and don't really know what's happening. So erm, anyone know the truth or have similiar thoughts or just wanna flame me, feel free to post your comment or just post at the chatterbox... I'm getting really blur right now and tired ..... like usual. So erm, thanks for ur responses for my previous post. Incubus rox btw. and God, the sweaty guy. I feel damn dirty when i think about it. Zzz..
So ending here... and speaking bout friends...... bah..i'll do it in my next post..
Bai~
They are just .....great. Great things to improve someone or something... yes, some may show it in some different way but they all just concludes with , " it sucks,so pls do something about it. " =/ ............ Argh! people and their way of telling things... It's weird come to think of it.... to have different people saying things in different ways but end up with a same meaning... All just either trying to make the receiver feel good or to some extent..even bad... Why the heck for? If it looks ugly, say it looks ugly. I don't understand the necessity for someone to go all the trouble just to say long things with reasons and facts and proof and all... -.-" ...... coz at the end of the day, whoever that got criticised will thank them for it. And it so happens that in the world today, if someone criticised nicely, ppl will rarely take it to heart and follow.... but if someone tells them honestly and straight to their face... it works. Always. =) So basically, whoever that tries to criticise in the nicest way possible is not trying to help you at all....but a real friend who wants you to look good and proper will be damn honest even if he/she have to hurt you.... =) So don't go be angry with whoever that did that to you! (but make sure he/she is not trying to hurt u purposely just for the fun of it -.-'')So just, Trust me, I'm experienced. =)
So anyway, now -
Current Mood :- Confused . ?_?
Current Activity :- Pringles , thinking of things to type , surfing , thinking of things to type , wondering on ways to improve blog , phone just came so i'm on the phone now too. Zzz..
Btw,I received many 'interesting' remarks on the colour of my original blog.....-.-'' !......erm, wait a while....can't concentrate now..phone.... ok back....yeah, now about the 'remarks'....... Yep, I changed the colour all right...if u noticed~ duh. N this color is a random pick... so erm, feel free to comment about it!And I also wanted to add some more features to this page...i tried the colour picker and it didn't turn out so i dumped it... the small games i thought it was too ...'logical' and boring.......and other things were just too..... "mafan"....so i turned out not having anything new here except for the background colour! And if some of you noticed, there's this small banner-like picture at the bottom right..below the quote of the moment...hm... i still can't get that to work even with a proper URL and all...so if anyone know the problem, please please help...=)... So anyway, before starting to type, i thought about alot of things but i forgot it all when i started. Argh! I got terrible memory for my age anyway, an info for those who don't know~....for those who know, cheers to you coz you know me! Bwahaha, ....Zzz, And oh yeah, about my current mood now..... I'm really really confused...
Confused. In the sense that, I don't know what I'm doing now.. I don't know if i'm right, or wrong. I don't know what people think of me. I don't know what I am pictured like. I don't know what people will think of this post. All that. It's just that. I am just so confused. Am i this, or am i that? Am i north or am i south? Argh! -.-
Had a talk with a few people few days ago that made me realise how.... complicated my thoughts really are. I never really thought it was simple, really. Just not as complicated like now. I, for one... think that I'm really ....different from everyone else. I can actually feel the difference. It's that... I see things in people other people don't see. It somehow kinda acts like a Truth Machine tool and I can really see the real personality of that someone.... either first impression or the hundred, I realised I see the real true side of someone without needing to be that person's closest friend or something. I dunno. Please don't misunderstand and think I think I'm damn smart....or something. I'm being really.... honest here. =/ ..... So anyway, all that, had naturally made me..... an advicer. Yes. Someone who advices... It's basically because i really can't stand the antics all around me.... all those pretending... all those fake stuff...not being their real self... and it's also because lots of ppl around me are my friends and I want to tell them that they are wrong doing this/that and all. OF course, you will have this group of ppl who really can't stand my advices. But I do know i don't just simply go around telling ppl what to do. It's when they reach an extreme stage...pisses me off with their 'fake personality' ... i really can't stand it. Therefore, lots of ppl also think that I don't and can't tolerate with people and their negative sides... And thank God for that. Coz I really think that that is a good thing as it makes me who i am right now... Having the ability to not fall into the trap of those ppl who are just really..... fake.
I have problems explaining this i understand, 95% of ppl i tell this to don't understand what i'm trying to say. So if you are the 5% ...thanks. For instance, I have a friend who really i just don't know why...he is just so...not himself. He does things that I know he really don't mean to and things that is just not him! I don't know how to explain this. It's just so obvious to me.... but when I look around , ppl seem to be enjoying his fake style. Is this because ppl tolerate better? Are ppl actually seeing what i see in him but just ignoring it? That frustrates me to. Why am i the only one noticing it? And when I do something about it... for instance, advice my fake fren, everyone just...don't seem to back me up or care.
It's like being in a scene with no sound at all where I see this man killing this woman and giving the knife to someone else beside him and when the police arrives, they catch the man holding the knife at that time, leaving the murderer standing there pretending to be innocent.... And everyone else noticed it too! But they just stand there...stares blindly without muttering a sound at that woman lying dead....while I keep jump , scream , shout , tell the policeman that the real murderer is standing at that scene itself.
It's scary. It really is. Is that what is really happening? Or no one except me noticed the murder?
Just imagine that scene without any sound. It's freaking me out right now. Coz that can be the reality. Or is it not? I'm confused again.
So I just hope i don't pass a false negative message here. Coz I am a confused young boy and don't really know what's happening. So erm, anyone know the truth or have similiar thoughts or just wanna flame me, feel free to post your comment or just post at the chatterbox... I'm getting really blur right now and tired ..... like usual. So erm, thanks for ur responses for my previous post. Incubus rox btw. and God, the sweaty guy. I feel damn dirty when i think about it. Zzz..
So ending here... and speaking bout friends...... bah..i'll do it in my next post..
Bai~
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Incubus, 16th of March 2004, Kuala Lumpur
Woah~
The concert..was somewhat..amazing. Nothing went wrong i think...except for a few people who almost fainted and puked due to the lack of air to breathe! But other than that, it was great, as expected. And oh yeah, the other few things that bothered me was the ''I-dont-care-who-you-are-but-i-am-gonna-jump-like-mad-till-i-step-on-your-shoe'' attitude, and the freaking smokers that smoked non stop throughout the concert that just ruined the healthy me and made me smell like them, the people who just squeezed through everyone just to get a good place to stand...and of course... my height~ =(
Dang, life is certainly unfair for those who are just basically genetically shorter ~ Yes it is. And almost or just basically everyone reading this right now is taller than me...so you don't know.. Well, i'm telling ya right now.... just try to bend your knees down till you reach my height... makes the world a bigger place, doesn't it? Argh! and that's the thing that bothers me... and even the fact that i stood somewhere at the front of the many many people in the concert, i still faced that problem! One tall guy is enough to block my view! Grr..... they should impose a rule where shorter people like Alex Yeo should stand in front because everyone wants to enjoy the concert~ Oh well, that's basically impossible, so I just think i should be lucky cause I was one of the dudes in front and my vision can squeeze through a few heads to see the band playing. =) If i was somewhere in the center or at the back, i won't be posting this right now. Probably either screaming in frustration or dozing off somewhere cause the medical team pulled me out during the concert to give me the attention i need~ Well, that didn't happen. So i'm happy and rocking!
Btw, to make things look neater and easier, this was my schedule:-
11:30am-5.00pm : Arrived at Praveen's house...! Waited for Allen, watched TV, went online..... So after a little while, Allen arrived with his usual self.... First thing he said when he saw me, " Alex. You look fat/fatter" ...........I was like....."Really? Damn." But in my heart.... I wanted to reach inside his organs and pull everything out and tie it all around his face and kick him till i leave a shoe mark on him.... but i didn't, =) So everything went fine.....! 'Walked' to SS15~ the Cafe area....had lunch. Ate Tomyam Fried Rice+Egg on top which is damn nice like usual..... Oh damn, hungry...argh...so anyway, after lunch, went to Cafe, surfed, chatted, played........and went back to Praveen's house. Called taxi to take us to Amcorp Mall...... went there to meet praveen's father, father fetched us to Bukit Kiara, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla........ and arrived at 5! Concert supposed to start at 8/9 by the way..
So 5 pm.... We went to the ticket counter and i wasn't surprised by the crowd turn out at that time..... already damn many people in front....so we just basically followed the line and stood somewhere in the Front-Center line..... I looked at my watch... 5.30... OMG! and i heard the gate opens at 7....... I seriously did not think that i can tahan for like.... an hour and a half standing there doing nothing...slowly sandwiched... argh.... well I did ..... =) We just distracted ourselves from being tired by standing in weird leg positions, talking, eating Ice-Cream..... (Nestle Drumstick sux btw,) and doing other stuff till they finally open the gates...OMG! That part was seriously damn fun..... I was like laughing all the way with my frens coz everyone was like pushing, pushing...can't even stand straight..there was one part where i have to hold a tree just to make sure i stayed balance.......bwahahaha......so after a while of pushing and ass to ass touching (yucks) we finally got through , gave the ticket and ran to the front of the indoor thingie and stood there.... We were there like..i dunno how long..i lost track of time talking and waiting impatiently while allen got prav and himself a beer .... I drank water btw.... I don't drink~ I'll lose my hot personality if i do that ... =) So anyway, the people really started to grow.....really...a lot... from the time u were enjoying the air to breathe and complaining about the heat..... you will complain about the air and the heat 30 minutes later... argh...~ So the lights dimmed, people cheered, they tested the spotlight, people cheered....they arranged the props, people cheered.... lolz... abit lame but i understand their excitement....!
So after a while, a band came out ..... Pop Shuvit(spelling)~ and Wow..I realised they are really good...! I never really understood asian rock bands before but pop shuvit really proved me wrong... they really were very good and i enjoyed every bit of their gig...cool stuff..... people started to warm-up and go crazy and jumped and all..which was really fun... =) After Pop Shuvit.... OAG came......I was like....WTF...but when they start..... I only recognized them.....recognized their songs rather....=)..popular stuff..... so everyone got crazy again, jumped again and got excited....~
Then after their performance, everyone waited for another half an hour again....Zzz.... but this time everyone was not that impatient cause they know the main performance will be out next.....after a little while...Incubus walked in...and woah...started with Megalomaniac....and wow........ It was crazy.... Fun like hell, Great like dunnowhat..... everyone sang along, rocked, jump......damn cool.... nice stuff..fantasic stuff..... then a few songs passed, and that was when things started to get a little irritating.....! One smoker beside me was like blowing the smoke out everywhere..and I even got to touch the heat of the ciggaratte! Ouchh.....and taller people was squeezing through everyone and blocking almost everything of my view...! And Suddenly, I was seperated from Allen and prav...it was damn lame....lol..... I got back to them anyway, when i finally couldnt stand the heat and CO2 so I just squeezed through some people and reached them~ Got a slightly better view....there's this small gap where my vision can actually squeeze through... and see the singer...nice stuff ...people all around know the lyrics and that made the atmosphere even better~ Ah.... cool stuff.... and there's this guy.....and freaking hell..... his hair is...... quite long.....and omg........ full of freaking sweat....and during the songs.... He was like shaking his head all around... and yes...I WAS BESIDE HIM! AHHHHHHH!!!! I felt so disgusted and sticky that i have to move a little bit more to the right.... and then came other guy in front of me... jumping like nobody's business , stepping on my shoe and toes during the process....damn it. Be considerate man....
So other than that, everything was great.. they never sang Drive though... sang lots from their new album =/ ......... I got to enjoy myself quite well that night..... a stress releaser.... =) But i can see Allen enjoyed it more~ He jumped much higher and shaked much more..... Lolz.... it was a funny and enjoyable night and trust me, I'll go again if there's anymore rock concerts coming to Malaysia~ I'll go to any concert anyway... I love music~...=) So if u got the time and no company, ask me out! bwahaha......! (and i mean it -_-)
And now erm, my blog is getting really messy and stupid....my language is all mixed up right now.......my head's still shaking in the concert.....dang.....getting really sleepy now....zzz.... and I think I wrote enough! Any question post it at my comment section or chatterbox...I'll Try to answer you , considering if I know the answer or not.... :) So getting really tired of typing right now.... Zzz..... Have......to........end....this.......post.......
btw:- Shaved a little just now...and i left a little moustache there coz i felt.... 'keberatan' ARGH! and i look damn ugly now!
Dang those people who said my moustache is ugly and ask me to shave....oh well, it will grow back soon =/ I HOPE!
So,
PEACE OUT!
AND ROCK ON!
BWAHAHA~
-Adios-
Woah~
The concert..was somewhat..amazing. Nothing went wrong i think...except for a few people who almost fainted and puked due to the lack of air to breathe! But other than that, it was great, as expected. And oh yeah, the other few things that bothered me was the ''I-dont-care-who-you-are-but-i-am-gonna-jump-like-mad-till-i-step-on-your-shoe'' attitude, and the freaking smokers that smoked non stop throughout the concert that just ruined the healthy me and made me smell like them, the people who just squeezed through everyone just to get a good place to stand...and of course... my height~ =(
Dang, life is certainly unfair for those who are just basically genetically shorter ~ Yes it is. And almost or just basically everyone reading this right now is taller than me...so you don't know.. Well, i'm telling ya right now.... just try to bend your knees down till you reach my height... makes the world a bigger place, doesn't it? Argh! and that's the thing that bothers me... and even the fact that i stood somewhere at the front of the many many people in the concert, i still faced that problem! One tall guy is enough to block my view! Grr..... they should impose a rule where shorter people like Alex Yeo should stand in front because everyone wants to enjoy the concert~ Oh well, that's basically impossible, so I just think i should be lucky cause I was one of the dudes in front and my vision can squeeze through a few heads to see the band playing. =) If i was somewhere in the center or at the back, i won't be posting this right now. Probably either screaming in frustration or dozing off somewhere cause the medical team pulled me out during the concert to give me the attention i need~ Well, that didn't happen. So i'm happy and rocking!
Btw, to make things look neater and easier, this was my schedule:-
11:30am-5.00pm : Arrived at Praveen's house...! Waited for Allen, watched TV, went online..... So after a little while, Allen arrived with his usual self.... First thing he said when he saw me, " Alex. You look fat/fatter" ...........I was like....."Really? Damn." But in my heart.... I wanted to reach inside his organs and pull everything out and tie it all around his face and kick him till i leave a shoe mark on him.... but i didn't, =) So everything went fine.....! 'Walked' to SS15~ the Cafe area....had lunch. Ate Tomyam Fried Rice+Egg on top which is damn nice like usual..... Oh damn, hungry...argh...so anyway, after lunch, went to Cafe, surfed, chatted, played........and went back to Praveen's house. Called taxi to take us to Amcorp Mall...... went there to meet praveen's father, father fetched us to Bukit Kiara, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla........ and arrived at 5! Concert supposed to start at 8/9 by the way..
So 5 pm.... We went to the ticket counter and i wasn't surprised by the crowd turn out at that time..... already damn many people in front....so we just basically followed the line and stood somewhere in the Front-Center line..... I looked at my watch... 5.30... OMG! and i heard the gate opens at 7....... I seriously did not think that i can tahan for like.... an hour and a half standing there doing nothing...slowly sandwiched... argh.... well I did ..... =) We just distracted ourselves from being tired by standing in weird leg positions, talking, eating Ice-Cream..... (Nestle Drumstick sux btw,) and doing other stuff till they finally open the gates...OMG! That part was seriously damn fun..... I was like laughing all the way with my frens coz everyone was like pushing, pushing...can't even stand straight..there was one part where i have to hold a tree just to make sure i stayed balance.......bwahahaha......so after a while of pushing and ass to ass touching (yucks) we finally got through , gave the ticket and ran to the front of the indoor thingie and stood there.... We were there like..i dunno how long..i lost track of time talking and waiting impatiently while allen got prav and himself a beer .... I drank water btw.... I don't drink~ I'll lose my hot personality if i do that ... =) So anyway, the people really started to grow.....really...a lot... from the time u were enjoying the air to breathe and complaining about the heat..... you will complain about the air and the heat 30 minutes later... argh...~ So the lights dimmed, people cheered, they tested the spotlight, people cheered....they arranged the props, people cheered.... lolz... abit lame but i understand their excitement....!
So after a while, a band came out ..... Pop Shuvit(spelling)~ and Wow..I realised they are really good...! I never really understood asian rock bands before but pop shuvit really proved me wrong... they really were very good and i enjoyed every bit of their gig...cool stuff..... people started to warm-up and go crazy and jumped and all..which was really fun... =) After Pop Shuvit.... OAG came......I was like....WTF...but when they start..... I only recognized them.....recognized their songs rather....=)..popular stuff..... so everyone got crazy again, jumped again and got excited....~
Then after their performance, everyone waited for another half an hour again....Zzz.... but this time everyone was not that impatient cause they know the main performance will be out next.....after a little while...Incubus walked in...and woah...started with Megalomaniac....and wow........ It was crazy.... Fun like hell, Great like dunnowhat..... everyone sang along, rocked, jump......damn cool.... nice stuff..fantasic stuff..... then a few songs passed, and that was when things started to get a little irritating.....! One smoker beside me was like blowing the smoke out everywhere..and I even got to touch the heat of the ciggaratte! Ouchh.....and taller people was squeezing through everyone and blocking almost everything of my view...! And Suddenly, I was seperated from Allen and prav...it was damn lame....lol..... I got back to them anyway, when i finally couldnt stand the heat and CO2 so I just squeezed through some people and reached them~ Got a slightly better view....there's this small gap where my vision can actually squeeze through... and see the singer...nice stuff ...people all around know the lyrics and that made the atmosphere even better~ Ah.... cool stuff.... and there's this guy.....and freaking hell..... his hair is...... quite long.....and omg........ full of freaking sweat....and during the songs.... He was like shaking his head all around... and yes...I WAS BESIDE HIM! AHHHHHHH!!!! I felt so disgusted and sticky that i have to move a little bit more to the right.... and then came other guy in front of me... jumping like nobody's business , stepping on my shoe and toes during the process....damn it. Be considerate man....
So other than that, everything was great.. they never sang Drive though... sang lots from their new album =/ ......... I got to enjoy myself quite well that night..... a stress releaser.... =) But i can see Allen enjoyed it more~ He jumped much higher and shaked much more..... Lolz.... it was a funny and enjoyable night and trust me, I'll go again if there's anymore rock concerts coming to Malaysia~ I'll go to any concert anyway... I love music~...=) So if u got the time and no company, ask me out! bwahaha......! (and i mean it -_-)
And now erm, my blog is getting really messy and stupid....my language is all mixed up right now.......my head's still shaking in the concert.....dang.....getting really sleepy now....zzz.... and I think I wrote enough! Any question post it at my comment section or chatterbox...I'll Try to answer you , considering if I know the answer or not.... :) So getting really tired of typing right now.... Zzz..... Have......to........end....this.......post.......
btw:- Shaved a little just now...and i left a little moustache there coz i felt.... 'keberatan' ARGH! and i look damn ugly now!
Dang those people who said my moustache is ugly and ask me to shave....oh well, it will grow back soon =/ I HOPE!
So,
PEACE OUT!
AND ROCK ON!
BWAHAHA~
-Adios-
Monday, March 15, 2004
Wow..
It's been a while.....a very very long while!!
OMG!!! I feel so.....sorry for my blog.. I just abandoned it like that..... NOOOOOOOO!!! Anyway, don't worry visitors that check this page often, (I'm not saying this to please myself, I know there are ppl who still check this site regularly! I know you are out there!!) =) I'm gonna start blogging anytime soon!!! So pls do check this page~ N I'm gonna add a chatterbox to me page too! Got the idea from Atif/ Leon's blog.... Go check out their blogs too.. I have links to their page~ Cool stuff....rite.... so now i got a comment thingie + a chatterbox~ So just write stuff at the right place k?
K...Holidays(1 week) are here...and i'm not gonna waste my time doing nothing! :)
Have fun all...
Peace out
It's been a while.....a very very long while!!
OMG!!! I feel so.....sorry for my blog.. I just abandoned it like that..... NOOOOOOOO!!! Anyway, don't worry visitors that check this page often, (I'm not saying this to please myself, I know there are ppl who still check this site regularly! I know you are out there!!) =) I'm gonna start blogging anytime soon!!! So pls do check this page~ N I'm gonna add a chatterbox to me page too! Got the idea from Atif/ Leon's blog.... Go check out their blogs too.. I have links to their page~ Cool stuff....rite.... so now i got a comment thingie + a chatterbox~ So just write stuff at the right place k?
K...Holidays(1 week) are here...and i'm not gonna waste my time doing nothing! :)
Have fun all...
Peace out
Sunday, January 11, 2004
LOTR Elf
Did this quiz...
Got this result:-
![[I am Legolas!]](http://img3.photobucket.com/albums/v13/xirculo/legolas.jpg)
I am Legolas Greenleaf, Prince of Mirkwood, representative of the Elves in the Fellowship of the Ring. I contributed my archery skills, keen senses and prettiness to the Company, so don't you start. In the movie, I'm played by Orlando Bloom.
|| Which Lord of the Rings Elf are you? @ Xirculo.com ||
I rock.
Ciao
Did this quiz...
Got this result:-
I am Legolas Greenleaf, Prince of Mirkwood, representative of the Elves in the Fellowship of the Ring. I contributed my archery skills, keen senses and prettiness to the Company, so don't you start. In the movie, I'm played by Orlando Bloom.
|| Which Lord of the Rings Elf are you? @ Xirculo.com ||
I rock.
Ciao
Monday, January 05, 2004
Back In School
Yep, back in school...
-_-"
anyway, straight to the point.. I need to know how many ppl actually still visits this site occasionally..
please drop something in the comment box so i know how many ppl still comes here..
and i can continue blogging again like last time!
so thanks, and chow..
Bb
Yep, back in school...
-_-"
anyway, straight to the point.. I need to know how many ppl actually still visits this site occasionally..
please drop something in the comment box so i know how many ppl still comes here..
and i can continue blogging again like last time!
so thanks, and chow..
Bb
Friday, November 21, 2003
YO!!!!
Yo guys, I'm back! BACK BACK BACK!!!
Wee~ My computer...is finally fixed!!!! Never reformatted, never sent it to shop.... I realised it's just the ICQ that's causing the terrible lag.... I suddenly shot up with that yesterday...it was so sudden..i suddenly thought it could be my ICQ that's giving me the stress... ...cause i can't open it and when i close it...the computer ask me to end the program ICQ ....that mainly happens to programs that's loading! So i thought, and thought...and i told my brother about it! I can't reinstall it cause they say the program is still on....they ask me to close it..but the problem is, i can't even open it...how can i close it...So anywayz...today, he came back and did something about it.....i did not see him fixing it ...cause i was watching charlies angels 2~ Lol..i never watched it yet..i'm an outdated boy~ zzz.....anyway, after the show, i went to my room and he told me the computer usage was 100%!!!! OMG, now, it dropped till 15%!~ Yay, so it's so much better now....... my computer no need to struggle anymore! Kinda relaxed~ :D I don't actually know how the the icq got stuck....... it kinda like...just happened! So anyway, my bro reinstalled ICQ and finally, phew.... everything's back to normal :D
Yayaya~ Really happy now... :D No more suffering!
Anyway, been really frustrated lately.... so i did not blog much...thx to my laggy computer last time....so sorry~ Anyway, ppl dont even come here anymore = ( ..cause they realised i didnt blog for a long long time, sigh..... it's cool actually...it's my fault :/ I didn't blog at all ...zzz....it's not that my computer is too laggy until i can't blog..but my frustration prevents me from blogging..just to angry and all...lost mood~ Zzzz.... Well NOW, I"M BACK~ Weee.... Come here again ok? Tell those ppl who stopped coming :D ...... tell those ppl who never came at all too ~ I'm gonna fill them will lengthy posts again~ Yay, For those who thinks that i talk too much crap everytime, well, live with it:D Cause that's me~ and all i wanna say.....So u can imagine the things i got in my head...... =) Life's fun and great ..... well, not all the time, but that's life..~
So, holidays are here....... about 2 weeks ago actually...zzz...... today's friday...so 2 weeks of holiday is just gone....like that...it's seriously very fast .....time...it's very very fast.... with a blink of an eye, i'm in school already, =) But i'm not gonna think about it..... coz it's scary >_< Zzz..... Alrite, this is just gonna be a short post ! :D I'll blog when i got more things to say :D Probably tomorrow-_-
So chowz~
ZzZz...
p/s: What a way to end this blog...zzz..but i don't care :P Bye~
Yo guys, I'm back! BACK BACK BACK!!!
Wee~ My computer...is finally fixed!!!! Never reformatted, never sent it to shop.... I realised it's just the ICQ that's causing the terrible lag.... I suddenly shot up with that yesterday...it was so sudden..i suddenly thought it could be my ICQ that's giving me the stress... ...cause i can't open it and when i close it...the computer ask me to end the program ICQ ....that mainly happens to programs that's loading! So i thought, and thought...and i told my brother about it! I can't reinstall it cause they say the program is still on....they ask me to close it..but the problem is, i can't even open it...how can i close it...So anywayz...today, he came back and did something about it.....i did not see him fixing it ...cause i was watching charlies angels 2~ Lol..i never watched it yet..i'm an outdated boy~ zzz.....anyway, after the show, i went to my room and he told me the computer usage was 100%!!!! OMG, now, it dropped till 15%!~ Yay, so it's so much better now....... my computer no need to struggle anymore! Kinda relaxed~ :D I don't actually know how the the icq got stuck....... it kinda like...just happened! So anyway, my bro reinstalled ICQ and finally, phew.... everything's back to normal :D
Yayaya~ Really happy now... :D No more suffering!
Anyway, been really frustrated lately.... so i did not blog much...thx to my laggy computer last time....so sorry~ Anyway, ppl dont even come here anymore = ( ..cause they realised i didnt blog for a long long time, sigh..... it's cool actually...it's my fault :/ I didn't blog at all ...zzz....it's not that my computer is too laggy until i can't blog..but my frustration prevents me from blogging..just to angry and all...lost mood~ Zzzz.... Well NOW, I"M BACK~ Weee.... Come here again ok? Tell those ppl who stopped coming :D ...... tell those ppl who never came at all too ~ I'm gonna fill them will lengthy posts again~ Yay, For those who thinks that i talk too much crap everytime, well, live with it:D Cause that's me~ and all i wanna say.....So u can imagine the things i got in my head...... =) Life's fun and great ..... well, not all the time, but that's life..~
So, holidays are here....... about 2 weeks ago actually...zzz...... today's friday...so 2 weeks of holiday is just gone....like that...it's seriously very fast .....time...it's very very fast.... with a blink of an eye, i'm in school already, =) But i'm not gonna think about it..... coz it's scary >_< Zzz..... Alrite, this is just gonna be a short post ! :D I'll blog when i got more things to say :D Probably tomorrow-_-
So chowz~
ZzZz...
p/s: What a way to end this blog...zzz..but i don't care :P Bye~
Thursday, October 30, 2003
STOP!
Yes, i know...the new background color is horrible. Bah. Some people asked me to change the color...cause my blog looks boring...... so, this is what u guys want, huh? A blog wif colors that make ur eyes sore. The colors are so sharp until i felt like something sharp is poking my head... =.=
Ok... i seriously don't know what to do. PLEASE tell me what colors i should put...seriously, pleasee~~~
Added some links....visit them if you have to... BWAHAHAHA! Anyway, computer still lagging bad.....that guy came and tried to fix my computer....took out my DVD-Drive and fixed it.....Found some problem..brought the DVD-Drive back ... =.=.......... So now i got a DRIVE missing...DOH! Looks weird...but my computer is still lagging bad.... can't do anything.... LAG~!
Lazy to type further....already in a bad mood.... =(
Bye.
Yes, i know...the new background color is horrible. Bah. Some people asked me to change the color...cause my blog looks boring...... so, this is what u guys want, huh? A blog wif colors that make ur eyes sore. The colors are so sharp until i felt like something sharp is poking my head... =.=
Ok... i seriously don't know what to do. PLEASE tell me what colors i should put...seriously, pleasee~~~
Added some links....visit them if you have to... BWAHAHAHA! Anyway, computer still lagging bad.....that guy came and tried to fix my computer....took out my DVD-Drive and fixed it.....Found some problem..brought the DVD-Drive back ... =.=.......... So now i got a DRIVE missing...DOH! Looks weird...but my computer is still lagging bad.... can't do anything.... LAG~!
Lazy to type further....already in a bad mood.... =(
Bye.
Monday, October 27, 2003
Good day.
Bah, Just started blogging not long ago, but sadly, abandoned it for a few days cause of my lazy attitude...... =.=...Yawn.... Sleepy~ Anyway, had my holidays on Thursday, Friday, the usual weekends, and today~ Monday. It's kinda short if you ask me.... i certainly need more rest than that...worked so hard in school~ Bwahahaha! Dun care......the long holidays are already coming....^^ Bah, woke up at 11.45 am today...... WTF? I was like....erm, so early? During days that are free from school..... I rarely wake up in the morning..seriously...mostly about 2-3 pm or so...woke up at 5.30 pm before too! OMG.........but today...woah..i just made it!~ Haha, got a chance to see the morning sun before I got off my bed and did my usual......morning stuff. =) Oh well, it must had been the sleep I had earlier......could had stayed up longer. But found nothing to do..................................COMPUTER PROBLEM!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday, i successfully uploaded the pictures from my digital camera to my computer....yay... after that, my computer became seriously slow......so i thought it might had been caused by the big space taken up by the photos..... so i quickly burned the photos i needed to wash into a CD and well, deleted the other photos. Computer still slow after that.... not sure why.... could not load my Ragnarok and ICQ so i thought i should re-install my Ragnarok....put in CD and whadya know....the light that appears when you insert a CD never faded off.....erm, you know the light ...the loading light...tells you that the CD is loading or something? Bah, whatever...hope u get it anyway....well anyway, it never faded off....so felt strange and i tried to remove the CD......... pressed the button to remove the CD once. Nothing happened.... so i was like erm...... ok.., pressed twice. Nothing happened again. Starting to get worried..... Pressed 3 times. Nothing happened again. Ok..this is getting scary. The freaking light is still there and the CD IS NOT COMING OUT! Pressed so freaking rapidly after that i forgot how many times. Bah, nothing happened ...at all. =( It was not long until i came out with a conclusion that the CD DRIVE is JAMMED. Felt so bad after that...till i felt like punching the computer. Seriously, it was that bad.... I could not do anything at all... I tried opening the CD thing manually. But it was so freaking tight. Computer lagged badly after that. Could not do anything...... Complain, complain, complain and i finally decided to sleep. Bah, woke up today with hopes that everything will go back to normal. On the computer. The CD- drive and the CD- burner lights appear....and after a while of hard praying.......only one light went off. The CD- burner light.... =(
Bah.
Computer lagged badly. Still lagging till now. Until now, there's the light that keeps making me feel like punching somebody... ARGH!~ Cannot play anything. Cannot have my ICQ activate for i duno what ghey reason. This is so dumb. Luckily, my trusty MSN Messenger 6.0 still can work. At least i still get to talk to some people and surf 'some' sites ....Those sites that requires a long loading time will make my computer hang. =.= NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Called the engineer that sold the computer to me last time....he said that the computer is slow cause the computer automatic runs the auto-run...bla bla bla.... from the CD coz it detects it. But nothing seems to finish loading ...it's loading.....but loading nothing that can run at all. He said he will try to make it to me house today....if not tomorrow. But since it's 8 pm now...i guess he'll be coming tomorrow.... =( I got school tomorrow! Hopefully he knows what to do~~ Oh well, what i hope is when i come back from skul tomorrow....the first news i have is "Your computer had been fixed" YAY~ But i got a feeling when i come back tomorrow, all i see is my monitor connected to nothing with wires hanging around....CPU missing. NOOO!! Oh well, i hope i'm not confusing anyone of you...it's just that i feel so uncomfortable that my computer is not working properly..... =( Is this a punishment for using the computer too long everyday? I hope not. I see people using the computer so much more. But nothing happened to them. Bah.
Got a show to catch now. Fear factor. It's at 8 i think. Missed so many episodes i can't miss another one. Yaya~ Ok....I think i will stop my complaints here. =.= If i don't see my computer tomorrow. C ya guys for another erm, week or so..... If my computer is fixed. Will post it here asap~ Hehe, okok....Alexeo signing off~ Erm,
Ciaoz.
Bah, Just started blogging not long ago, but sadly, abandoned it for a few days cause of my lazy attitude...... =.=...Yawn.... Sleepy~ Anyway, had my holidays on Thursday, Friday, the usual weekends, and today~ Monday. It's kinda short if you ask me.... i certainly need more rest than that...worked so hard in school~ Bwahahaha! Dun care......the long holidays are already coming....^^ Bah, woke up at 11.45 am today...... WTF? I was like....erm, so early? During days that are free from school..... I rarely wake up in the morning..seriously...mostly about 2-3 pm or so...woke up at 5.30 pm before too! OMG.........but today...woah..i just made it!~ Haha, got a chance to see the morning sun before I got off my bed and did my usual......morning stuff. =) Oh well, it must had been the sleep I had earlier......could had stayed up longer. But found nothing to do..................................COMPUTER PROBLEM!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday, i successfully uploaded the pictures from my digital camera to my computer....yay... after that, my computer became seriously slow......so i thought it might had been caused by the big space taken up by the photos..... so i quickly burned the photos i needed to wash into a CD and well, deleted the other photos. Computer still slow after that.... not sure why.... could not load my Ragnarok and ICQ so i thought i should re-install my Ragnarok....put in CD and whadya know....the light that appears when you insert a CD never faded off.....erm, you know the light ...the loading light...tells you that the CD is loading or something? Bah, whatever...hope u get it anyway....well anyway, it never faded off....so felt strange and i tried to remove the CD......... pressed the button to remove the CD once. Nothing happened.... so i was like erm...... ok.., pressed twice. Nothing happened again. Starting to get worried..... Pressed 3 times. Nothing happened again. Ok..this is getting scary. The freaking light is still there and the CD IS NOT COMING OUT! Pressed so freaking rapidly after that i forgot how many times. Bah, nothing happened ...at all. =( It was not long until i came out with a conclusion that the CD DRIVE is JAMMED. Felt so bad after that...till i felt like punching the computer. Seriously, it was that bad.... I could not do anything at all... I tried opening the CD thing manually. But it was so freaking tight. Computer lagged badly after that. Could not do anything...... Complain, complain, complain and i finally decided to sleep. Bah, woke up today with hopes that everything will go back to normal. On the computer. The CD- drive and the CD- burner lights appear....and after a while of hard praying.......only one light went off. The CD- burner light.... =(
Bah.
Computer lagged badly. Still lagging till now. Until now, there's the light that keeps making me feel like punching somebody... ARGH!~ Cannot play anything. Cannot have my ICQ activate for i duno what ghey reason. This is so dumb. Luckily, my trusty MSN Messenger 6.0 still can work. At least i still get to talk to some people and surf 'some' sites ....Those sites that requires a long loading time will make my computer hang. =.= NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Called the engineer that sold the computer to me last time....he said that the computer is slow cause the computer automatic runs the auto-run...bla bla bla.... from the CD coz it detects it. But nothing seems to finish loading ...it's loading.....but loading nothing that can run at all. He said he will try to make it to me house today....if not tomorrow. But since it's 8 pm now...i guess he'll be coming tomorrow.... =( I got school tomorrow! Hopefully he knows what to do~~ Oh well, what i hope is when i come back from skul tomorrow....the first news i have is "Your computer had been fixed" YAY~ But i got a feeling when i come back tomorrow, all i see is my monitor connected to nothing with wires hanging around....CPU missing. NOOO!! Oh well, i hope i'm not confusing anyone of you...it's just that i feel so uncomfortable that my computer is not working properly..... =( Is this a punishment for using the computer too long everyday? I hope not. I see people using the computer so much more. But nothing happened to them. Bah.
Got a show to catch now. Fear factor. It's at 8 i think. Missed so many episodes i can't miss another one. Yaya~ Ok....I think i will stop my complaints here. =.= If i don't see my computer tomorrow. C ya guys for another erm, week or so..... If my computer is fixed. Will post it here asap~ Hehe, okok....Alexeo signing off~ Erm,
Ciaoz.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Boo. Did not wanna post today, but yet, i'm not doing what i planned again. Sigh.
Few hours ago, felt extremely lazy, tired, and totally .... no mood for blogging. But look what i did....i posted....again =(
Okok, some of you had noticed the big counter i got at the bottom of my blog page.....it's supposed to count the number of visitors i have and my job is to find out and survey how many ppl actually come to my blog each day.. The sad news is, only an average of 2-3 ........yep...i know..sad........ =( Being the sad boy i was and am now.... i quickly changed my MSN nickname to " Visit Me at : alexycy.blogspot.com" Hahaha....i know, i know..i sound desperate...but, well, i want to like..popularize my blog! It's great having many ppl to visit and comment later.... =) Hahahaha.... Y am i laughing.....i don't know.................Btw, today.......i realised how close i am with a place where u can get the time of your life.....the fun...the enjoyment.....the....fun? Anyway, seriously....damn fun.........haha.......it was my prefect's so-called Appreciating the Prefect's Trip + Lunch........and seriously..i did not regret going at all!!.......it was great!.... the new Berjaya Times Square Indoor Theme Park is something which i can really rate 9/10.......the area around is beautiful, the place is great and of course, the rides...are amazing....
Before that, went to the Police Museum which i really think i can be proud of......they place is well-designed and constructed....the facts are well, plenty....maybe a little too much...haha .... the historical artifacts and pictures they have there is really nice. Frankly speaking, it was much more better than i had expected of it.... So anyway, after strolling around the corridors in the museum that was filled with notes and pictures, we went and fill our empty stomachs in a place called......erm...what was it again...ah....Restoran Nelayan.....first impression......"eew"......after tasting the fish....yeah..fish.....ah....not bad....haha...i think the fish was the best dish there....well, out of 6 dishes for the buffet.... what else could be better than the curry fish :/....ah..... so bla bla bla,...we ate...we ate.....and we finally changed to our outdoor clothings from our uniforms.
Arrived at Times Square......me and a few friends went straight to the Theme Park.....it really looks nice when u first enter the place.......ah.... First impression, WOW.....at the end of the day....a more exhausted and excited....WoW~! Seriously, it's that good...jumped on the rides with my friends...... at first we sat the spinning spinning thing...i forgot the name....but it just kinda like lift u up in the air and spin around...bah...me and bad memories.....dun care.......after that, me and one of the twins....went to the Space something.... it's like the Sky Flyer in Sunway Lagoon but this is much higher and bigger and less covered.......It was one of the best rides i've took in my life!...seriously..... we sat in front.....and that was what that matters.....the front seat. It kinda like make our heart drop out for a second and put our heart back in but in the wrong place...i can't explain it...it's great.....just go and try it.. After that,....went to the DNA Mixer and such.....not bad.....then went on the rollercoaster!.....seriously...fun....the tracks were like all around the Indoor theme park.....it was great.....there were loops and turns and woah....i can't explain it...once again,....u have to go and try it for urself.......
K...extremely tired today......so can't think of much to blog...... haha......just started Ragnarok Online yesterday and it is quite fun...haha......but i don't think i will be addicted to it......like many ppl already do..=) Okiez..... One question..... If i got 2 things........one erm...1000bux and another unknown and wrapped present..... and u are to choose one of those 2...which one would u take? Will your curiousity win over your greed? Or is it the other way round? Try to think about it.....Bwahahaaha.................. Expecting your replies.
Tata.
Few hours ago, felt extremely lazy, tired, and totally .... no mood for blogging. But look what i did....i posted....again =(
Okok, some of you had noticed the big counter i got at the bottom of my blog page.....it's supposed to count the number of visitors i have and my job is to find out and survey how many ppl actually come to my blog each day.. The sad news is, only an average of 2-3 ........yep...i know..sad........ =( Being the sad boy i was and am now.... i quickly changed my MSN nickname to " Visit Me at : alexycy.blogspot.com" Hahaha....i know, i know..i sound desperate...but, well, i want to like..popularize my blog! It's great having many ppl to visit and comment later.... =) Hahahaha.... Y am i laughing.....i don't know.................Btw, today.......i realised how close i am with a place where u can get the time of your life.....the fun...the enjoyment.....the....fun? Anyway, seriously....damn fun.........haha.......it was my prefect's so-called Appreciating the Prefect's Trip + Lunch........and seriously..i did not regret going at all!!.......it was great!.... the new Berjaya Times Square Indoor Theme Park is something which i can really rate 9/10.......the area around is beautiful, the place is great and of course, the rides...are amazing....
Before that, went to the Police Museum which i really think i can be proud of......they place is well-designed and constructed....the facts are well, plenty....maybe a little too much...haha .... the historical artifacts and pictures they have there is really nice. Frankly speaking, it was much more better than i had expected of it.... So anyway, after strolling around the corridors in the museum that was filled with notes and pictures, we went and fill our empty stomachs in a place called......erm...what was it again...ah....Restoran Nelayan.....first impression......"eew"......after tasting the fish....yeah..fish.....ah....not bad....haha...i think the fish was the best dish there....well, out of 6 dishes for the buffet.... what else could be better than the curry fish :/....ah..... so bla bla bla,...we ate...we ate.....and we finally changed to our outdoor clothings from our uniforms.
Arrived at Times Square......me and a few friends went straight to the Theme Park.....it really looks nice when u first enter the place.......ah.... First impression, WOW.....at the end of the day....a more exhausted and excited....WoW~! Seriously, it's that good...jumped on the rides with my friends...... at first we sat the spinning spinning thing...i forgot the name....but it just kinda like lift u up in the air and spin around...bah...me and bad memories.....dun care.......after that, me and one of the twins....went to the Space something.... it's like the Sky Flyer in Sunway Lagoon but this is much higher and bigger and less covered.......It was one of the best rides i've took in my life!...seriously..... we sat in front.....and that was what that matters.....the front seat. It kinda like make our heart drop out for a second and put our heart back in but in the wrong place...i can't explain it...it's great.....just go and try it.. After that,....went to the DNA Mixer and such.....not bad.....then went on the rollercoaster!.....seriously...fun....the tracks were like all around the Indoor theme park.....it was great.....there were loops and turns and woah....i can't explain it...once again,....u have to go and try it for urself.......
K...extremely tired today......so can't think of much to blog...... haha......just started Ragnarok Online yesterday and it is quite fun...haha......but i don't think i will be addicted to it......like many ppl already do..=) Okiez..... One question..... If i got 2 things........one erm...1000bux and another unknown and wrapped present..... and u are to choose one of those 2...which one would u take? Will your curiousity win over your greed? Or is it the other way round? Try to think about it.....Bwahahaaha.................. Expecting your replies.
Tata.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
"The tides of life..."
Ah, isn't that phrase sooo....meaningful? Just try to think about it.... Ah...Nice...................Hmm..... Anyway, i have no idea where that came from...it just went through my head and i think it's a damn cool phrase so i posted it here.... Wuhoo...! Creative Alex at work! Haha...ok ok....as you guys can see..i had posted something last night....it's so freaking dumb i know...but i'm really frustrated...i dunno what's wrong...or maybe i just cant see it myself..but the thing still sometimes work and sometimes not!!! Argh....!! .. i tried my best to put that comments thingie there....but well, i'll look on the bright side...it's still working sometimes..not 100% not working...so if u're lucky....well, comment. Thanks.
Ok....it's a school day again....and they had this ..erm..futsal competition organized by the teachers once again. I seriously did not want to go to school.....but sadly, i went eventually. One of the twins in my class persuaded me to go as we are having some class party thingie.. Bah, shouldn't had listened to him....it was one of the most boring days of school i've had in years.... Well, I arrived late in school....about 11 o'clock i reached school safely..=) *(School's supposed to start at 8)* So anyway, i feel weird as everyone was wearing their PE attire and me, well...school uniform... coz i thought everyone would had changed by then....the futsal is in the morning!!... So, doesn't matter..i successfully fit in with the crowd anyway....that's good...coz i always have this strange feeling like i'm the odd guy out and i should be left out...haha... Went to the class....some students were playing a board game called Risk... Heard from some guy i forgot that a team had won and they re-grouped all over again!! Haha....that's us.... never sticking to one plan....so i didn't care much as that news had no effect on me.... Some were talking on the fantastic achievements they made .....some were busily playing UNO cards ......ah....the memories.....
Anyway, back to the board game called ...RISK.. well, to be honest..i don't know a single shit about that game..... all i know is you have to conquer the so-called world in this boardgame with little plastic units,soldiers and something called LUCK. The reason for that is....the game is mostly about rolling the dice....who gets the lowest value..lose the battle or something....and they have to give up their land... Isn't that so lame? What's the great thing about playing a game that needs LUCK more than anything else? No skills involved. Boring and Stupid. Well, the biggest achievement i can say what this game got is the strategy involved..... you have to like... think. That's another reason y i didn't play....i hate thinking games now..it's just after the exams....i need to rest my brain that worked so hard....=) Anyway, they made this game so complexed that there are a million ways to win the game...allies....backstab allies.....allies...backstab allies....well, maybe not a million...but surely more than erm....2.....? So i ignored the big party they were having around the board game and tried to sleep.... all the way...i was seriously damn tired..i don't know why...i slept 6 hours ..much more compared to the usual 4 hours but i am more tired today..... maybe sleeping more makes you more tired..i don't know..oh well...so i tried to sleep....talked to some guys...and tried to sleep....and talked to some guys...till it was break time and it goes on....Ah...that's life without needing to work for any objectives..no exams..no studies...no homework....no books....~=)
After LUNCH......we were like kinda forced to go to this AVA room to watch a movie called, Armageddon... ( i think i spelt it correctly) ....the majority of my class did not wanna go as we got better things to do in class.....except for a few girls
who said ," Class boring la...nothing to do...AVA better" :/ What can i say....i can't decide..i personally rather stay in class than go watch something which i've seen before...and spent the next 2 hours or so sitting down staring at the TV... All hope was lost when it so happened then everyone was supposed to go to the AVA room..... sigh.... Some of my classmates decided to stay in class even when they were told not to....i'm a nice boy. So i just packed and went to the dreaded room. =(
Stayed there for a while..then a friend asked me if i wanna play chess with him...i was like why not...? I guess its so much better than sitting down, doing nothing at all. So anyway, he passed a chess set and we played..we played, we played and we played....i was like happy all the way cause i had the advantage throughout the game!!! But after while....i felt like crying when suddenly i made the dumbest move i've made in my entire long years and years of life. My queen was like at the bottom...and his king was like..at the top.....then i smiled to myself as i thought i got a chance to check mate him... stupidly, and rapidly, with alot of nerve, i bravely and dumbly brought my queen right beside his king and said, "Check"..... Omg.... I made a fool out of myself and certainly alot of noise..... the ones watching us were laughing....i was shocked and stunned and noisy, and the TV-Watchers were complaining and scolding us.... So i conceded after that and told myself no more chess till ......some other time. Noob man me. =(
Ah....i've got so much to tell....but seriously..i'm afraid i'll bore u guys out with my stories and all....am i boring you guys out? =( Well, if you like me to continue what i'm doing...please post a comment...Haha...good time to test whether my comments box is working or not... And oh yeah..even if u hate what i'm doing right now..post a comment.. i need comments to make myself better! Ahhh........... Ok ok....I think i've said enough...no advice for today...yesterday's advice was just to lengthen my post..haha....nah..i meant it...it's seriously meaningful...=)
Ciaoz.
Ah, isn't that phrase sooo....meaningful? Just try to think about it.... Ah...Nice...................Hmm..... Anyway, i have no idea where that came from...it just went through my head and i think it's a damn cool phrase so i posted it here.... Wuhoo...! Creative Alex at work! Haha...ok ok....as you guys can see..i had posted something last night....it's so freaking dumb i know...but i'm really frustrated...i dunno what's wrong...or maybe i just cant see it myself..but the thing still sometimes work and sometimes not!!! Argh....!! .. i tried my best to put that comments thingie there....but well, i'll look on the bright side...it's still working sometimes..not 100% not working...so if u're lucky....well, comment. Thanks.
Ok....it's a school day again....and they had this ..erm..futsal competition organized by the teachers once again. I seriously did not want to go to school.....but sadly, i went eventually. One of the twins in my class persuaded me to go as we are having some class party thingie.. Bah, shouldn't had listened to him....it was one of the most boring days of school i've had in years.... Well, I arrived late in school....about 11 o'clock i reached school safely..=) *(School's supposed to start at 8)* So anyway, i feel weird as everyone was wearing their PE attire and me, well...school uniform... coz i thought everyone would had changed by then....the futsal is in the morning!!... So, doesn't matter..i successfully fit in with the crowd anyway....that's good...coz i always have this strange feeling like i'm the odd guy out and i should be left out...haha... Went to the class....some students were playing a board game called Risk... Heard from some guy i forgot that a team had won and they re-grouped all over again!! Haha....that's us.... never sticking to one plan....so i didn't care much as that news had no effect on me.... Some were talking on the fantastic achievements they made .....some were busily playing UNO cards ......ah....the memories.....
Anyway, back to the board game called ...RISK.. well, to be honest..i don't know a single shit about that game..... all i know is you have to conquer the so-called world in this boardgame with little plastic units,soldiers and something called LUCK. The reason for that is....the game is mostly about rolling the dice....who gets the lowest value..lose the battle or something....and they have to give up their land... Isn't that so lame? What's the great thing about playing a game that needs LUCK more than anything else? No skills involved. Boring and Stupid. Well, the biggest achievement i can say what this game got is the strategy involved..... you have to like... think. That's another reason y i didn't play....i hate thinking games now..it's just after the exams....i need to rest my brain that worked so hard....=) Anyway, they made this game so complexed that there are a million ways to win the game...allies....backstab allies.....allies...backstab allies....well, maybe not a million...but surely more than erm....2.....? So i ignored the big party they were having around the board game and tried to sleep.... all the way...i was seriously damn tired..i don't know why...i slept 6 hours ..much more compared to the usual 4 hours but i am more tired today..... maybe sleeping more makes you more tired..i don't know..oh well...so i tried to sleep....talked to some guys...and tried to sleep....and talked to some guys...till it was break time and it goes on....Ah...that's life without needing to work for any objectives..no exams..no studies...no homework....no books....~=)
After LUNCH......we were like kinda forced to go to this AVA room to watch a movie called, Armageddon... ( i think i spelt it correctly) ....the majority of my class did not wanna go as we got better things to do in class.....except for a few girls
who said ," Class boring la...nothing to do...AVA better" :/ What can i say....i can't decide..i personally rather stay in class than go watch something which i've seen before...and spent the next 2 hours or so sitting down staring at the TV... All hope was lost when it so happened then everyone was supposed to go to the AVA room..... sigh.... Some of my classmates decided to stay in class even when they were told not to....i'm a nice boy. So i just packed and went to the dreaded room. =(
Stayed there for a while..then a friend asked me if i wanna play chess with him...i was like why not...? I guess its so much better than sitting down, doing nothing at all. So anyway, he passed a chess set and we played..we played, we played and we played....i was like happy all the way cause i had the advantage throughout the game!!! But after while....i felt like crying when suddenly i made the dumbest move i've made in my entire long years and years of life. My queen was like at the bottom...and his king was like..at the top.....then i smiled to myself as i thought i got a chance to check mate him... stupidly, and rapidly, with alot of nerve, i bravely and dumbly brought my queen right beside his king and said, "Check"..... Omg.... I made a fool out of myself and certainly alot of noise..... the ones watching us were laughing....i was shocked and stunned and noisy, and the TV-Watchers were complaining and scolding us.... So i conceded after that and told myself no more chess till ......some other time. Noob man me. =(
Ah....i've got so much to tell....but seriously..i'm afraid i'll bore u guys out with my stories and all....am i boring you guys out? =( Well, if you like me to continue what i'm doing...please post a comment...Haha...good time to test whether my comments box is working or not... And oh yeah..even if u hate what i'm doing right now..post a comment.. i need comments to make myself better! Ahhh........... Ok ok....I think i've said enough...no advice for today...yesterday's advice was just to lengthen my post..haha....nah..i meant it...it's seriously meaningful...=)
Ciaoz.
Monday, October 20, 2003
Hello.
Added a comment box..
seriously...doesn't work as expected....
Y isn't it working?!
Hm....relax relax.....
argh.....worked all night trying to fix that dumb comments box...
sometimes it worked...sometimes it did not...
argh!!!!
so if ur lucky and managed to enter the comment box, do leave a comment..
i need to know whether you can enter it or not.....
argh..the frustration....can you even bear it?!!
Added a comment box..
seriously...doesn't work as expected....
Y isn't it working?!
Hm....relax relax.....
argh.....worked all night trying to fix that dumb comments box...
sometimes it worked...sometimes it did not...
argh!!!!
so if ur lucky and managed to enter the comment box, do leave a comment..
i need to know whether you can enter it or not.....
argh..the frustration....can you even bear it?!!
"When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."
Just think about that for a little while... when i ask 10 ppl ....5 will probably agree...3 will shrug and the other 2 will shake their heads...... how actually true is that statement? For me, it is just something people create either because their happy with the friends they have now or maybe they probably need something to cover up their disappointments they have with their life especially with their friendship part of life....Well, I don't think i can agree with the statement as i do not believe a 100% in it...The reason? Ask me personally. =)
Haha...alright.. it's me! Blogging again in my cool.... A-Blog! Wuhoo!....For those who don't know..."A" stands for Alex (my name) and "Blog"....er...u know..just....Blog. So i simply combine them both together and it becomes A-Blog...! Cool eh? =) I love my name...for those who know me face to face...they'll probably agree cause the first thing they will see is either the (creative design of =P) my name somewhere on my hand or me drawing out (a very creative design of =P).......my name! Haha....i think it's good to love your name...since it's something that will probably stick with you till the end of ur life. :/ Ahh...let's get to the important part of my blog now...Ok ok...actually, i did not had the mood to blog at all...but one of my frens kept pestering me and asking me to blog...Ah, i actually take that as a huge compliment...he or she's probably impressed with my previous post and is interested to read further what i got in mind!! =) Thanks "friend"... haha.... sorry to keep the readers so curious.... not intentionally...but it's not good to say names here...
Ok.....today's erm..monday..and i got school. =( Well, we had this erm..cooking competition thingie...which i don't even think what we did fits the title correctly. Cooking and preparing...is a total different thing. Noob man... Oh well, anyway...so as usual, we were divided into groups....so i did not know what happened and all but some people had to remake their groups due to lack of members participating and such... well, my group certainly did not face that problem...we only had one member missing...but all was said when suddenly...my group totally changed..well, not totally but...a few members came in and a few went out...oh well... =/ ok ok..i do not want to bore you guys to death so i get straight to the point... none of the members in my group brought anything...0....totally 0... luckily the teacher in-charged brought some stuff....so we all decided on ................sandwiches! Wuhoo..sounds great right? it just so happen that i have a few members that are like....**** .....yes..i don't wanna use that word but that word fits them best......well, they did not want to co-operate at all... they were busy yelling and shouting for joy when i tried to be patient and serious at work. Hey guys, we already are so far back....got nothing....gonna be embarassed.....gonna lose like hell....but u guys still have the mood to have fun?? Don't you guys actually feel embarassed, worried or nervous??? They're stones.....no feelings.....it's sad.
They acted like crap all the way...from cutting the cucumbers to the final serving of the sandwiches.... sucks eh ? Having these type of members.... For me, i did not know what to say....did not know what to do...when i told them to do something...for example throw the tissue.....they will probably think i'm bossing them around....cause what can i say? They're my so called classmates. It was not funny at all...the food tasted bad...and my hopes were kinda like ...dumped.
It's kinda sad having this type of people in a group... Well, i'm not stating further....the more....the worse....That was a lame competition anyway..we got second last out of 7-8 groups if i'm not mistaken..and the feeling just was....bad. I'm kinda like the only one interested in these type of competitions organized by the teachers... It's a dem competition for goodness sake..can't you guys just act as though ur participating in one???
Argh....! Ok ok..enough for the furiousness if that word exist.... Haha..a few people gave their comments yesterday....one guy said the fonts were too small..............=_=..... another said.........what did the other said...ah.. i forgot..haha...but anyway..i think small fonts look more professional...don't ya think? Big clumsy fonts are...well....big and clumsy... I like small, neat .....ah.... fonts. I'll probably just enlarge the fonts a little...just to please that fren...hehe...Thanks for visiting my intro post anyway..haha..i really appreciate it alot.... and oh yeah...i wanna tell you guys....my english's not that good...so i apologize for the dumb grammatical errors or spelling errors.....i'm not perfect =) and oh yeh...thanks to that friend for asking me to blog..haha...=) blogging if seriously fun...! for those without any blogs..blog!
Anyway, if anyone of u guys are facing problems. Just remember and put it in your mind that everything happens for a reason. I just found that out not long ago....yeah yeah..i know..i'm probably slow...but take that statement into account....it seriously helps you to solve your problems much better. And if anyone of you guys know someone who hurt you or maybe just is angry with you. Don't be angry with them. Instead, thank them..for they had made you learn, teach you and tell you what u should be doing in the future and the different attitudes of people in the world today. They had also made you more careful of what you should be saying and what you should be doing. The world is not yours. Everyone is different... I used to have many problems....honestly...some may know..but it's all about facing it internally rather than physically. Use your heart...not your fist. Use your brains....not your legs.....i know..it sounds dumb...but seriously, it's meaningful...
Ah, sorry if i bore you guys with Lesson From Alex.....i did not actually meant to advice and all.....but it just comes...and i guess i need to say all those stuff.... make the world a peaceful place...=) after all, it's our home.
K...Made my points and all.....so......
Adios.
Just think about that for a little while... when i ask 10 ppl ....5 will probably agree...3 will shrug and the other 2 will shake their heads...... how actually true is that statement? For me, it is just something people create either because their happy with the friends they have now or maybe they probably need something to cover up their disappointments they have with their life especially with their friendship part of life....Well, I don't think i can agree with the statement as i do not believe a 100% in it...The reason? Ask me personally. =)
Haha...alright.. it's me! Blogging again in my cool.... A-Blog! Wuhoo!....For those who don't know..."A" stands for Alex (my name) and "Blog"....er...u know..just....Blog. So i simply combine them both together and it becomes A-Blog...! Cool eh? =) I love my name...for those who know me face to face...they'll probably agree cause the first thing they will see is either the (creative design of =P) my name somewhere on my hand or me drawing out (a very creative design of =P).......my name! Haha....i think it's good to love your name...since it's something that will probably stick with you till the end of ur life. :/ Ahh...let's get to the important part of my blog now...Ok ok...actually, i did not had the mood to blog at all...but one of my frens kept pestering me and asking me to blog...Ah, i actually take that as a huge compliment...he or she's probably impressed with my previous post and is interested to read further what i got in mind!! =) Thanks "friend"... haha.... sorry to keep the readers so curious.... not intentionally...but it's not good to say names here...
Ok.....today's erm..monday..and i got school. =( Well, we had this erm..cooking competition thingie...which i don't even think what we did fits the title correctly. Cooking and preparing...is a total different thing. Noob man... Oh well, anyway...so as usual, we were divided into groups....so i did not know what happened and all but some people had to remake their groups due to lack of members participating and such... well, my group certainly did not face that problem...we only had one member missing...but all was said when suddenly...my group totally changed..well, not totally but...a few members came in and a few went out...oh well... =/ ok ok..i do not want to bore you guys to death so i get straight to the point... none of the members in my group brought anything...0....totally 0... luckily the teacher in-charged brought some stuff....so we all decided on ................sandwiches! Wuhoo..sounds great right? it just so happen that i have a few members that are like....**** .....yes..i don't wanna use that word but that word fits them best......well, they did not want to co-operate at all... they were busy yelling and shouting for joy when i tried to be patient and serious at work. Hey guys, we already are so far back....got nothing....gonna be embarassed.....gonna lose like hell....but u guys still have the mood to have fun?? Don't you guys actually feel embarassed, worried or nervous??? They're stones.....no feelings.....it's sad.
They acted like crap all the way...from cutting the cucumbers to the final serving of the sandwiches.... sucks eh ? Having these type of members.... For me, i did not know what to say....did not know what to do...when i told them to do something...for example throw the tissue.....they will probably think i'm bossing them around....cause what can i say? They're my so called classmates. It was not funny at all...the food tasted bad...and my hopes were kinda like ...dumped.
It's kinda sad having this type of people in a group... Well, i'm not stating further....the more....the worse....That was a lame competition anyway..we got second last out of 7-8 groups if i'm not mistaken..and the feeling just was....bad. I'm kinda like the only one interested in these type of competitions organized by the teachers... It's a dem competition for goodness sake..can't you guys just act as though ur participating in one???
Argh....! Ok ok..enough for the furiousness if that word exist.... Haha..a few people gave their comments yesterday....one guy said the fonts were too small..............=_=..... another said.........what did the other said...ah.. i forgot..haha...but anyway..i think small fonts look more professional...don't ya think? Big clumsy fonts are...well....big and clumsy... I like small, neat .....ah.... fonts. I'll probably just enlarge the fonts a little...just to please that fren...hehe...Thanks for visiting my intro post anyway..haha..i really appreciate it alot.... and oh yeah...i wanna tell you guys....my english's not that good...so i apologize for the dumb grammatical errors or spelling errors.....i'm not perfect =) and oh yeh...thanks to that friend for asking me to blog..haha...=) blogging if seriously fun...! for those without any blogs..blog!
Anyway, if anyone of u guys are facing problems. Just remember and put it in your mind that everything happens for a reason. I just found that out not long ago....yeah yeah..i know..i'm probably slow...but take that statement into account....it seriously helps you to solve your problems much better. And if anyone of you guys know someone who hurt you or maybe just is angry with you. Don't be angry with them. Instead, thank them..for they had made you learn, teach you and tell you what u should be doing in the future and the different attitudes of people in the world today. They had also made you more careful of what you should be saying and what you should be doing. The world is not yours. Everyone is different... I used to have many problems....honestly...some may know..but it's all about facing it internally rather than physically. Use your heart...not your fist. Use your brains....not your legs.....i know..it sounds dumb...but seriously, it's meaningful...
Ah, sorry if i bore you guys with Lesson From Alex.....i did not actually meant to advice and all.....but it just comes...and i guess i need to say all those stuff.... make the world a peaceful place...=) after all, it's our home.
K...Made my points and all.....so......
Adios.
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Good day.
Ahh, a Blog. Of my own...
Finally, after so long... a blog of my own finally exist. Each time, I explore, read and enjoy someone's blog, my heart races and my body trembles with excitement. I smile each time as the will to blog keeps on rushing inside me every time I check out a blog. It wasn't long before i figured out that i should be sitting down bloggin instead of thinking about my miserable, sad, useless, happy, fun, pointless life...and what i should do with it next. I have too many things in my head to blurt out. I don't use a diary. I'm just simply too lazy to pick up a pen and write what happen each day in my life in my little journal or diary. I rather waste my time typing on the keyboard and post it in my weblog or what i love to call it...an E-Diary.
The reason simply being I stare at the computer more often than anything else. Except.. u know....the usual stuff... :P Nonono, not that... i'm talking about my revision books!:P
Well, since this is my very first post i'm actually posting...I hope to give a good impression to every reader reading this right now...=)
Firstly, thank you all for visiting and indirectly listening to what i have to say. I don't think i'll be giving my biodata now as everyone reading this right now should know me already. Frankly speaking, i don't care how much anyone knows me. As long as they know me, they know me ... =)
This blog will hopefully tell people what i actually think, feel and hope.
Please do not misunderstand. I did not make this blog to make people pity me, love me, or anything that has to do with me. The reason i'm making this blog is just to make myself feel better. Since i'm actually blurting out everything that is in my head.
Ok ok...enough with the introductions....
I think i've made my statements clear enough to begin blogging~
Wuhoo!! Time to have fun and feel good! =)
Well, i'm not gonna start today. I'll probably wait for comments now and wait for the results of how many people will actually come to my blog often!=)
Well, i'm not forcing anyone here to VISIT ME EVERYDAY!!!
Just come here once or twice when u have nothing to do....ya know..when ur bored and stuff..
Maybe there's this time,when one of my posts actually adviced and helped you in any way :P or maybe you realised i got the same problems with ya or something...=/
U can email me~(alexyeo88@hotmail.com) and maybe we can be friends!
Hehe...ok...i'm getting a little lame now... i guess i've done whatever i could have done for my first post here in my blog! I apologize for my 'not-funny' jokes. I'm not a good joker. = (
Ok...that's enough...i think. Thanks for coming once again.
Peace Out.
Ahh, a Blog. Of my own...
Finally, after so long... a blog of my own finally exist. Each time, I explore, read and enjoy someone's blog, my heart races and my body trembles with excitement. I smile each time as the will to blog keeps on rushing inside me every time I check out a blog. It wasn't long before i figured out that i should be sitting down bloggin instead of thinking about my miserable, sad, useless, happy, fun, pointless life...and what i should do with it next. I have too many things in my head to blurt out. I don't use a diary. I'm just simply too lazy to pick up a pen and write what happen each day in my life in my little journal or diary. I rather waste my time typing on the keyboard and post it in my weblog or what i love to call it...an E-Diary.
The reason simply being I stare at the computer more often than anything else. Except.. u know....the usual stuff... :P Nonono, not that... i'm talking about my revision books!:P
Well, since this is my very first post i'm actually posting...I hope to give a good impression to every reader reading this right now...=)
Firstly, thank you all for visiting and indirectly listening to what i have to say. I don't think i'll be giving my biodata now as everyone reading this right now should know me already. Frankly speaking, i don't care how much anyone knows me. As long as they know me, they know me ... =)
This blog will hopefully tell people what i actually think, feel and hope.
Please do not misunderstand. I did not make this blog to make people pity me, love me, or anything that has to do with me. The reason i'm making this blog is just to make myself feel better. Since i'm actually blurting out everything that is in my head.
Ok ok...enough with the introductions....
I think i've made my statements clear enough to begin blogging~
Wuhoo!! Time to have fun and feel good! =)
Well, i'm not gonna start today. I'll probably wait for comments now and wait for the results of how many people will actually come to my blog often!=)
Well, i'm not forcing anyone here to VISIT ME EVERYDAY!!!
Just come here once or twice when u have nothing to do....ya know..when ur bored and stuff..
Maybe there's this time,when one of my posts actually adviced and helped you in any way :P or maybe you realised i got the same problems with ya or something...=/
U can email me~(alexyeo88@hotmail.com) and maybe we can be friends!
Hehe...ok...i'm getting a little lame now... i guess i've done whatever i could have done for my first post here in my blog! I apologize for my 'not-funny' jokes. I'm not a good joker. = (
Ok...that's enough...i think. Thanks for coming once again.
Peace Out.
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