I failed myself once again

It sounded all great and promising.

Me, going to the university on a Saturday morning, spending time till around evening, doing nothing but completing my assignment which was due next week, on the computer while taking short breaks in between.

My alarm clock rang loudly this morning as planned.
I then opened my eyes.
Snoozed the alarm.
Then closed my eyes.

And my eyes never opened again until it was 5pm.

The very time which I was supposed to be all happy, planning my trip home after printing my assignment and filing them all together.


It isn't even worth sighing anymore.

I've failed myself once again.
I'm so disappointed with myself.

Why.
Why.
Why.


The simplest of questions echoes.


-alexeO-