Monday, January 31, 2005

Finally!

Yay!!! Finally got myself the Simple Plan : Still Not Getting Any... CD!!!!!!!




Thx Haris again! =)
Hahahaha! Ownage songs.


Hahaha
-alexeO-

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Cross country

The day started with a bloody tired body that had to wake up in the early hours of the morning. Did my usual morning stuff before i started the journey to school that was actually promising me great hopes and dreams. Before i entered the bus, realised that i was wearing my black leather shoes with trackbottom so i asked my uncle to wait and changed to my sport shoes. Not that it made any difference anyway. I never expected i'll reach my home again in a different mood alltogether.

So I arrived in school tired, and feeling kinda excited at the same time deep down inside. I'll have the cross country event at 8:30 am! , just when the first bell of the school rings. We assembled at the foyer at first and got seperated into our individual houses. I'm in the spirited Yellow btw, and i'm still proud of it. We did a few body warm ups and got to hear some motivational thing. The whole group of Yellow arrived at the Starting Point together and we met the other houses over there. The cross country event is divided into 4 categories btw. Class 1 , Class 2 Girls and Class 1, Class 2 Boys. So as I waved goodbye to the other classes who departed group by group to start the grueling race, I was slowly building up a sense of nervousness inside me. Haha. Not like it matters anyway, again. So we assembled there and got our faces taken by some Smartphone with this nice little camera. Not long later, the whistle blew, and we were off.

The famous uphill at the starting point is the killer, really. After jogging up the hill in a good speed so that i will not embarass myself to death for being last in the pack since start, i thought i could manage to pull myself through after that. But omg, my legs failed me badly. My whole leg was so numb or something and felt so so weak. I finished the cross country with my right leg all numb and both my legs struggling to stand up. It's already a well known fact that i will get 1 point. and I did. even some of the best runners couldnt get 2 points. A special thx to Kin for accompanying me all the way and no thx to Kin also for being a lanci prick the whole way through.

I arrived gracefully at the pitstop with a broad smile on my face and inserted my slip of paper with a big '1' in the center to the yellow coloured box. The Yellows were told to go to the foyer so we went, still not sure of the overall results. Mr.Ariff came in and announced we got Second.Gosh. We had 82 points, lost to blue, 84. and Red had 76. There were cheers and applause and everything except disappointment. We were so proud of ourselves. After that, we had our marching practices along with the cheerleading practices so everyone splitted up to do their own thing. All the things that happened after the practices were nothing compared to the news I heard during the assembly at the foyer after Lunch.

I went down straight to the foyer after the light cheerleading practice in the hall and i saw Aiza as usual speaking loudly and angrily at the students. Waited and waited for the announcements to finish and finally Ms.Ki, the sports coordinator this year, came out and spoke. She said she was happy bla bla bla for the success of the cross country and how 'disciplined' we were. And then after that, she started to read out the results. Below is what she actually said:-


Ms.Ki : You all wanna know the results for the cross country rite?

Students : YESSSS~~~~ (dragged long and loudly)

Ms.Ki : Ok, (opens her book) Red house, got 76 points. Blue house got 84 points. And Yellow house got 82 points.

Students : *Cheers, boos, jeers*

Ms.Ki : Wait! Before you are so happy, those are not the final results yet! The top 3 runners of every category gets extra points for their house!

Me : (OMG. SOUNDS BAD.)

Ms.Ki : (continues)... first place will get 10 points, second will get 7 and third will get 4...

Students : *Mixed emotions and words*

Ms.Ki : ok......if added, Blue is still first with 12# points!

Students : *Loud Cheer*

Ms.Ki : Red has 10# points and Yellow got 93 points.

Me : *faints* *and then looks at a few people from my house and there were this weird emotion in their faces. Little did i know I had that very same emotion too*

After that, all i heard was soft and blur mumblings but i managed to caught one more line from Ms.Ki

Ms.Ki : This is more fair because red has less members. Quality, not quantity is the most important.

OMG. WHAT IS THIS?! WE WERE ROBBED. TO THE MAX.
This sux. I'm sure it has ruined our spirit some way or the other. To say it hasn't is a lie really. AT first, every member in Yellow were really really so confident and so spirited. And now, this. I really really am worried for this thing. At first i was damn happy cause this year everyone this year in my house looked so confident, strong-willed and proud to be in Yellow. For those who were in Cahaya for many years, everyone knows it is a disgrace for someone to be in Yellow and everyone will become dead when it comes to team spirit(eventhough i don't agree). And for once when i noticed a change, this happens.

It is worst then telling us we got last without having a single clue of the results at all. Like i said to my other frens, we were pierced by false hopes and stabbed by the happiness that actually meant nothing at all. We don't deserve this, and neither should anyone at all.

And besides, if anyone thinks there are nothing fairer that the system that robbed Yellow, well there actually is one. I wouldn't mind getting last at all if there is this system where everyone in the top 10 gets extra points, not only the top 3. As in the first will get 10, second 9, third 8 and so on. Till the 8th place with 3 points and the rest who made the qualifying time get the 2 points. If u only take the top 3, it'll be ultimately unfair because one house may have 3 best runners and just because of that, they get an extra 10+7+4 which is also equal to 21 points. That is also, 10 and a half ppl who make the qualifying time or also a huge TWENTY ONE people who got 1 point. So so unfair.

Oh well, to look on the brighter side, next week there will be 40 points up for grabs! It'll be the under 18 and under 15 Tug-of-War competition for male and female on Tuesday and Thursday respectively. Today we lost 6, what's the big deal rite? Next week, with every little strength and determination we have, we're gonna own. Hopefully.



Till then,
It is not over yet.

-alexeO-



Sunday, January 23, 2005

Updated!

Bahaha. I'm entering the 4th week of school now. And i'm thanking it for the piles and piles of work and having to wake up at 6:15 every morning and suffer for 7 hours in a building which slowly drains ur life force away and tires you like you have never been tired before and eventually kills you with the pressure and the amount of work you have to do.

Wow, good job alexeO. You have survived 11 years including pre-school going through that torturing ordeal and welcome to the final 12th year. The final obstacle which will end anyone's life if they're not careful enough. It's the final year godamnnit! I'm supposed to be jumping for joy! Not crying over the tough grueling pressure! Oh well, it's the same case with Games I guess. You go through all these levels of play and u'll encounter one final tough enemy in the end.. but this time, it's real life. You don't get to load back ur saved games or save first before u face the enemy. You don't get extra lives to save ur ass or have any potions to heal you. It's the fuking reality! Argh.

I think it's the same case with real life.As in really real, Life. After going through many many years or the so-called levels of play, you will eventually face the final obstacle before you get the "Game Over" message. Let's just hope the message doesn't come too early or at least let me finish every single level and quest first.

Er-hem. Yea, American Idol 4 has started! I watched the 2 episodes last Wed and Thurs and so far nothing worth blogging about has happened yet and it's the same good and bad auditions over and over again. Some interesting stories though and some 'unique' ppl i guess but none really shook my attention. A different format this year for the top something stages and that's something i can't wait for. Hopefully this year it'll stand up to everyone's expectations! How's Fantasia and Diana doing btw? I can't find their Cds in malaysia anywhere. Hm...

Yesterday i went to 'arthur's place' for some party. And arthur is a person and his place means his crib. Not a restaurant whatsoever which actually sounds kinda suitable too. Yea whatever. So erm, before the party i had this Physics class in school on a saturday. Yes a saturday, and after that i went to my regular table tennis games in the Sunway Club with Kelvin , Jon and Adrian. Went home after that and got ready for the party at Arthur's Place. The theme was tropical btw and luckily i got this light blue shirt that has white flowery stuff and acts like 2 stripes going down on both sides. Ok confusing. But i can't show it anyway. So since there were rumours going around bout some 'water fight' or something, i was told to bring extra clothes but what the heck, damn dumb to bring a bag of clothes so i just decided to wear my 'tropical' buttoned shirt outside and a light coloured t-shirt inside. Wore jeans with it, applies some gel on my hair to have some Real Spike! And i was ready to go. What the heck.

Anyway, arrived there at about 7:35pm or so and bahaha, as usual, i quickly search for my friends and sat down at their table. The party at Arthur's place was actually to celebrate my classmate, Allen's birthday on the 21st and some other 3 ppl's birthday together. So anyway, didn't socialise much at first and i was having a good time drinking my shandy and crapping with my friends. The party was divided into a few groups btw. So couldn't get to know ppl that time. So as i was talking, Allen's sis, Arleen got really hyper and began to stack up cans and was throwing the shandy cans around. I ate the stuff they have .. (the potato salad and chicken wings were damn good btw) and then drank some stuff as well. I started off with some Jolly Shandy or whatever and then I was like, what the heck just gimme a beer! At that very moment, i was feeling kinda wanting to be more involved and fun so i actually asked for a beer from Prav...kinda rare situation but it happened anyway. Then everything happened like so fast, i only took like 2 cans or something.. Only. And i was feeling damn brave!hahaha! As in, i'm not scared of being embarrased which I usually am and started to laugh weirdly and loudly. I know i wasn't drunk. The beer just made me a little mixed up and nothing to worry about!

So i walked around with my frens and started to crap more and tell stories i have never told before. I was talking kinda loudly i think and that doesn't happen very often cause i always ask my loud voice friends to lower down their voices. I wasn't drunk. How can you get drunk over 2 cans anyway. I was just , brave. Then i was sitting down in this group with Allen's friends and ppl i don't know. Then i started to socialise and hopefully i didn't make a fool out of myself. My frens told me i was kinda drunk but i really really wasn't! Hmm. Got to know a few ppl and stuff...actually, come to think of it.. What a fun night! :D
(for the more embarassing incidents, ask me.) Visit my class blog,5 Science 1 for more info. :)

Lala. Time is passing damn fast now and i have school tomorrow. Zzz. I got holiday on Tues though and at least i got something to look forward to in school. The sports day this year is getting kinda hyped up cause i have 3 presidents of each houses in my class and the rivalry looks stronger and bigger this year. I'm really really not looking forward for what's gonna happen AFTER the sport's day so i guess i'm just leaving it like that. I have some prefect's camp coming too. And ZZZ. SO NOT INTERESTED! bahahaha.

Hmm. Crap, come to think of it, i don't even know if i have any homework. Zzz. What dumb education system i have to face. What dumb stage of school i'm having. Cross your fingers for me as I hopefully am gonna pass this year with a wide smile on my face and great memories in my head for me to cherish. :)

Cheers all!
-alexeO-

Thursday, January 06, 2005

THIS, is cool

Lol!
4th day of school. Freaking hella tired. :/
Mind can't get used to it yet. Can't get used to anything these past 4 days.
Sleeping hours are screwed up, not used to be doing work, not used to counting numbers...not used to be worrying for something.
I gotta change this. very, very soon. or best, immediately..

The 4 days had been enjoyable, with people being extremely friendly and at least we are taking this year with a bright note. People around me smile more and i hope the smile remain in the upcoming months. Zzz. Was asked to do a new year resolution thing on a piece of paper and write an essay on it after that in english class yest. IT actually made me thought of what i really wish to achieve and want from life esp, this year. School has been full of memories for me and next year it'll be taking a while to get used to the new life after many many years in uniform, morning assemblies, and stuff.

This is actually worrying me. Hmmm. Besides that, freaking sick these past few days. Body must been not working properly cause not used to my new tiring schedule. Sickening. Argh. Had a flu last 3 days and thank god the flu subsided. My voice sounds slightly different now...no! i'm not saying my voice broke. it broke long time ago! Grr.. but u know, flu? it affects ur voice. or something. Arh.

So, American Idol 4 is starting on Jan 19th. Weee! Damn excited. American Idol is like one of my favourite Idol shows. and yes, i do watch other idol shows online.. Malaysian Idol is not that bad too..we may be lacking the talent but what the heck, i enjoy it cause it's malaysian based. And yea, anyone knows anything about the released Diana Degarmo's CD? If you do, please tell me where can u purchase it. Will appreciate it lots! thx. And yea! i also bought Jaclyn Victor's Gemilang CD. I don't really know what the critics are criticising about the CD, i personally thought the CD was not that bad as reviewed.. there are even a few songs that caught my ears a few times i heard it and i know the lyrics for 1 or 2 songs already. What the heck was wrong with Tunggu Sekejap and When I Fall in love; both songs which are heavily criticised. I thought they were really good and nice to hear. However, Jac's voice may sound a little soft in the CD but nevertheless she sang really well. It's Jac. And i'm a supporter! =)

Hmm..let's see what else. yea, the reason i've not been updating the blog for a while is because i had an almost 2 months school break and i've been really lazy and my sleeping hours were irregular. I also really had nothing to blog about as i spent most of my time at home, eating, sleeping, TV, computer or the rest of the time i spent in my mum's convenience store, online. I went out with my frens a while but nothing interesting happened that is worth blogging about. Adrian Chong, my malaysian ex-classmate that went to Aussie to study is back though..n i think that's about it. Went out several times with him to boring ol' pyramid but the outing was kinda fun i thought. HM, my christmas eve and new year's eve celebration was kinda sad. Both occasions i spent my time in Coffee Bean with 3-4 friends and watched everyone spray each other with colourful foams. I didn't get to join in the fun as only Kelvin was the only one who seemed interested. The other fren had a boyfren and the boyfren wasn't looking keen. So what the heck, drank coffee and talked. I didn't mind it that much actually, i wasn't bored. I just knew i could had more fun.

And yeah, the Tsunami Disaster was horribly devastating. The death toll is staggering and the amount of homeless people is really really high. I really felt something for them especially when i tuned in to CNN last week and i saw their little clip of pictures of people suffering, women crying, child confused and injured, men dead. And the suprised people.. woah. I myself was surprised at this tragedy. On Dec 26th afternoon/night, i walked in to my dad's room and i found him watching CNN. As soon as i stepped into the door, he immediately said, earthquake in Indonesia, effects felt in Malaysia. At first i was really skeptic and was like, wtf? earthquake in malaysia? what happened to the facts i learned in Geography class last year about the Pacific Ring of Fire or something? and the stuff they were praising on how malaysia was freaking safe from all these and all. and stuff i knew since i was very young! But nevertheless, a small part of malaysia did feel it. Believe it or not, i know people who came running down from their hostels or apartments cause they felt the ground shake. I wouldnt think it'll be such a coincidence for any construction errors to occur at the same time. Ok, Maybe the earthquake didn't start in the Malaysia area. But it did affect Malaysia. And that's something. So the 8.9 earthquake wasn't the news of the year. The tsunamis that was formed from the earthquake was. Before any warning, countried around the indian ocean was affected by the devastating tsunamis. The damage caused will only be repaired after a very very long time. The hearts broken will be the hardest to mend.

Still, after so many days of reports in newspaper about the increasing deathtolls, the silver lining is that a few miraculous survivor stories are being recorded at the moment. Some exceptional especially the ones which caught my eye were the baby who was on the matress, the 9day at sea on a coconut tree and the one where the woman spent a long time casted away but was still thinking about her husband. I hope there are many more of those survivors still waiting to be found. And hopefully with god's will they will be found very soon. A sad event for mankind but it has happened, and people have to move on in life. I just wish the damage caused on the country and the people is hopefully the most minimal it can be.

As i sign out, let's just all have a moment for the people who had lost their lives in this tragic incident and pray for the ones who had lost their family members, homes and everything in their lives. May light be casted upon them to guide time and let them live their rest of their lives with the least misery possible. May help be given to them to help them survive and to not suffer. May the world learnt something from this tragic incident because there are many where one moment u were enjoying yourselves with your loved ones, one moment they're all gone.

Finally, Good luck to those who are facing any obstacles. Just remember, they're all part of life and in the long run, they are actually things that would shape up your life.

-Adios-

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Lol, finally!

Yeah!!!! First day of school for school term 2005, and it's my last year too! I seriously can't imagine what's gonna happen after this year. Like Allen said, at least last year we know the following year we will come to school and all but next year it'll all change! So it's kinda exciting thinking about it but at the same time, this is gonna be a hell of a stressful year too.. dumb SPM. Argh, and the projects..and the classes which i will not understand a thing..all those. Damn stress man. And dumb NS selections...(PLS HOPE I"M NOT SELECTED!) i personally find it a terrible waste of my precious 3 months of party time after the SPM!

So erm, first day of school. Arrived in school, went to class, got a good seat. Nothing new, just a really really usual first day of school. First few hours was getting the exercise books and all and we had maths and additional maths classes after that. Was damn blah. Came home, went tuition. CRAP man, i'm damn hardworking. I'm not really looking forward for the next day of school and the whole year to be honest, but i'm really taking it day by day and hope it will all be over with the blink of an eye.. After that, let's just leave it to after that.

Have i mentioned that i hate camps? Lol. I'm really not the sporty kinda guy and camps are not my number one favourite thing. IF i got a choice, i rather spend my time at home. Sigh. Oh well. Compulsary camps are sad~

IT's getting later and later and lesser and lesser stuff are going about in my mind. I can't really find anything to type anymore for now. Hahaha, will post very soon. This is just a very bad time to update my blog. ZZZ. Had 2-3 hours of sleep yesterday and i'm a guy who needs at least 10.

So erm,
ZZZ
and

Gd nite.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Taking a Peek into the Past

It has been almost 16 years now.. from the day I was brought out of my small watery cushion first home and officially breathe in the world's air. Thinking n looking back into the past, I noticed I slowly grew up to be someone who really liked attention and a boy who felt like he had almost nothing to worry about as so much care is given to him maybe because of having not only a full set of parents but an additional 3 siblings as well.

Most of my demands were fulfilled. Most of my needs were taken care of. I was happy. I was spoilt. I was the youngest child. :/

Not long later, as i grew a little bit older and seen a little more of the real world, I realised not everyone really likes me. Those friends who I thought represents my family outside turned out to be nothing but ordinary people who gives you this uncomfortable , awkward feeling of being hurt. I was backstabbed for the first time, but not long later, i realised this is just another common process of making and finding true friends.

Talking back about being spoilt, it really changed after that i got to see what really is waiting for me in the upcoming future. I would have to give my fullest respect to my older sister as she is the first one who had to endure all obstacles and challenges first without having anything or person to learn from, to pass every challenge of life given to her first and keeping strong just so not to disappoint and scare her younger siblings. My second sister actually trained me indirectly to learn that everyone out there is different and they are that way no matter you like it or not. She also actually thought me that different people communicate differently and actually increased my self discipline and self esteem (eventhough it's not very high now) after having to endure her screams and scoldings.
As for my brother, mostly i just learn from his mistakes he made and also his inner self believe that had kept him moving and achieving results that had made him being looked up better.
And yeah, this may sound corny but he gives me confidence when i face an exam or a competition. My brother being a 'dont-care-less' fella, I will just imagine how will he face such situations and often it makes me feel more relaxed!

I have just only about a year plus of schooling and another chapter will be closed. :) As for now, I think and ponder on every memory I had and make sure I don't leave school with a bag full of regrets weighing down on me. So far, the bag is already half filled, but with the time I still have in school, I am determine to convert those regrets into good memories. For now, I will just live the most of my life here in school!:D



Looking back and having a closer look into my past and younger days, nothing beats photographs! So erm, here it is!



Baby Me. The year..erm..not sure.. but should be about 1-4? :-O Big gap..but really not sure.


Rock On! :D Me with glasses in somewhere i forgot.


What the heck?! I'm damn cute! :D! Again I forgot the place.. It's between this 3 places. Cameron, Genting or China. Hmm...


Ok. Don't know what was on my mind... Again forgot the location! Don't blame me. It has been more than 10 years.


China..I'm quite sure ..i think... :-O


China confirm! Wee..Mongolian Hat. I look like a Chinese Local boy. :D


Me again somewhere. The rolled up paper thing is either, my potrait with my bro or some chinese drawing from China.

Ok. enuff of me! These are my siblings when young XD..


2nd Sis and bro. damn cute!


4 of Us.Bro, Me, Older Sis and 2nd sis. In Club Med...


My 2nd sis, older sis and bro in Cameron.. from my sister's blog..it is said that the year was 1989. So if that's correct. I should be 1 year old.


This is how they look like now! My mum is at top left, top right is my 2nd sis, bro at bottom left and bottom right = older sis!


Ok. Gotta stop calling them older sis, 2nd sis, and bro. They are Sherlyn, Carmen and Damien/Jeremy respectively. I really am not sure about my bro's english name as he uses his intials "CM" much more often as his intro name.


Wee, posted photos!

Bb for now~

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

MERDEKA!



MERDEKA!



MERDEKA!

:D

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Malaysia!

Regardless of what had happened...
Josiah Ng(Cylist of Malaysia) went to the finals!..
Even though I was extremely disappointed that we did not clinch a medal from there..
I am still extremely proud.
He came as a surprise actually...

And Elaine Teo..(TaeKwanDo Participant)
I'm sure she's extremely disappointed.
So am I.
But I know she will feel the disappointment 35235X more than me.. I wish her all the best... for her financing situation and for her Tae-Kwan-Do career.

So again, regardless of what we had not achieved in Athens this time around, and eventhough i was very very...disappointed,
I still am proud to be a Malaysian! And will always be supporting Malaysia!!!
Good luck!!

Malaysia Boleh!

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Olympic Games 2004 : Athens

:(
OMG!...extremely bad day.
Malaysia lost in every badminton match today!
WTF?!!


shit.
damn disappointed.
argh!

:(
:(
:(

Bye

Friday, July 30, 2004

Back

I'm back!
woot.

 
And I'm going off again
To some street party.

 
BRB!
;)

Bai

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

End of Exam!
 
Exams ended. And OMG! Results are like @$^#$&%&!!!!!  It's not like i did not expect it..... It's just kinda weird cause for the very first time, came out according to my expectations! Wee!
 
Results extremely average. Eg:- 28/50 for one subject objective paper. XD And english..wtf.. english i got 51/75 for one of the papers. God. That's like..OMG....
Thank god i did okay for my essay paper ...71/85 i think.. Which i thought was Okay. Wasn't the best. But okay.. So total up... divide..multiply..bla bla...and got 76.25%! Which is an A. Just imagine if i didn't hit the A. It would be like.. so..damn and crappy. Damn lame not to get A for malaysian english papers! As the matter of fact, i've been getting A for every english paper from Senior 1!Bwahaha! :P Grr... Nothing to boast about. Nothing to be proud of really. -_-" hmm...
 
History was a PITA. Results like 28/50 for the objective paper is enough to satisfy me. Expected such result by the amount i studied, got such result. Fair trade! And, the history teacher did not come to our class today. So couldn't get my other paper which i actually thought i did...better :) Heard he was attending some course. But wtf, at the few hours before the end of the day, saw him walking around in school. OMG! ARGH!
 
Bio was....hm, how do i put it.. Expected again? Got 28 i think ..over 40 for the objective paper. The other structure paper..was 33 over 60. But hey, those results are not bad. If you compare it to the class standard, i'm actually quite ok! Then again, did not get back paper 3 which is the lab reports paper. Oh well!
 
OK. WTF am i telling all my results! Waste of time.. Yeah, so now is 5:37 pm and i'll be going to the airport at 9 something! My dad and I going to UK for my sis Graduation. Mum,older sis and bro is already there.. My trip was kinda a last minute decision thing..cause i didn't want to miss school and i had my exams last week.. So oh well, it's my sis man! Important ceremony! =D
I actually considered about going before this. I asked Kelvin da Fook and he said if he was me, he would go. Easy for him to say..grr..it's not him! Yeah so, i replied, which i actually though was kinda gaya,:-
 
"If i attend my sis graduation, she may not attend mine"
 
OMG! Gaya! It actually means, if I go to UK, i gonna miss school for lotsa days especially this important Discussing-Exam-Papers Week. So if i miss lotsa days, i gonna slack..and be dumb..and be slow..and gonna fail..and cant graduate in the end!
Bahaha! =D
 
And let's see. Hm. The head prefect, Adi a.k.a youngest head prefect in history, has taken charge now. So far so good i guess, but it has been only 2 days since he officially worked as a Head. Nothing much to comment on that :)  So gonna 'put the elections behind and work well' as what the prefect teacher and Adi himself said.. Grr.. Good luck prefect board, good luck school...... -_-"
 
Oooo, what else. And oh yeah, did i mention that i am a Reality Show Freak?! yeah! reality shows are like, the best shows ever thought and produced! $$%*$^*$!!! Especially the current shows, Malaysian Idol and Akademi Fantasia. I'm a big fan of both and please give those shows a chance. The people participating are really talented and have a great voice! In AF, the previous concert, Zarina got eliminated. OMG! :( Zarina. I regretted so much not voting for her. Her voice is like damn good! Especially during her parts in the song 'Memories'... Another talent gone. Was kinda devestated after that concert.. :P ...kinda sad as well...T_T!!
And MI was good as well, I voted once for Zamil(each vote costs 0.70 for god's sake) cause i thought he sang best.. And the people in MI are really good as well. I think we stand a chance in World Idol!! Grr....
 
And oh yeah, here is a damn professional gaya photo i took in 2003 Sports Day!!

Men's 100M- Benjamin leading the pack, followed by Ikmal and followed closely by Praveen. Chun. 
 
*Omg blur photo..sigh, no choice..gotta resize it cause it's too big.. don't look as cool anymore..:(* 
 
Oh, gtg pack rite now. : zzz. Can't waste anymore time. Hopefully can finish packing in time and got time to take a nappiz... Zz.. Okman. Will be home next week~! So , remember..erm, just for the sake of putting something cool...er... "Procrastination is the thief of time!"
LOL! BAhaha! ^_^
  
 
Ciouz!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


Sunday, July 04, 2004

Rest for 2 weeks

Yeah, i know i already didn't blog for like... a week or so..
been really busy with projects and the computer! XD!

So yeah, gonna rest for another 2 weeks, for the Mid-Year Examinations.. =(~
Let's see..what happened.. past week
Adi won the elections..
Erm, Some international news..
And..my rocket project worked also~ [ECOND PLACE WAS DAMN CLOSE TO THE FIRST..MAYBE ABOUT 1 CM! ARGH]

That's it...i think.
2 WEEKS!! DON'T FORGET ME! DON'T LEAVE ME!


SEE YA~

Friday, June 25, 2004

:/

Official results of the voting on monday. As for the unofficial results, I can't say it now.


Btw, car project today was a success! And mr.ariff called the top 3 car that went furthest and ask them race again. OMG, my group's ACK MOBILE went so far~ Grr... Ownage.

HM, somehow i know i could had feel happier than now, don't know what else to do now.

Will post soon



bye.

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Election Day
**edited 24th June 2004, 4:25pm**


Today is Wednesday.
Election for head prefect's on Friday.
And things are not looking good.

The 4 Candidates are Teck Eng(F4), Teck Kuan(F4), Praveen(F4) and Adi(F3).
As a Form 4 prefect, i'll definitely go for one of the Form 4 Candidates.
But sad thing is, Mr.Form 3 has supporters. Really active supporters. And in sense of capabilities, no one is more capable then the two Tecks and in sense of activeness, no one is as active as Praveen.However, in sense of making many friends, Adi has it. Which is very very little required by a Head compared to responsibilty maybe? With Adi natural talent for making many friends, this can really proves to be essential as friends definitely will vote for each other. And therefore, Adi gets votes. Adi is Form 3, which also means he will be sitting for his PMR examinations this year and therefore resting as a prefect very soon. A head, resting? This is extremely weird. Anyway, No one in the prefect board right now keeps discipline better than the Tecks. N Adi? I'm not criticising him or whatsoever. I don't do that. It's just that, realistically speaking, if adi is qualified to be a head, half or maybe 3 quarter of the prefect board is.

Adi is a great guy, extremely friendly, funny, cheerful, bubbly and happy. I really got to know him in the prefect's camp and he is really a genuine boy. Just I think what is extremely important in any big organizations or board such as the prefectorial board.. But really, not a head prefect material.

Maybe then that's why Adi got to be one of the candidates. The candidates are chosen by the prefects themselves, one by one..enters a room .. write a name on the parchment or just a small piece of paper and put it into a cup. That afternoon, I was not surprised at all when the twins were the prefect's choice then i heard Praveen~ but after that I heard adi too. I really had no comments then but at the same time i was not really worried. But as the candidates were introduced, Adi had an extremely loud cheer but there were only Boos to the other candidates. Immatured ppl. Does not matter now, but it's essential as they do cast their votes.

My next post will probably be the results. I really hope the students really think this time. Who is really capable of doing their job. Everyone knows Adi is much more lenient, less strict.It's obvious that ppl will vote for him cause he's less strict. Very much less than the previous head prefects. But in the long run, is that good? Our already improving discipline may go down. And he's form 3. I don't see how he will be able to do a job better than a Form 4 can.

To help ppl that are still blur on who to vote,I have written honest things, read this :-

Candidates:-

Teck Eng - Responsible, matured and can think in many aspects. He does not only do his job without thinking first and is also a good person to talk to. He also has a good relationship with many ppl out there. In other words, he's the People's Head Prefect. Can really enforce rules strictly if he wants to but at the same time, he keeps ppl liking him as there's still this cheerful side of him that can never fades off. Conversable, meaning can be talked to and he can listen and put words said into thought and consideration. In sense of capabilities, i give him a 8/10. and the 2 missing points, can and will be there when he gets more experience as a head.
**edit** IF you choose to vote for Teck Eng, please cast ur votes to Praveen instead. Teck Eng gives his fullest support to Praveen. This is requested by T.Eng himself.

Teck Kuan - Very responsible, matured too and carries out duty extremely well. He does not tolerate with any nonsense and therefore, makes a very good prefect. Being that, he is not the ppl's favourite choice. But this basically shows that he does his work well. Unlike people who let the students go freely. Students that are often caught by Kuan really have to think this time.. who's more capable of holding the post of head. Someone who lets ppl go or catch you if you are doing something wrong. One of the most capable and responsible prefect.Being an active student in sports, he also understands the need for the balance of academics and curriculum activities such as sports.He has proven that he is a good prefect. And now, he just have to prove to the students that he is a good head as well. And i believe, he can.

Praveen - Honestly a suprise man in the top 4 but nevertheless, there's nothing wrong with him being in the top 4. Having a reputation of being too playful, Praveen still does his job well when he is required to. And as a head, he will be required to almost the whole time. Therefore, you can really expect a good job from him. Being an active sportsman who does many sports, he certainly can relate to students who find the hours of such activities are too little. This also means he is fit and very active in school. Praveen is someone who I can see does not look the kind where a head prefect might look like, but inside, he really will try all the best if he's chosen. You can expect a friendlier school environment with discipline still being upheld. Good choice.

Adi - Humble guy. Also extremly friendly, cheerful, fun to be with , bubbly and happy. Whoever that sees him have no choice but to smile. He's really a nice guy to be with and also a good friend. I don't think he'll do anything wrong if he's a head but at the same time, he's young. It will be quite improper as the older seniors will not give him face or listen to him that much. He would also be facing his PMR examinations this year which also means it would be extremely hard to balance the job he needs to do. I actually don't mind him being the head as he will give a new look to the school but definitely not this year. Give him a year or 2 and i can assure a great job done from him. For this year, maybe too early, but nevertheless, a chance has to be given.

*edit* it's all mine personal comments along with some of my friends' :/ no bad criticism intended. all's still great and good! :)

thanks for reading, post comments if u want~
-bye-

Saturday, June 19, 2004

"The day I learnt the hidden meanings behind projects : Part 1...."

It's 12:49am now, Saturday. School started last Monday and by far this is one of the, if not worst week ever for this entire school year. After the 2 weeks holidays which is basically wasted by my sheer laziness, I really had a ..stressful week. =(

The tiredness kills! After sleeping roughly about 10-12 hours average everyday during the holidays, n u only get about 4-5 hours sleep during weekdays, it's terrible!!!
Felt extremly tired. And sleepy. And restless. =/ ARgh.. Don't think i learnt anything new this week at all, except not to do work last minute.

N PLEASE, never ever do a project last minute.
You'll regret it for life.
Especially if it's those that is supposed to be important and every other group is having such great progress with it.
Never ever!
I went over to chrisanne's place on Thursday to START our project. The due date is on Friday btw.. Kim could not go, what's the surprise? Had to cancel my Accounts tuition too.. So anyway, got over there. Things looked good in the beginning.. As in .. u could see that this will be such a great day to do a project, spirits are high, both of us looked happy. So ok, chrisanne asked me to wait for 5 mins coz she was on the phone which turned out to be about 10..
But i didn't mind! I was very tired that time too, just woke up from my nap , changed and when over. So i sat down, closed my eyes for a while and rested wearing my Bergaya Gap Cap. Sat, and thought.
As my mind begins to think about the project, it's weird cause outside i'm having this great spirit and motivation that i'm gonna complete the cool looking project. But as i think, all i see is failure, frustration and disappointment.

So got started with the project. Let's see.. this is what happened. It all started from 7...... =( Very, tiring.


Thursday, 17th June 2004...

6.30pm-7.00pm - Got disturbed from nap, looked at the clock and yelled.. omg it's late...quickly got prepared and left home for chrisanne's house!



7:00pm-7:10pm - Arrived at chrisanne's house.. Was asked to wait 5 mins and i took another 10 minutes nap~

10 minutes gone

7:10pm-7:45pm - Spirits were high, wanted to start.. Chrisanne checked the useless boxes i brought, talked a little to me... n went to check the corn flour from the kitchen and shouted as all she saw was corn flakes. "OMG! DUMB DELIVERY MAN! ARGH!!!!!!" No, she did not say that. I did, in me!

45 minutes gone


7:45pm-8:20pm - Maid called the man , i clearly heard she said that duno what uncle gonna send it personally..we waited..and waited...and waited...

1 hour 20 minutes gone


8:20pm-9:00pm - Chrisanne was frustrated why the 'uncle' has not arrived yet. Went to ask maid... now ms.maid said the uncle not coming. OMG! WASTED TIME LIKE HELL!!! Was figuring out ways to get to the shop ourselves, considering Vincent or anne's parents... Finally anne's parents took us to the very nearby shop..

2 hours gone


9:00pm-9:30pm - Went to the shop got 'corn flour'... i really remembered the mother saying tapioca flour...but chrisanne insisted it was corn.. bought it, took it back.. mother got angry... tried making, couldnt work......father went to shop with sister..and got it....

2 hours 30 minutes gone

9:30pm-10:15pm - Began starch making ,and oops..somewher before or after this there's the dinner that took some time too..i forgot when.. anyway, began making the starch, first try couldnt work, then tried again differnt style..got the sticky thing... was fun, wasted summore time thinking of testing the egg on water only first, bla bla bla, wasted time coz we could not aim properly with the test object.... finally called vincent over.. bla bla bla, we just rushed and put water on starch... formed a very nice bottom starch layer and top water layer....

3 hours and 15 minutes gone

10:15pm-10:30pm - vincent tried and broke 2 eggs from top floor..finally went in and didnt break, was a bit happy but i wasnt really.. coz i think it is a little too plain and wont be approved. chrisanne was looking frustrated and angry and said that it might not work, bla bla, craps, saying we will be the only group to fail, and she said she's not coming to school cause she got medical checkup and she passed me the starch to bring home. Somehow, i felt that medical checkup wasnt the main reason. Oh well...

3 hours and 30 minutes for one thing that only requires half an hour to do. Wow, great.

10:30pm-11.15pm - Got home and arrived home, asked dad for his opinions and ways to make it look more... 'complicated' and 'scientific'....

11.15pm-12.15am - Washed up and dad suggested many things and we spent quite some time talking bout it..finally ended up with putting a cloth in the center with a hole and it's hard to explain over here.. So i started on that part with help from a few people and got it done! now for the legs to hold it....

12.15am-12.45am - Mum came home and helped find something for the legs, finally just decided to use 4 chopsticks. Was fun! the thing looked nice, the starch looks perfect. everything was great. I stopped project.

12.45am-1.15am - Packed up, walked around, got my stuff ready. And slept.




Friday...project day.. big boxes, creative design poured in the class. Every group i say really did quite well and i was feeling a little small coz mine was just a pail~ To cut the story short, I did it. We did it. The 3 eggs didnt break! Was so extremely happy after facing so many problems. And we did it.

Will update more about the final test on the egg catcher n the emotions that came thru.... Part 2.. stay tuned!
For now,

-n-

Friday, June 11, 2004

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Lala, got this from my sister's blog! Trying it out!

Three Things about me

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Alex
2. Chia Yuan
3. Kelvin! <-- people's been mistaken me for him so many times until i will just reply them!

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. me being one of the most 'creative' guys among my friends!
2. brave enough to voice opinions and correct people! Grr...
3. the way i dress and gel my hair~ BAHAHA!

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My lack of discipline >_<
2. Me being late always..........
3. the amount of time i take to understand something!

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. How people can be so patient at certain things
2. why i still cant find someone who thinks like me?!
3. why am i still single! GRR.. >_<

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Studies
2. (annoying) people -_-"
3. Things i don't understand...

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Ghosts/spirits/unknown,unidentified objects ..
2. cockroaches
3. sudden loud sounds from nowhere

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer
2. Mirror :P
3. Handphone

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
1. Er.... Body Glove..
2. Giordano
3. Esprit? :/

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
1. Jet- Are You Gonna Be My Girl?
2. The Darkness- I believe in a thing called Love
3. Muse- Time is running out

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. Myself!
2. Kim
3. Chrisanne (oh man, i sound like a loner >_<)

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Run
2. Jump
3. Soccer >_<

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Internet
2. Singing <--i can't sing well but i just like to :P
3. Taking photos! <--not that i do this alot, but it's a hobby still!

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:
1. Rest!
2. Relaxation
3. Peace :/ (sounds lazy...zzz)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Professional Photographer
2. Advertising guy
3. Designer

THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
1. Blue
2. Orange
3. Metallic silvery colour... :/

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Some nice relaxing beach with see-thru waters..
2. Paris
3. Portugal

THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:
1. Did and not yet finished my biology,english project.
2. Watched 'Diari Akademi Fantasia'~
3. Watched Malaysian Idol Audition in Penang

Some interesting (or not-so-interesting facts about me)...

10 Years Ago, I...
1. Entered Peter & Jane Kindergarden!
2. Stepped into my first year of education and world with people other than my family in it.
3. Wiped my first and probably ONLY table :P
4. Face got published in the newspaper for the first time..

5 Years Ago, I...
1. Shifted to a new school, SSC
2. Made lotsa good and close friends :/
3. WON FIRST DANCING THROPHY IN TALENTIME~! YAY!
4. Started to become well-known in my little school with little ppl!

3 Years Ago, I...
1. Regretted shifting to SSC -_-"
2. Felt the 'fun' and 'excitement' of senior school~
3. Started to feel that my friends are not the same i thought they were..
4. Losing out popularity in my school!

2 Years Ago, I...
1. Was a little bit more serious in my studies~
2. Started to feel power as i was not the youngest in the school anymore >_<
3. Experienced what it felt if a good fren left you to study abroad :/
4. Had some really depressing moments with friends and ppl around..

A Year Ago, I...
1. thought much wiser than before
2. was more 'careful' about my appearance :)
3. started to see who i can really trust =)
4. took the PMR examinations and DID WELL~! YAY!


So Far This Year, I...
1. Failed a school exam for the first time >_<
2. Had some stressful times with the new subjects introduced my year :/
3. Got closer to a 'few' people! =)
4. am still alive~

Yesterday, I....
1. Er, bad memory...... I.... played warcraft and made an oath to do my projects today!
2. went to my accounts tuition in shyan's houseand realised it's kinda fun if u understand it!
3. Tried starting on my history project and yeah, not bad! got my facts!
4. Er, what else, watched tv? Blogged? -_-"

Today, I ....
1. spent few hours doing my bio project
2. will finish my english project later~
3. understand much much more about vitamins -_-"
4. slept at 5.30am and woke up at 3.30pm!

Tomorrow I...
1. will have to complete as many more other projects as possible~
2. will wish the TWINS HAPPY BIRTHDAY! n maybe going out with them!
3. will start to prepare myself mentally for school on monday >_<
4. will watch the Akademi Fantasia's Concert!

And in 10 years time I intend to...
1. Have a successful and stable career with quite high pay~
2. start my own business if possible and be a young sexy successful businessman! Grr... =)
3. Have a lovely wife-to-be that is just....loving!
4. make everyday a happy day!
Hello Friday!

It's 1.37am now. And, Hihi! IF u read my previous post, i explained alot about my projects. =( . Sadly, yes. I've only walked a step. =( .........Sigh. Really felt so.... bad and terrible. I really, really really do not have the slightest of discipline at all. Went to chrisanne's house yesterday, got started on our physics project which i thought was most interesting. We were required to propell a car without any mechanical thingies, make a rocket which i dont have the slightest idea how to, and catch an egg without breaking it from the first floor~ That's kinda interesting! It's like like we gonna use what we learned in school or something, haha... those formulas and all.... -_-" I dont even know how to apply them! Grr... So we just used logic thinking i guess, so went to chrisanne's house and not bad, we made a car! As in those model cars, with paper cups, rubberbands, tupperware...looks kinda cool! I am quite proud with it! So erm, still havent figured out how to propell it, or we cant do it. Sigh, the other 2 things we have to do, i guess i just have to leave it aside. =/

Don't know what to type now. =( School's starting next monday and honestly speaking, i'm not ready for it at all. I don't think anyone is, except those who really loves studying and does everything on time and yes, have no better things to do :) . WHY are there so different people out there?! Now i know why sometimes i see ppl wishes everyone to be just like them! It's like, there's this 3 groups of people, one group who just studies, scores good grades, hands in assignments on time, does not do stuff ppl my age do, then there's this other group who is kinda lazy, plays, but at the same time cares about studies a little, don't know yet the importance of learning 'certain' subjects, does a little studying, plays alot, then there's this other group who is lazy and naughty and dont study at all...

But there's another group who is damn smart, and can play as well! people in this category, i don't know what to say. i really respect them. In order to have people in that group, u really need a high level of discipline. As in , really really high!
My parents are busy people. And no, i'm not putting the blame on them that they never tutor me at home and all, it's just that.. they are busy enough to take care of their own things, i just cannot make them allocate another certain hours to worry for me.. I need to take care of myself, i can't get sick often, i can't let my school call my parents, i can't make them worry about me on my activities at home. But this is tough for me, I really am just admitting that i just do not have the necessary attitude to do it. I do not have the discipline required, i do not have the patience needed. I , sometimes feel so lousy that i just think i cannot help it anymore and just give up. =/

It's not like i never tried. I did. It didnt work out?

So back to my projects, so instead of putting false hopes that i'm gonna finish everything in time, i'm just gonna do 1 project which i think is the ONLY project i'm required to hand in. English, some literature thingie. So oh well, IT's friday. last last friday, the last day of school, i was just thinking of this friday. What i done, how am i ready to face school, and stuff. I'm a lousy student. I really am. =( Form 1 , I was still Ok, Form 2, starting to slack, Form 3, getting slightly bad and Form 4, boom, I cant really handle it. I said this and i'm gonna say this now, the difference is too much i cant really bear it. I am not ready for form 4 at all. I failed a paper for the first time, my results for the first exams are really low to average, i don't understand a thing in class sometimes, sometimes i get so blur i just wanted the class to end. I DONT KNOW. This is definitely not my year..=/ Bah, i drifted off again, so anyway projects. yeah, gonna do one only~ lala...

Btw, things are getting tougher for me. If u tell this to the teachers, they will chuckle and say, u've seen nothing yet. If u tell this to your friends, they will probably agree and say, what to do? IT's the same thing all over again.

I got no comments.



Sunday, June 06, 2004

"Could anyone possibly...?!"

This is bad. Really bad. As in, REALLY TERRIBLY EXTREMLY HEARGOTOLLY, GROTOLY JOERHOPOLLILY , BAD!

ARgh! *Pulls hair* Started with 14 days of holidays including the week before. For the past 8 days, did nothing except using the computer for the whole time, eating, sleeping, a little TV and going out with friends.Now, 6 days of holidays left including the weekends. Minus today, since it's already 7.15 pm..so 5 days of holidays left. Tomorrow tuition and maybe doing project + another night tuition on Thursday, which makes it about 1 day all together. So minus another day. 4 days of holidays left. Minus Sunday. I'm going to JB for my grand aunty's 80th Birthday. Coming home about evening. So 3 days of holidays left. OMFG.

The only free days with 24 hours, Saturday and Friday.

I'm screwed.

2 free days plus roughly about 10 hours. Minus 20 hours probably for resting ,sleeping and eating. left, 58-20 = 38 hours.

38 full hours. For 7 projects. Now i'm really screwed. Definitely will not spend 38 full hours doing project. 100% get distracted by the computer. Minus another 10 hours.

28 full hours. For 7 Projects. "......." . IF properly divided, will have 4 hours. For every project. Good. But in order to achieve that, Requires tonnes of discipline. If it requires a discipline point of 99, i probably have 20.. GG alex.

And OMG, just remembered. Maths. Got this, damn thick whole set of papers to do. That makes it, 8 projects in 28 hours. And screw this. I remembered something again. My fren invited me to an event on Saturday. Was supposed to go, to repay my debts i owe her. Debts = The amount of time she called me but i didnt go out with her. So screw the previous schedule i did. ALL mixed up now.

Now I'm really really screwed. This is bad. Very bad. Thanks to the new i-want-to-give-u-alot-of-projects-n-make-u-suffer-until-u-fall-sick-and-die-of-a-miserable-death Principal, I will get damn alot of punishment in school. Gonna have rain of demerit points showered on me when the school reopens. Or somehow, magically i transformed into a worker bee/ worker ant! I suddenly can finish my projects in time! Wahaha! MAGIC!..... =( Miracles, sigh. But they do happen when u believe. =) *Sings when u believe*

And just to think a few years back, i thought it was damn cool to do projects. When i was younger, project was not given. So when my older siblings receive their projects and doing at home. I was thinking , " Shit, damn cool to do projects.. Can tell my frens...Wah, Look at me. i'm doing a project!"
OMg, wtf did i think like that. Projects, are stress bringers..rather than being fun. =( Sigh, but honestly, i still think, doing projects can be kinda interesting! It's just that, I can't do. Projects allows me to bring out my creativity and can show of in school how creative and cool design my project is =P. BUT i, am too freaking lazy..to do. =(

Screw those ppl who can finish in time and think they are so smart. You guys have no life! >_<

Argh. Stressed again! FRUSTRATED.
I really, really really really , really. DONT KNOW. HOW TO . Finish. In...time.
Can really break down now. Break down in tears. And stress.=( MENTAL BREAKDOWN. HAHAHA .NOOO.HAHAH.NOOO.HAHAHA..NOOO. ?_? I really hope some fairy cast a hardworking spell on me man. I really hope so man...oh man.Can u believe how desperate i had become? =(

CHANGE SUBJECT! Yesterday, went out with ZV,VN,AMC,PMP,CZ,TE,TK,TH,AJ to 1U. Main point was to watch Harry Potter 3! An all round-up critic is, the show is .... how to put this, not nice at all compared to the first 2 episodes?! The story is screwed, the..things are weird. I duno how to say. Just watch it and u'll understand. It's like...when the show ends...u'll be like, Huh? wtf. End liau ar? It's like the movie it's at the plot line where it's starting to go higher, then suddenly ..end. ?!That's not only it...got others..but i duno y i cant explain! But nevertheless, i enjoyed the show cause i read the book. It's really damn nice to see them doing a good job on the moving pictures, the spells. It's like...kinda realistic and fun to watch for me. I especially like the boggart scene~ Hehe, cool stuff. Btw, Dementors are scary. >_< !

So after the movie, we decided to walk around searching for food. Finally we all decided on a place we regretted later and thought we should it anywhere but there. Pizza Hut. Argh! Then after lunch, walked around .....as in..really walking around!couldn't find anything to do! We even entered a pet shop. Damn bored. And ghey allen bought an umbrella thingy that u can wear on ur head ...like some headband with an umbrella attached! I thought ppl looked faggish in that, but oh well. He likes it. -_-"

Then walked summore. And ended up in Coffee Bean , had quite a good long chat my group of frens, really know lots of stuff from there.Heh.. The conversation was interesting for me~ Probably the best thing we did for that whole day . -_-" So ppl started to go home from there, and ended up with AMC,PMP,AJ and me~ We took a cab to Midvalley, coz i thought it would be easier for my parent to pick me up. And at least got something to do over there. Midvalley turned out to be kinda interesting too. At least the place is nicer to walk... somehow, i felt more...cozy. :/ Went to MPH, while walking, and pretending to be book-worms, had a conversation with PMP and AMC. I actually thought that conversation was kinda interesting. Until I didn't know i walked so deeped in into the shop. I spotted a Warcraft book that they had been promoting on Blizzard. Didn't buy though even i was really tempted to that time. Figured out i'll buy it if the other guys bought something from there, but they didn't. So i didn't. =/

Books look damn cool from the outside! Especially those Fantasy , Fictional books.. Damn cool pictures! I also like those... with the slightly pop out drawings..can feel it~ =D Damn nice! Those scary thriller books with a knife and blood dripping.... >_< !

Went home after that, planned to blog but didn't;got distracted by the computer! Went home and suddenly the thoughts of my projects came rushing in my mind. Omg. suddenly so stressed up. Like my head suddenly so heavy... So just released it by playing warcraft with my frens. I thought it worked, until today when i woke up... The thoughts came pushing me down again. =( Sigh, I really gotta get started with my projects. I really don't know when to, I really don't know how to, I really don't know what to. =(

Teenage Stress? Nah, i doubt it. Probably Alex in sr4SC1, SSC stress. =(
It gets tiring... frustrating..annoying. I really really gotta get started!

Starting tomorrow! I HOPE! Pls pray for me guys. Either pray for A) I can finish my work in time, or B)i won't get punished.
THANKS!! =D

And oh yeh, here's another pic from the IU NIGHT in Kota Permai Club!



L-R : Pavitirah, Wah Chin, Diyana, Sheila, Nina, DiyanaH(WTF!), Sabrina(...)
-Taken before the IU started.

K.. Will post more good IU photos from my fren's cam as soon as i get them!
Till then,

Bai~ :/

Friday, June 04, 2004

2 Months , almost 1 Week; But I'm back!


Current mood : Little worried, Little tired, Little annoyed, Relaxed
Current activity : Computer, Thinking of what to type,
Current programs/browsers active on computer : Friend's Blog, Own Blog, Edit Blog Browser, Warcraft 3(Bnet) , Msn Messenger 6.1

Test.

HM..........er.......hello!.........no...... hm........... oh man...how do i start? ...

ok.... it's been.. so long! since i last posted. Just when more ppl starts to be interested, I stopped. NOoooooOoooOOooo!!!

(Poster wishes to apologize for the lameness of the above message)

So anyway, was...damn frustrated! Computer spoilt! ARgh! But lucky now fixed~ hm....As I thought back...on that unfortunate day...my heart trembles with fear....my hands shake....in terror.(<--Gaya! =))

Hm,
30th March, 2004 , the sky was perfectly clear.. and my mood was as good. It was the middle of the exams and I was studying Biology online if i wasn't mistaken. To cut the story short, suddenly, got damn loud thunder and lightning strucked! ..then bla bla bla...computer cant on...monitor also spoil..everything also spoil.... kept quiet for 2 minutes. "Devastated"

then brought to fix...came back..spoil again...argh..long and ghey story..i dont even want to be reminded...so called this guy..fren recommended.. was much better....bla bla bla....called him quite late :/ ...and a week ago got back! yay~

So, let's see...recent events..oh yeah...
I'm in the Interact Club for my school.... and we organized an IU NIGHT!Took quite a lot of preparation i think...not that i was part of it anyway...blergh.... another friend of mine who is also an interact member and myself got some problem with the commitee...but that's another story all together....so erm, anyway... lots of preparation... sales of ticket and stuff... and they had the IU Night in Kota Permai Golf Club...~

IU was actually kinda fun for me.... even though lots of ppl dont agree >_< ... i thought it was cool... btw, got there damn early....like 3 hours before the thing started..coz i am a MEMBER!.. anyway, i was so damn busy that day..selling roses and chocolates.. -_-" all over...thx to damn many shy ppl who dont dare to approach us and buy! i need to carry it all around.... argh! i was like .....a ....flowerboy! NOOOOOO!

Considering how busy i was, I still managed to take some pictures!

Took a few photos there...=) None with my face though =( forgot to use camera to take self.. =*( erm...nvm..see my frens!



Pavitirah & Sabrina
-Ushers! Took this photo before the IU started!


L-R : Huey Shyan, Zoe, Cezlynn
-IU Ladies! Erm, ...Shyan looks kinda funny in this photo.... hm.... oh well~ =)


Ying Ying & Amy
-Good friends! Grr...


The Gang.. 10/11 from sr 4 science 1!
Standing, L-R : Zoe, Kah Jin, Teck Kuan, Kelvin, Zhi Ven, Teck Eng
Sitting, L-R : Haris, Praveen, Allen, Pei Huan, Cezlynn
-Where am i?!!!


So those are the photos I got so far.. heh...buggers asking me to post it up..grr...anyway, other photos quite blur or not nice..so rather not put up! Well, if anyone wants any of the photo i took,just message me man and i shall send it to ya via MSN! alexyeo88@hotmail.com

Well, posted photos.
Nothing else i think.

So,
Till next time. (very soon)

Chowz!