Heartbreaking expectations

I spent many hours yesterday creating the powerpoint slides for my assignment presentation today for my journalism subject.

I practiced alot.

I did my presentation a few hours ago and my lecturer think I did pretty well.

However,
I disappointed myself.

I spoke in lightning speed, and yet I still went over-time.

And so many things I wanted to say but I didn't.

And my little struggle to find words. And my horrible articulation of words.

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I was so angry I started shouting loudly when I was alone in my car.
Not. satisfied. at. all.
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SIGH.
Do I have too high expectations of myself?

Why can I never be satisfied with my presentations?


/endrant

-alexeO-