My Mind Runs Havoc

It is too easy to start blaming things around you for your anxiety or unhappiness.

And that is why, rather than I start to have a go at my surroundings for my apparent self-construed 'problems', I will constantly tell myself to take the higher road, and learn to adapt to the alien world, over sitting down and whining over how the alien world is well, alien, and silently praying everyday to myself for it to lose its 'alien-ness' and become more like home.

Too easy and too lazy, I say.

Problems are constructions made up and constantly enforced by oneself upon themselves. Nothing is meant to be or already, there.

I just felt the exterior of my shell cracking a little.



-alexeO-