so random

When you have an exam to study for and you just cannot seem to study,
you start logging on to youtube.com and search for interesting videos to occupy your time.

and then during my 'intensive' search period, i suddenly thought of something very interesting I saw during the CNY season!

which brought me to this video!




omg. pls watch it again if u have watched it.
or if you haven't, do watch it!
especially if you're malaysian, chinese and hokkien!

so touching and meaningful!!!
it struck the heart a little bit more also because of the fact that it is sooooooo real!!!

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*tear*
-alexeO-

I am a liar

I'm in the library now and the computer time shows 8:49AM.
And my class starts at 8AM.

So wat am i doing here? I'm not too sure myself.

Ok. I arrived late. And even if i were to enter the class just now I would had missed half of it. When you miss half of physics, the rest of the period isn't of much use anymore. Besides, I could hardly understand even if I had attended the WHOLE period. Whats more, just half. -_-
And also, the playful questions the teacher put up towards me when I enter late is pretty unwanted.

So basically, it was just not worth it. Zz.

When I was walking from my very-far parking to college just now, I stumbled upon 2 very familiar aunties.
I stopped walking and smiled - natural reaction.

Then said our usual greetings.
And then only realised they were parents of my ex-school/classmates!

Me : Hi!

Aunties : heloo

One aunty stared at me weirdly though.

I asked her, "Do you remember me??"

Confused Aunty : Yeaaa.... you look so different now!

Me : ?_? (hmm)

Other Aunty : You attending the late class izzit?

Me : *silence 2 seconds* (wat late class..) ..Yeah

I gave a like I have to really get going now expression and then we said our byes.


I HAD TO OKAY?
I got a good reputation among parents and I want to keep that.
Even by such means! *devil face*

Grr.

I really got to get going now for my next class.
Ciaoz!

..and oh yea just in case you're wondering, there is no such thing as a late class for my course. :)


-alexeO-

It's that time of the month again

Yeap. that period where friends are pissed off at you for some reason, have totally no mood to study when you totally have to, something which u really liked is gone and nothing is just going right.
also the period where some friends decides to become bitchy all of a sudden and when you cant even have some time off by gaming cause your com is totally screwed up.

and you aren't supposed to be gaming too since ur exams are all so near. results pretty vital too.

yay.

once again it all came at once.

at what appropriate time too!

trials starting this friday.

thx world.

i cant even study i dont know why. some test tomorrow.

and it's past midnight already.
i wanted to sleep early to wake up early.

i don't know wat to do now im so lost.

maybe i'll just sleep now.
good idea.
and screw tomorrow's test.

n maybe try to clear some issues of mine.
:/


-alexeO-

No. Not anymore

With the deepest of breaths, he clenched his fists tight and walked towards the door. Step by step, he walked, expressionless; but very clearly his eyes were still full of thoughts. He stopped right behind the door and paused. With a small amount of effort, he lifted his head up and stared to his right. It was obvious he was looking at one of the students in the class. His face stood still and he was motionless. But the message was indeed clear. The student looked back up and immediately somehow understood the expression. The man then gave a quick sigh and turned away, his hand reaching for the door and finally exiting the classroom.

One quick stare which had meant so much.
The student suddenly felt like dying.

---

Yes. I am THAT student.
And that man happened to be my physics teacher.
I do not know why but he chose to look at me that day.

His face.
His expression.
His body language.

It says it all.

My physics is a goner.

It was several days after he gave back the results for my latest physics test.
I did badly as expected, one of the worst in the class.

The usual thing happened. He called my name, I went to retrieve my paper.
I stood there, waiting for him to give my paper when the dreaded question came instantly.

"why?..." He had a disappointed smile marked on his face.

"I..will try harder next time." I said with a sigh.

"Next time? U know wat month we're at alreadY or not??" It sounded harsh, but he said it in a very 'playful' manner. But it was clear he still meant wat he was trying to tell me.

"I know.." I forced a weak laugh.

..

Wat is wrong with me.
I don't get it.

Beginning of the year,
I adapted just fine to the subject.
I do not know when i just suddenly got 'lost' in the subject.

Everyone is at pace.
All except me.
No one thinks physics is tough.
No one from the other classes.
Very little from mine.

I've been very busy with tests past few weeks.
May be the reason why I didn't blog.

I still have a test next week.
And my trials begin next friday.
And guess what the subject is? Physics.

I feel so drained I can dive into the ocean and still won't feel the water.
:(

A summary of some happenings which happened would be,

My clan participated in the World Cyber Games and we didn't win.
We didn't get knocked out in the first round either so that's a good thing. :)

My IT replacement teacher left already. It's not like we cared when he was around. But I'll definitely think of him once in a while now that he's gone. Nice man.

I watched Actorlympics in Actor's Studio Bangsar with my family. It resembles Whose Line Is It Anyway but this is more malaysian-based and it's pretty good. Very funny at parts. Can't really think of a part which made me say, "huh?"

Suri Cruise got her pictures finally out. Oh. It has nothing to do with me.

Totally lost in Physics. Wait, that's nothing new. It has come to an extent where there's no difference whether I attend the physics class or not. Because I would not learn anything anyway.

Haris birthday party rocked even with a small group.
That night also confirmed my allergy to alcohol. Which sucks obviously but that may be a good thing.

--

Eh-hem,
so.
trials coming soon.
and the 'rest period' i awaited ever since the start of the year didn't come.
And it looks like it won't either.

U know this 'rest period' where there's this period of time when we just go to classes without having to worry about assignments, tests, quizzes, etc?
Well, that period obviously didn't arrive for me.
It is non existent in my course.

So I took tests after tests, quizzes after quizzes, submitted assignments after assignments..
waiting for this 'period'..
till I reached my trials already..
and there's even a quiz next tuesday before the trials to add salt to the wound.

If you want to consider the time after trials to be my 'rest period', then you're wrong because everyone would be busy worrying about the FINALS and lecturers will stuff revision after revision into ur face till u literally suffocate.

-_-

So no more 'rest period'
and course ending in no time.

Yay for SAM.

zzz.

I hope to study a little earlier for the trials compared to the length of time I study for my other previous examinations this time around.
I KNOW ITS ALREADY QUITE LATE BUT IT IS STILL EARLIER THAN HOW I STUDY LAST TIME.

=/

Okay. I should have covered everything I wanted to say.
I've nothing else to say this time.
:)

-alexeO-

A tribute post

I want to blog, i really do. But for now, all things must come to a halt as this post is gonna be a tribute post to the crocrodile hunter, Steve Irwin who passed away after a tragic accident involving a stingray.

Which stung him in the heart, unfortunately.

Very unfortunately I might add, as I found out the death cases involving stingrays are very very low.
And very unfortunatey too for Steve Irwin as it stung right to his heart.

IF you do not know who Steve Irwin is,
you shouldn't even be... having internet access to be able to read this blog. So I'm assuming everyone who reads this knows who that legendary hunter is.

I used to make fun of his australian accent with my friends. In a good way of course. In a way which still showed my high respect towards his courage facing wildlife.

I stopped watching the television for a while now and he didn't come to my mind at all.
But when mentioned, sure know lah.

A worldwide sensation. Even appeared on the Larry King show on CNN.
And some ads in the cinemas too if you remember.

WHAT A FUNNY GUY I THINK I"M GONNA MISS HIM ARGH.

Condolences to his wife, and 2 kids.

I feel so sorry a great icon for the environment-caring is gone.

RIP Steve Irwin!

-alexeO-