..gone were the days

*stares blindly at the window and sighs*

Went through Friendster for a little while just now, just to overcome my frequent boredom and to lighten up my meaningless life. So surfed around and came across a few Srikl-ians who I remembered. Vividly, i was having memories and reminiscing about the past..where many years ago I used to be there, spending time with my friends around my little school world.

How much things have changed since then.

The more I browse through the more surprised I get. Friends who I remembered who used to look a certain way in my mind changed dramatically. Not to an extent where they are not recognisable anymore but just changed alot. Ppl who were my close friends back then were of my biggest interest and deep down inside i was thinking if they even remembered me at all. "chia yuan, chia yuan!" they once called out. Hm..

So much so that I kept thinking what will happen if I hadn't make the bold move of leaving Srikl to the school i'm currently at now, SSC. So many things wouldnt have happened and so many things would. I wouldn't know 95% of the people I like now and would remain close to the Srikl-ians who are still there. The thought is scary but I'm not sure which would be the better choice, honestly. I mean i love my current class and all but I could had just been happier if I actually stayed.

Well that's life rite? The fact that we will have to make decisions and not being able to try everything first.

Hello to any Srikl-ians who know me and who are reading this but i doubt there is any. I just want to know that I really do miss some of you guys eventhough I was only about 10 that time but a boy has feelings too. Heh.

What can I do now eventhough if i was to regret anything anyway. I'll be 17 this year and this will be my final schooling year. The best thing I can do now is to appreciate the things I have and not look at any possible wrong move which I may had made.

But I know I wouldn't forget it 100% cause I'm Alex. So screw it.

And the thing that scares me is that, i'm a bad decision maker and my decisions normally go astray.

So i may have just screwed up my life with the decision i made 7 years ago. Lol.



Hmm. Makes me wonder.
-alexeO-

Ambuussshhh!!!

What freaking luck! My team once again won the debate!! Go team! eventhough my english teacher was stressing on how close it was over and over again, we still won by 200 points i think. the total was 2400 to 2200 or somewhere near there.

Once again, 'taken away' from the convenience of simply double clicking WoW then spending hours on it and denied access to another world which seems more suitable for me ;). Dad's com once again had been shifted back to the projector room so i'm left with my soundless computer and brother's laptop. Zzz.

Shaved my moustache last night. How horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
:(

Ariff today told me that he does not have my physics file which he urgently needs to be submitted to the ministry. Only mine is missing. Crappy. Gotta do roughly about 5 reports today. The sad thing is, i have no idea about the graph sketching or diagram drawing for every report. Duno what to do now. Need helping hands now. Argh. Worried ****!

Everything's shooting me at once so i hardly got any chance to avoid the 'bullets'. Been shot many times already so erm, i'm kinda used to it. My life's pathetic because if things do go smoothly, nothing bad will happen at all but when things are to go wrong, it all comes tumbling onto me all at once. And i'm already half squashed as i'm typing this.

Alrite.
Tired.
Not sure what i'm going to do after this.
Tuesday.
Tomorrow got tuition.
Sickening.
Stress.
Bwahaha.
Who am I kidding?
No one.
Ciao


._.
-alexeO-

kiddo

A day before Praveen's 17th birthday(16th July), went over to Rainforest with Allen, Kelvin, Adrian, Richmond, Chrisanne, Shyan and Prav.

Had a great time drinking. And eating the blueberry cheese cake the girls bought. I only had roughly 2 bottles including a Tequila shot. I felt kinda high though and they said i was drunk again which I was quite sure I wasn't. Anyway, happy belated birthday Prav! Glad he had fun. Went to mamak in ss14 with Allen, Prav and Richmond after that. I must say though, the car ride there was hella fun. Bwahaha.

Blogging with my own computer now. Sad that Dad wants to use his com back and now i have to resort to this sound-less, less good PC which cannot support WoW. Had some problems with IE with dad's com anyway. I wanted to post so long about the birthday outing a day after the event but the IE hanged, 3 times. Zzz. So i'm just typing whatever i remembered.

Thinking bout Prav's birthday makes me wonder about my own upcoming 17th birthday. I've been through alot these 16+ years and finally knows where i stand in the world. Heh. Looking forward for my birthday. Afterall, when it comes, I will only have 2 more subjects left for SPM. Only one month to party after that including my driving lessons. That's extremely sad but gotta live with it.

My mid-term examinations are over, finally. Took longer than it should be but it has ended anyway. Results are back too, unfortunately. Just know that i've passed everything(yipee!) and failed nothing. Got a couple of high scoring subjects(bwahaha i rock) but it's expected anyway. Nothing outstanding but slight improvement in certain areas i guess. This exams shows where i stand.

Talking bout exams, my class is really feeling the pressure over SPM. 3 months more to study. That's a really scary thought thinking that i've hardly done anything yet to revise. My seemed-almost-impossible dream is slowly slipping away further. Honestly speaking, i don't think i'll be disappointed if i don't pass SPM with flying colours. I just want to achieve good results based on my standard.

And don't even bring the 7As for PMR subject up. It's not related at all.

Was taking photos for the SSC Photography sessions last few days. Freaking hot weather and still had to do it, with my camera. The teacher who was in charge took pics with his camera to as a backup. He wanted to use my digital as it is easier to be developed or something like that.
So basically, the whole school knows me now. Took pic of every single person who was present.
It's not over yet though, on Monday gotta take admin photos and photos of teachers.
Hmm.

I got a debate semis coming up. If u remembered, my team won the first round(I blogged it a few posts ago). So this is supposedly the second round or the semis. 3 teams made it to this round so we gotta fight the 2 teams. One team will be knocked out so there will be 2 for the finals. I think it will be based on overall marks over the 2 rounds or something like that.
Gonna have the first round on Monday against Haris team if everything goes to plan. We'll see what happens then.

My name is in the list for Public Speaking too. It's gonna be a day after/before the Debate Finals on English Week. Had no interest at all initially, but thinking as this will be my final year in school, i guess it's no harm trying. Afterall, my history with public speaking competitions is reasonably good. ;)

3am and thinking of what to do besides chatting is quite sad. Days are passing fast and the things i am not looking forward to is coming nearer and nearer. Pressure increases after every breath i take. Every heartbeat seems to be mounting more and more fear in me. Ppl are stressing their brains out, fun seems to be a non-existing word these days.


N do i look like i give a damn?


^^ not very likely eh?
-alexeO-

Oh..my..






I passed add maths.





alexeO

Boom

Freaking hot day. And I had to help to take Junior class photos from Year One to Year Six including clubs and societies.


zzz.


So other than got burnt in the blazing sunlight, i guess everything is cool.
Got senior photo shoot tomorrow. And those not completed on Monday. Another day. Nooo.

Got several results back. Duno what to say. I'm quite happy actually. But i know alot of ppl wouldn't be if they have my results.
So i duno. I'm average scoring boy again. Average in my class. Like somewhere in the middle.

Wanted to play WoW but damn lag while trying to connect. I think it's blizzard. And streamyx is lagging again anyway.

Prav's birthday is on the 16th. Happy early birthday!



Yawn.
-alexeO-

Hahaha. Life

IT"S ALL OVER!

Freaking prolonged 3 weeks duration exam. Wtf man. Damn tense my mind.
Now can relax a little before I start working hard for my next exam.
Bwahaha. I'm really gonna work. I'm not kidding. I've learnt my lesson.
;)



and I mean it.

The London bombings were a horrible tragedy.
I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish all victims RIP and my deepest condolences to their family members.

Congrats to Lee Chong Wei for showing the world Malaysians should not be written off just yet. Hehe.


Now, time to relax my mind!
I'll work soon! Believe me!
Bwahahaha. Fun mode, activated.


Weeeeeeeeee
-alexeO-