More updates

Ok. I've only got 10 minutes so I gotta rush.

Yes, so I have moved in already. And technically, I should be happily in my room surfing the net from the comfort of my HOME but nooo, things don't always happen as you want them to or as they should!

By right I would have had internet last night itself but there are some stupid problems which include not being able to detect the network, crashing laptop, etc and it is really frustrating because I thought I could settle in comfortably yesterday but it didn't happen obviously.

So now I'm in my library AGAIN just to access to the net. Going to wait till Saturday for the technician to bring the router and phone in then I can ask him then what to do and all.

Also went 3 times to Big W, the local hypermarket here to buy stuff. Tiring but satisfying! But the internet thing gahhh is just so frustrating!

Will try to post photos asap..

I missed my orientation too for the moving in.. hmmm.

And.. I duno what else. Gonna have a unit which is meant for Aus students going to other countries not the other way round but we'll see how it goes.

Still no reply from my coursework department regarding my major.

Weather cold when you expect it to be hot, and vice versa.

Now I have a flu because we just bought a bath mat which is damn dusty. Zzz. It's in my bag now as I type this.

And that shop sells damn cheap stuff la wtf. Damn heartpain everytime I see the same stuff I bought from Big W yesterday being sold at a lower price.

Okla. Gotta rush. My 2 hour ticket gonna expire!

Bai, catch up with everyone later!

My mobile number is: 0401518873 (Add the international code yourself)

Feel free to sms me!



-alexeO-

Me@Melbourne

@Flagstaff Gardens



-alexeO-

Update #3

It's 1:11PM local time and I guess it's time for my third BRIEF update. ~_~

So Rich and I have finally settled in our SECOND temporary accomodation which is a few train stops away from my PREVIOUS temporary accomodation in Caulfield. The current place is called South Yarra which is a really nice-looking quaint little suburb with nice shops and restaurants. Why Caulfield so kampung one -_-||

Gonna stay there for another 4-5 nights before finally moving into our long-term accomodation in the city!

Boring stuff but today I just found out that I might have to revise some units I've enrolled to for this and next sem as I didn't know before that I had to take some core units to major in that certain major. :| WHICH IS DAMN MAFAN BECAUSE I THOUGHT MY UNI STUFF IS ALL DONE AND DUSTED BUT NOO THIS HAD TO HAPPEN WHICH SUCKS ALOT ALSO BECAUSE I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR MY ORIGINAL UNITS I"VE ENROLLED TO THUS FAR. SO NOW I GOTTA THROW SOME OF THEM AWAY AND TAKE SOME VERY LOUSY AND HARD AND BORING LOOKING "CORE" UNITS T_T

Sigh. Now contemplating if I should drop that particular major just to take the more interesting units. It was not because I was ignorant okay but Sunway didn't have the same 'core' units as Caulfield's. But I've already emailed them so I hope to get a positive reply soon.

Ok.

Today marked ONE official week in Melb and yay!

Last night Rich and I went for a drink in an Asian beer cafe in Melb Central to celebrate hahaha nola but we really went for a drink just two of us :|

Melb so far has been really chilling if you don't count the necessary stressful stuff which we needed to do. The weather's so breezy and cool and there are just so many nice spots to just sit down and have a cuppa HAH! But really alot of places to just sit and rot which is good for me.

And what else.

Other than some personal self-improvement thing I wouldn't want to mention here because I really want it to succeed.. that should be all I think for a brief update.

I really really can't wait to move into my long-term place and get my internet and arrange my things in my room and settle down man. Then maybe I can upload some photos I took so far in this blog or something..

5 more nights... tahan!


p/s: I've been carrying my laptop around like an idiot for the past week. Never used even once. Everywhere no internet. Can't wait to settle.

p/p/s: Why do flies in Melb attack your face?!



-alexeO-

A brief second update from the Land Down Under - Still unsettled but slowly getting there

Hey! It's me again!

I've enrolled into my course today as a third year student. Things went pretty smooth considering my very complicated looking course structure as compared to the many there who were first years. They had a more 'fixed' structure I suppose.

So now instead of a lousy cyber cafe, I am now at my very safe and comfortable-looking Monash library 9:15pm local time at night!

That aside, I am still not completely 100% settled in Melb yet but I am definitely getting there.

Headed down to the city for the second time today in search of my accomodation. Things started of VERY bleakly at first. Richmond and I roamed the entire city for about 5-6 hours by foot searching for real estate agencies and not getting what we want were the ultimate let downs of that time.

But we finally settled at the last minute for one place where we thought was 'livable' for a year considering all the aspects we were looking at like distance, pricing and etc.

That office was closing and we were busy calling home and there were few other applicants all pending their applications at the same time and all wah quite dramatic but I think we should get it considering we paid the deposit and the others didn't. Will be going down to the city again tomorrow to reconfirm. SHOULD BE OK LAH.

Very exhausted now. But the people here tell me that's what living in Melb and generally in countries other than the ones I am familiar to is all about. Walk, walk and more walk.

I'll get used to it soon enough I think.

The weather here is pretty good. Ppl tell me summer in Melb is generally VERY HOT but at this time of the year it's pretty cool.

My mind is working at a frantic rush thinking of how to squeeze as many things here as I possibly can.

But I think I would update more next time when I can sit in peace thinking of what to write without worrying about the time as it is getting really late and I want to return to my TEMP ACCOMODATION asap!

Thank you folks!

Hope you enjoyed this letter-like post!

Like I'm in some far-away place serving my country for war liddat HAH

Bai! Hope everyone is doing fineeeee.



-alexeO-

@Melbourne

Halo folks who must be worried sick about me!

I am fine don't worry. Still surviving. FIRST DAY ONLY WHAT HAHA

But what a lousy first day this has turned out to be. Will detail update next time. But I will pull through and I know it. With all the support from all of you back home and in other parts of the world.

Don't have a proper internet connection yet. Currently at a cyber cafe. Have to carry my heavy laptop bag around looking for stuff to buy and my long term accomodation.

Richmond is fine as well. He's beside me as I type.

Cya all very soon.

Take care everyone.

Cheers.


p/s: Oh this is also ironically my 501th post. A new chapter. HAH!


-alexeO-

bimbo moment

Teck Eng -Purdue- says:
*there wat weather
*winter rite?

alexyeo says:
*zz
*ur geography

Teck Eng -Purdue- says:
*LOL
*YEAH
*U TOLD ME BEFORE

alexyeo says:
*........

Teck Eng -Purdue- says:
*MELBOURNE DONT SNOW
*rite

alexyeo says:
*.........................................................
*DATS NOT THE POINT



-alexeO-

Drawing a Line

It's about time.


-alexeO-

A house is not a home

I used to think that the house is the rejuvenating beacon everyone returns to after a long day out of it.

But things change. And so do the relevant discourses surrounding it.

Don't get me wrong, I love my house, and it is still the same shelter I want to return to as since that many years ago.

But recently, my house and the rest of the world outside have seemingly swap places and I no longer know where the apparent beacon of rejuvenation is anymore in my life.

It could be the amount of times I have been spending outside with my friends, and the accompanying freedom which allowed me to perform such doing which made the world outside such a comforting, stress-free place to be - a task the house normally does such a good job at.

But the past few days and maybe even weeks have seen the house transform into what many usually perceive as the world outside - hectic, chaotic and overbearingly stressful.

I come back home to the sight of various websites displaying various properties for rent in Melbourne, a rude reminder of a thing so fundamental and basic I have yet to settle. And then my mind immediately shifts to the day-by-day nearing departure date which, does not make anything feel better at all.

It is precisely at that point when I bang my head and think to myself, "what departure date? you don't even have a freaking air ticket yet."

I know it is an unhealthy norm for some people who are at fault to find blame in anything they see but I certainly have a case.

Slow-replying administrative staff, replies which do not even reply, hassling and taxing documents. The things I've done, I could have filled in application forms for 5 students at minimum.

If I have a choice, I would raise my hands in a second and say I had enough - but I don't have the luxury of choice.

So the familiar cloud looms, and I remind myself I just have to keep going. And work around it. Always work around it.

What about the things that follow AFTER? They definitely aren't exactly the simplest of things to do and the thought of all of that plus the ticking clock is squeezing my nerves and emotions into a tight bundle.

A tight, suffocating, fking hell of a bundle.

And if that is not enough, I have to help at work, my dad tells me. He didn't really say it explicitly, of course. He gave me a choice. And forced me to answer. The all-too-familiar die-die situation. I picked the obvious route. I mean, what choice did I have? The risk of facing the wrath of the feel-bad treatment versus an additional burden to my breaking back.

I sure hope my spine recovers in time before I depart to Melb. That is, IF I even depart at all.

Fk it all.

1 more month approximately before I leave..

All I want is my home back.



-alexeO-

Update

Ok, so before I slept I set my alarm at 4pm right.. thinking that I'll sleep the whole day through again.

Since even without doing anything I sleep for >12hrs from dawn till evening, I don't think I was wrong to assume that it'll be more of the same again or even longer if anything since I partied last night. (and for some reason felt extremely tipsy even though I didn't even drink excessively or anything. I dunno why! I think my tolerance getting lower. A sign of finally retiring from the clubs I think (for now)!)

But what do you know. 10.20AM I woke up from a sweet dream about Man Utd getting knocked out of the Carling Cup by Derby thus ensuring they don't win that trophy and at that time I didn't feel sleepy enough to knock myself back to bed so here I am now.

I don't think I'm feeling it as much as before anymore to be honest.

It's hard for me these days to step out of a club thinking, "oh hey that was well worth the money!"

I do enjoy myself la but maybe it's time to get more serious in this last month I have in Malaysia before I leave to the land down under. I want to be healthy!

And bloody Monash giving me a headache. WTF MAN SERIOUSLY THEIR ADMINISTRATIVE STAFF OVER THERE. seriously pissing me off.

Can't wait to get it over and done with. This feels like an assignment period all over again. Bloody uncalled for.



-alexeO-

heh

I didn't even drink alot lor




-alexeO-

two zero zero nine

Hi folks.

This was my 2008 "New Year" Resolutions list:

To have a better body clock

To participate more among friends

To socialise better

To be less cowardly

To live a healthier lifestyle


Throughout the first six months of 2008, I noticed how miserably I fared in my so-called resolutions for 2008 so I came out with a brand new list I proudly call as my "Mid-Year" Resolutions sometime in June:

To be far less self-conscious when it comes to interacting with other people.

To participate in tutorials. Despite whether I have anything extra-intelligent to say or not.

To not be late for assignment submissions. And if, I repeat IF, possible, start early.

To study harder and be more diligent in my studies. :(

To start more Hellos.

To participate in clubs and societies.

Improve body clock.

To hit the gym more often.


To be fair, 2008 was underachievement at its peak. Ok maybe not peak but it is certainly up there in terms of non-achievements and all that bullshit that comes along with it.

When I realised sometime during the last few days of 2008(which was a few days ago) that 2009 was looming, I did not know what to feel. 2008 came and went just like that. I felt indifferent. It felt like everything was just the same. No chapter to close, nothing to feel thankful for.

There was nothing to feel a sense of closure for. It was like nothing happened. It was like I slept the whole year through. A year which was... void, really.

Maybe there are the tiny minute things which I've done and can feel proud of.. but I dunno why.. I normally breathe a sigh of relief or something similar when the year comes to and end but not this year............ today, the 1st of Jan, 2009 feels just like another day in underachieving 2008.

That being said, let's take a look and grade my resolution for 2008 I made late the year before last and early last year:

To have a better body clock

To participate more among friends

To socialise better

To be less cowardly

To live a healthier lifestyle


Point 1 failed obviously. Point 2 debatable. Point 3 hm not bad. Point 4 not too bad. Point 4.. borderline fail.

Now let's take a look at my more specific mid-year resolution for 2008:

To be far less self-conscious when it comes to interacting with other people.

To participate in tutorials. Despite whether I have anything extra-intelligent to say or not.

To not be late for assignment submissions. And if, I repeat IF, possible, start early.

To study harder and be more diligent in my studies. :(

To start more Hellos.

To participate in clubs and societies.

Improve body clock.

To hit the gym more often.

Interesting.

Point 1 debatable not bad. Point 2 fail. Point 3 fail. Point 4 er, fail. Point 5 lol fail. Point 6 hahaha borderline pass. Point 7 fail. Point 8 fail.

Ok.

My resolution for 2009 is simple.

Firstly is of course to better and achieve the resolutions I failed the year before.

And secondly and most importantly, to be determined enough to complete the things I set out to do the whole year through.

Happy new year 2009 folks.



-alexeO-

Christmas

For the longest time, this was one of the most emotional Christmas Day ever. Screw that, make that the most EVER.

I don't know if it was Coldplay's version of Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas that I heard earlier or something else, somehow this Christmas made me think so much about the people around me and myself.

I didn't even celebrate Christmas to begin with. I only started a few years back solely as an excuse to party. And then I started celebrating with my family at around the same period of time as an excuse to join in the stereotypical exchanging presents and family-bonding fun.

I had so much fun counting down Christmas with my friends just now. And I believe the dinner with my family later will be the typical Christmas-y affair which is great, really.

Can I just take this opportunity to show my love and appreciation to my friends and family.

For all the times you stood by me... LOL GUESS THE SONG.

Merry Christmas folks.





-alexeO-

Euphoria@Euphoria

From the


TABLE

to the


BRIDGE

to the














DANCEFLOOR

to the


BAR

to the


OUTSIDE

.
.
.

Euphoriaaaaaa!

OMFG. The thrills of clubbing. Music thump thump thumping. Lighting flashing. And the liquor acting as the very bridge between the 'euphoria' of the club and the world outside. It's a one-way ticket to paradise! Almost. Until the club decides to close la that is omg potong stim.

It's not REALLY about drinking and getting pissed drunk folks. It's about letting the music flow through your veins and just letting everything around you take control of you. It's about releasing. It's about letting go. It's about feeling as weightless as a feather.

Shit so drama. Like some druggie in rehab only. This is the healthiest substitute(lol, not really but you get what I mean) you can find! Don't do drugs, kids!

Evidence of me being very happy under-influence in a club:


In Poppy Garden, KL



-alexeO-

Rant-a-rant

Wow. I'm so pissed right now.

The sun has risen and I'm still up here and all for nothing.

My C/primary drive keeps running out of space so I had to keep deleting files which I really liked to keep and now the files are all gone for NOTHING I tell you.

How frustrating is that.

And I had to install an anti-virus software into that very congested drive and thus more files to delete and my anti-virus had so many problems installing and I had to keep deleting files throughout the entire thing plus the scan took so long and now I'm here having to face a scan which detected NOTHING.

Waste of time and effort omfg.

Now I'm going to be late for a scheduled appointment with my friends later and they're going to be angry at me AGAIN because I overslept or something.

It's NOT ALWAYS my fault!

Priorities yada yada but I didn't expect so many problems to happen ok.

Sigh.

Stupid breaking down PC. My PC has killed my THIRD frikkin' mouse and now I'm using a lousy 4th. WTF IS THE PROBLEM?! 3 TOTALLY DIFFERENT BRANDS AND SAME FRIKKIN' PROBLEMS GAH.

My modem keeps dying on me and the connection is so so so bad. Not like it was a GOOD modem to begin with. Started off with disallowing me to download anything or else it will threaten to disconnect. What a b*tch.

And my stupid full harddisk. OMFG.

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Yet to settle a lot of transfer to Melb stuff.

I AM. IN. CHAOS.



-alexeO-

Harro

A very blur pic. Can you find me LOL

Damn that super grainy pic. And even that was after-edit LOL. Either I suck in editing photographs, or the photo is beyond editing, one thing's for sure - my phone cannot take night shots very well. I think it's the former.. weeee. And someone else take the photos next time hmmph!

I know this is super outdated and more than half of the people who read my blog would probably know by now but here it is anyway..



Hi I'm Alex from pre-December 10th.



Hi I'm Alex from post-December 10th. Sorry for the annoyingly-distorted face.

Ahhh. Hello Raymond Lam wahahaha. That angle not very Raymond Lam-ish la but got the sides short front long concept la.. If you don't know who that is go google.


The amount of hair that was swept away from the floor on the hair-cut day was quite horrifying to say the least. Hmmmm.

Never had a single haircut for the whole semester. Which also means that... the same hair on my head experienced every thick and thin of the whole semester with me! Semester over = haircut. That's symbolic for you!

Anyway, my modem is acting up, my mouse is acting up, my facebook is acting up so nooooo!!!!

And, to idle = bad.

Going thru some weird patch of my healthy productive life thingy. It started, then it was followed immediately by this patch, now I'm going to get it back on track again.

OH. That night in Poppy(refer to first photo) was damn memorable. Shit maybe I'll blog about it one day. Abit lazy now..

"See la.. (Yeo, 2008)."

Stupid random ramblings. Boring.



-alexeO-

If you really need to know

If you really need to know,

I'm lost right now.

I was happy with my new outlook on life a couple of months ago. I was set, ready, prepared to take on any obstacles through my new set of lenses I picked up. I was set, ready, prepared like a soldier in-attention waiting for his next orders. But right now, I feel and I know that I am completely.. lost.

It worked for a while, this new outlook of mine. But whether it is the denial which might have possibly taken place taking its toll, or the limits of the 'outlook', right this moment I don't know what to do, which path to take, where to step forward.

In other words, I am lost.

I never felt this unsure since almost forever. My previous outlook albeit not very positive, worked, and I had a full grip of myself and my actions. I had control. I had a direction. I had myself.

Now I'm just all over the place and astray.

I feel broken - into many pieces. Like a smashed vase on the grounds of a clean marble floor.

I felt rejuvenated with the new outlook for the first few months. But like I told a friend recently, I feel that life has lost its meaning somewhat. And it's more complex and less frightening than it sounds because whether you like to believe or not, that previous line has no suicidal implications whatsoever.

It's just that, I was so sure. Negative or not, I was sure. I knew what to do, what to expect, how to react.

I knew what to feel, how to feel, when to feel.

Now I feel like a aimless wet sponge moving reluctantly forward absorbing just about anything which appears next.

I feel unprepared. And confused. And clueless.

I don't know how to get a certain thing done until the last second.

Maybe I need to patch myself up, but if patching up means to revert, I don't think I can do it anymore.

Maybe it's the balance I'm struggling to muster.

Maybe it's just me.

Maybe I'm just not ready.



-alexeO-

Can't Take That Away

-alexeO-

I'm Alex from the Past

"tomorrow?"

Either my mind is too single-tracked to comprehend (kinda harsh, it could be the time of day), or I've somehow managed to disrupt the time-space equilibrium through my idle-ness and conflicting sleeping hours at home, this is something worth mentioning.

Here's a festive joke for you:

On Christmas Eve Santa Claus was getting ready for his annual
trip.

As he pulled his favorite pair of red pants on, they ripped.
So, he had to take them off and put on another pair, which were
a bit too tight. He then went to check on the rest of the
preparations.

The elves were on strike. The reindeer had shin-splints. At
this point, Santa was BUMMED.

He went into the kitchen to take a calming drink, and the
bottle was EMPTY. Now he was really mad. All of a sudden, there
was a knock at the door.

Santa, in his angry state, ignored it. There was another knock.
Santa was in no mood for all of this. When the knock came again,
Santa --filled with rage-- threw open the door.

Standing there was a little angel who said, "Hi Santa! What do
you want me to do with this Christmas Tree?" Hence...the story
of the angel atop the tree.

Just so you know, productive week failed as predicted by some of you nonsupportive skeptics *disgruntled face*. But I really tried. Oh well, we always have next week to look forward to!

I really want to achieve so much this summer break but my heart says one thing my mind says another.

I hate being asked to do something. I want to do it myself so I can let people know that whatever I do is from my very own initiative and not by anyone's request or demand. What's the point if I only do something after being asked to. I refuse to be a conformist slave!

Stupid capitalist society. Life is not about working you falsely conscious idiots. RISE UP MY FELLOW PROLETARIANS!

Sigh.


Wishing he lived in a Marx's idealistic society,

-alexeO-

Glutton & Insecurities

I'm such a glutton I feel sick =(

People sometimes wonder why I'm 'rounder' than most of my friends who eat more than me and I have to admit I sometimes feel that way too. *cuts wrist

But today confirms it all!

Well it could also be the lower activity rate as compared to my friends but I personally think it's more to the amount I could and would gobble up at times. I might not feel hungry at all but if I have a craving for a certain something, let's say, McD or maggi mee goreng, I would order and eat it regardless of whether I'm full at that time or not.

Then I would struggle to finish it but I will also feel at that particular point that not eating it is such a waste that I would force myself bite by bite to gobble down the food.

This, coming from a guy who is happy eating one meal day is significant.

I just need to NOT think of food now at random times.. that's it..

Oh oh and I received my offer letter today! It simply means that I can now legally transfer to the Monash campus in Australia.

Like finally la. Damn slow the faculty zzz.

I dunno what to feel to be honest. I feel exactly the same as before I got the letter. The pieces just moved about and switched places a little bit here and there but the overruling plot remains the same. Part of me wants to stay part of me tells me staying isn't even an option anymore.

Ok I'm going to be frank here.

I am freaking out and feeling crazily paranoid over my new life there.

No it isn't so much the staying alone, cleaning the house, cooking for self, doing laundry thing.

It is... the virtually nonexistent social circles I have there. This has always been my bane and worst fear ever since I left school. But at least in college there were some schoolmates; despite being in different classes we still managed to meet during our breaks early in the year when we first started.

At least in uni there were a few people from college and school that now despite being in different courses, we got to meet after classes and the occasional break sometimes.

And at least in BOTH the situations above, it all happened in comfortable, safe, secure, and most importantly, LOCAL.. Malaysia!

Now the plot thickens to a whole new level and I'll be going to some ang moh land and I'll be going to be the new kid and I'm freaking out zomggggggg.

I know there are a considerable amount of international students there as well but I'm more than sure by now they all have established cliques and comfortable social circles that I am going to have to struggle to be apart of. Sux.

Only because I'm going in as a 3rd year International student, that's why it is that baaaad. It wouldn't be that bad if I had someone from the Monash campus here in Msia going with me to the same campus taking all the same units with me but I do not have that luxury unfortunately.

There are people from the Msian campus going there next year as well but they are either going to another of the many Monash campuses in Melbourne or will be taking a different set of subjects altogether.

AHHHHHHHHHH!

Being anti-social definitely has something to do with it but it is not ALL about it I assure you.

I guess I can only take it as a practice for the working world in the future.

Then again, I'm only speaking from paranoid speculations and thinking of the worst that could happen.

Going in as 3rd year student... ang moh land.. malaysians and other international students knowing each other beforehand... in a course where you have to talk to score... final year before graduation... living alone...

=(

Advices please, anyone?



-alexeO-

Clubbing @ Poppy Garden, KL

*edit: This was NOT on my birthday but before rawr*

The pre-birthday clubbing session! Hah! Nolaa.. at least it wasn't planned like that on purpose.

Ok entering clubs is such an hassle for the few of my friends and I because KL suddenly decided to be super strict recently and noooo. And summore knowing me who cannot take rejection cooly... sigh.

And so many people were saying how Poppy was very strict on the age(21) bla bla bla but we decided to try our luck anyway. So the days leading up to the Poppy night I was busy thinking of Plan Bs and Cs and Ds sigh boo.

But wtf entrance was so much easier than expected! They didn't even check our IDs wah can you believe it. The plan to didn't shave must have worked hahaha!


I got a strange feeling I'll be seeing these people ALOT this summer break..


Oh I also need to mention how pathetic we are when it comes to getting drinks for clubs hahaha. Ok so we're all not exactly filthy loaded rich and being STUDENTS, we're always damn broke when it comes to getting bottles man. So we always resort to the cheapest bottles they have that night or something. And even then our wallets will be damn empty after that! Sigh so sad. So now you can think twice if you wanna hang out with us rawr just kd.

But I think we'll be going less frequent now la anyway.. since almost everybody has found jobs and is working already.


Vernon, Me, MY, HK



You know, the stupid thing about me is I almost ALWAYS agree to do things like these when requested..



Me, looking rugged and Bev



They're all over me *smirk*



I remember at this point the effect of Photo #3 has started to kick in and my head was spinning already.



Me, WL. Take 2.



Take 3.



Sexyback



hahahah



My Monash girls and I. Out-of-focus like cock.



Now focused but I lost my gaya-ness zz



Spot me. We're a bunch of happy people on the dancefloor!



Yen's hair threatening to wack my face



The gang. Interesting lighting.



Richmond wtf? I asked Vernon the cameraman why did he have to cut my face into half. He said "to make you look thinner" :o !!!!!



This photo looks like the one I took in Space the other time hahah. I never learn.



I look so horny here :o!



Tired Nick, WL, Bev and I



Me strangling Bev. Yen damn obscene boo.



And lastly, the customary 'gone' pic. hahah


WAH I SERIOUSLY HAVE BEEN DRINKING TOO MUCH. =o

Healthy life starts next week I really promise! Since everyone is working already.. plus my birthday being over.. plus a start of a new month... Must fulfill I dun care no excuses man. Duno if I should post my bday celebration photos up or not hahah.. see how la when I get them first.



-alexeO-